posted on Jan, 16 2020 @ 07:59 PM
I came onto ATS years ago after sinking into the loneliest most depressing hole a person can end up in...and no, you'd think it's when you love
someone who doesn't love you...I thought so too. That is until I found myself in the hole of coping with something terrible that you are the sole
person on the planet who is aware of it and you are unable to tell anyone because of just how unbelievable it is.
After seeing how members often reacted to people's claims, I, thank God, decided that even here I wouldn't go the sympathetic ear I am so desperate
for to this day. But this does remind me of something related to all I am condemned to suffer alone with but it related to the main issue at
hand...if that makes sense...but this OP reminded me of this very incredible incident I experienced...an experience I'll be the first to admit if
anyone else posted here, I would be right in the front of the line ready to call the person an attention seeking fiction pusher who went a bit too
Mission Impossible with the details to be believed. But I guess that's poetic Justice because this, like the big issue I've hidden so long, is 100%
true and in no way possible to have been mistaken or hallucinated. I am also an on the spectrum, animal loving, antisocial virtual misanthropic
introvert whose idea of hell on Earth wuld be getting people o focus attention on me.
About eight years ago, I am suffering from a botfly. The first I've ever had. I am watching in the mirror as I pull off the scab all the picking I
have done at it has caused to form...scab or hardened blood and pus I dunno. I am surprised it is still alive since it's hole has been covered with
the scab or blood plug but then again, I guessed that blood and pus drying won't necessarily leave no porous surface where air can still pass so
whatever. But it's moving around in me I can feel it. I take a handful of hot water and douse the area with it, about to clean around it and pop...the
thing pushes through the now warm moist plug and I give it a little pressure on the sides but a few inches from it so as not to squish it or irratate
it and swell the area but just to make it more likely to wiggle out. The thing shoots out of me and unfolds on the counter and immediately takes
flight...wtf!? That's NOT how this works! But there it was. It flew directly upward and hovered in front of my face in between myself and the mirror.
Wow. It was a chrome metallic red. Expensive chrome which has almost an irradescence to it you know? I don't want to swat it and Im Gonna be late for
my scheduled day so I leave it standing sideways on the mirror and jump in the shower. In the shower I keep seeing a light so I jump out close the
door and turn off the light cuz I can't pinpoint what it is. I see it and it's moving and i run up to it. OMG it's the same bug and its tail is
lighting up with a brilliant bright blue. Now I really don't get it. A botfirefly!? And there hasn't been a Firefly in Phoenix for thousands of years
when climates were different. I guess, though, this one must have been brought back as an egg in someone's suitcase? And mom implanted it on me after
getting out? No idea and didn't know if there were tons of explanations, one, or none...but just to make sure I am not just oblivious to some species
which does live here and I just never noticed, I leave it in the bathroom and run to the computer and type in the search red Firefly. Other than a
bunch of fluff, there is just one actual page and it just so happens be titled ted Firefly. I open it and red Firefly is actually the name of a
company. Ok..lets see...a company which took its name from the project it was contracted to head. I go to the about us page and no way, Red Firefly is
a small company where we imagine, manufacture, and test nanobots which are able to self replicate and will be used to perform functions inside a
patient's body once the ploymers which build themselves then replicate, are injected into the bloodstream. Any consequent products developed are for
the sole ownership and use of the United States armed forces pursuant to...then some license or patent number.
Now, what had disappeared now when I went back to look for it I immediately thought was robotic and not biological or organic at all but from what i
understand it was not a nanobot. In fact, it wasn't anything at all like what was being developed by red Firefly. But to this day i cannot for the
life of me decide it was coincidental that a typical botfly wound is actually a surprise filled instead with a Firefly, a Firefly which looks so
chrome colored that it seems fake and like a mini flying machine mimicking a bug, a fire fly...a red firefly...that no red Firefly exists in nature,
and the only real thing I can find about a red Firefly is a company of that name which is developing robots to inject into the body which can then
work at the molecular level to rearrange things, fight disease, do micro surgery, and deliver drugs to specific spots...and this enigma just so
happened to come from inside my body.
This is serious, yes. not entertainment. Feel free to have at me though since I know I'll be too embarrassed to ever come back and read about how
pathetic an attempt at a fib this is...cuz that doesn't sound very exciting to imagine I'm return for sharing something that really shook and shocked
me.