posted on Nov, 16 2020 @ 05:58 PM
I first fulfilled my desire when I was very young. At first, stalking the neighborhood pet watching and waiting. I would study its every move its
routines and deviations from its routines. I kept a journal documenting my studies and findings of its every move. In the norm, I would study the
subject for close to a month while preparing for its transformation. I fondly remember my first almost recklessly implemented my first transformation
due to my bloodlust. As I have matured in my selection of subjects I will never recklessly choose a subject because a single minuscule misstep and I
would become the subject.
Oh, how I long to feed the feeling it's a need and lust for fulfillment like a rage ever growing inside. My new subject is so delightful and it is
difficult to wait its time to feed and transform her into something past. I reflect on my first and the reckless way and I remind myself I must wait
and time only makes a feast even more delightful.
edit on Tue Nov 24 2020 by DontTreadOnMe because: (no reason given)