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karl 12
Hi it's been awhile since I've posted a thread. Since I joined ATS I've about alot of different things and most was theory. What is only occuring
to me is I was living in a paranormal situation and have been for almost 10 years. I don't know how Im supposed to work it out or who is out there
that could work it out or has. I mean why hasn't concrete research been done into this and why isn't there more awareness. Trying to work this stuff
out as I went along was a hard but thorough way of understanding what it's like to experience it and how to fight it and how it uses psyops grade or
beyond in the realm of evil mind games and word /context twisting arguments that I hear both audibly (9 years on and off) and
clairaudiently(relatively new sense, 2 years)) and argue with mentally. It hears my thoughts and spent alot of time studying my neural patterns. I am
not suffering any serious mental issues. I have kept much of this to myself. I have sought therapy
Keep an open mind and please believe I'm not making this up or delusional. I am looking for help and advice not attention or stars and flags for the
sake of stats or status.
I have been experiencing a haunting. For almost.10 years with something/s evil and dark. It's been long and testing and really.. just hard to explain
exactly how I feel right now and after all of it so far. It ain't great!
I'm trying to find help asap as its gotten worse the past 4 months. Please someone asap help me work this out. It's a biothreat I've only just
realised recently.
I have had physical feeling of something pulsating moving around over the body, has been external but it feels like it's in my esophicus at times.
Like a creature of some sort but invisible or seemingly that way. I can't work it out. Places where I feel I'm being touched there is no space,
between my sides and couch when lying down. But it can also feel like the tips of fingers poking me gently after the pulsating has stopped. It moves
around. I felt it in my throat today and tonight. For awhile. Moving. I'm kinda stressed about it and going to doctors about it for radiology tests.
My thought is what is here is trying to make me to believe that it's a type of creature, I can't see it but I feel it and I've seen physical traces
behind the couch which is where I am alot of the time I'm home. On hardwood floor in the dust under the couch there are.markings like something has
moved through it.
The voices that I hear, what haunts me. Is an actual haunting. It started not long after I took that photo. Something followed me back. It's made my
life a nightmare. Some of the stuff is so messed up.
It has manifested in a mixture of what seems like psychosis symptoms but I don't have an underlying mental disorder. I hear them audibly and through
Clair audience. I had to learn myself what it was I was hearing and work out as I went along that I had clairaudience. They don't make sense much of
the time in a way that they contradict one another or itself in things it says and the clairaudiently stuff is the worst stuff I've ever heard. Evil
Dark # at times.
My vision is impaired slightly in the past few months. Waves of what looks like energy ripples in tunnel in my eyesight. Noticeable when I look at
bright things, definitely weird. When I close my eyes I see weird stuff now. Sometimes it's like things in the room not seemingly interacting with
other things though. However it's not an hallucination. A type of hyper paradoilia and the faces I see are everywhere and change and or warped and
all wrong, dark, looking at me.
I feel cursed. I've had proximity to people that say they felt the same, cursed but never elloborated. I feel it's connected.
There is a cluster of strange very subtle phenomena and cancer, disease related illness in local area.
I've tried smudging, it helps with the audibal stuff and lightens the mood in the household. It was calmer in house but it doesn't seem to do
anything for the physical manifestations or ear ringing.
Things have moved physically in front of my eyes and I've woken up to things moved near me.
The pulsating issue is the most disturbing. It's happening alot when I get comfortable at home. Like it's trying to torment me. However I don't
know if the main haunting is related to the pulsating. What I heard sounded as though what haunting me doesn't know what the pulsating is but detects
it . But taunts me about it at abit same trying to torment me. Darkness. I feel pulsating in my mouth right now. It's disgusting. Moved up my
esophicus, into my throat and to my mouth. Pulsating and moving. That's what I just felt and have been feeling. I need to know what to do next.
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The pulsating started out 4 months ago. It is also external moves around my body over the surface but I can't see anything moving externally like
clothes or blanket or cushions near where I feel it, it's feels like something should be moving but I can't see it but I feel it and it's not a
physical creature but seems to mimic what one would feel like. There is an intelligence to its movements and goes for energy points on the body's
field. It makes the couch shake or feel like it's just shook when I seat it away from where I feel it. It feel like it moves away fast, the
pulsating, resonating ends abruptly and in a thud Thereare multiple of the things that cause the pulsating feeling (like pulse but different rates,
sometimes high resonance) it's trying to probe or interact with my body somehow. It's disturbing and feels intrusive.
me of this as far back as 2011. Same house. The atmosphere is low. Physical illness with multiple house members. Cancer(death), osteo perosis and
mental health issues. There is a cluster of similar cases around my area. I mean the illness and mental health and people living a lost and isolated
life
I'm rarely happy. Feel isolated. Experienced Beyond psyops grade psychological attacks through hearing them audibly and clairaudiently ( the
clairaudience is very similar to how a thought is heard in the head and outloud sort of thought. It took me along time to work out what it was. At
first it was like a thought but I knew it wasn't a thought or something I'd thought or said. The auditory ones I hear, there are two or three entity
or one pretending to be more than one. The auditory ones are I think pretending what I hear clairaudiently is something I've just thought. Either
that or it was coming from something else they didn't know was there or most likely coming from them as well just in a different channel of hearing
and in an attempt to control a person and attempt to imitate their thoughts. Like someone knocks and I start walking over to the door. Suddenly in my
head it's like I'm rehearsing what im about to say. Sometimes a product of imagining moreso when I'm dwelling or reflecting on a situation. But the
'rehearsing' isn't always coming from me. I'm hearing it like a thought but it ain't me. It not really a thought. It's an attempt to influence.
I had to work this out as I went over 10 years. That stuff only started about 2 and half years ago. It feels like it's been a year. My life is like
groundhog Day. The type of stuff I'veposted this for a few reasons. For help, advice and to warn others of this potential threat to health. On a
spiritual scale whatever this is, it's dark and what nightmares are made of.
What can I do? It needs to be stopped