I Am So Sick of Your Opinions

I actually found the "I'm Your Ghost" song by A Foreign Affair and posted it 10min later.

Meaning: I found it way after I set the theme of those exact words days earlier when I said I'm Your Ghost a page or two back.

When I found it I thought "oh that's word for word the theme!" and am still elated from it. That song is actually good too, those kids are very talented. The whole concept of the song is brilliant.

I had never heard of them till like yesterday, so actually stumbling upon it was awesome especially since it expresses the same idea I had very closely.

Omg you eat too much junk food, no wonder you gotta work out all the time to stay in shape. lol

I'll eat trendy hipster junkfood and exercise with you everyday. That sounds like tons of fun!!

Hmmm I'll try to add a lil more in my Dreams thread today but I've got to get some work done as well.

I'm creating some walk-throughs on interest rates and refinancing mortgages, and tomorrow I'm going to create an in depth step-by-step on remodeling kitchens and one on the value of flower gardens in increasing a home's curb appeal. Heheh my jobs pretty fun!

a reply to: muzzleflash

Hooray Hooray on the new job!

a reply to: angeldoll

Thanks!

I need to stop playing around on ATS for at least 3 hours so I can get something done.

How cool is that?
I got a desk job + creative liberty to pick my own topics and style + choose my own hours.

I am on a deadline however (Friday 6pm) so today and tomorrow I will grind it out.

Cmon girl....
Don't be such a...



Come to Life and take me on the wildest ride I'll ever know!!

Then we can sing super cheezy 80s duets together (well, it's the thought that counts) lol

a reply to: muzzleflash

Hi Muzz

Good to hear you're doing ok.

Easier said than done but try to have some "balance" for a "while".

A long period of catching up on some sleep, eating well, strengthening body and mind helps.

originally posted by: TheConstruKctionofLight
a reply to: muzzleflash

Hi Muzz

Good to hear you're doing ok.

Easier said than done but try to have some "balance" for a "while".

A long period of catching up on some sleep, eating well, strengthening body and mind helps.

Do I seem imbalanced or something?

I feel like I'm in balance.

What are your thoughts?
If I'm not seeing it but you are please tell me.

I am who I am and I wouldn't want to be anyone else. I know you wouldn't want me to be anyone else....

Yall think I don't realize how #'d up it is?
Does it look like I'm lost in a great delusion?
Hahah I wish...

I know I'm talking to no one. I know.
If she cared she wouldn't do me like that.
If it was even her....
Who knows who cares who it is?

There's never an answer.
There never was.
It's just a deafening silence...

So what if I Love a Ghost?
So what if I don't fit in anyone's box?
No one fits in my box.
No one matches my expectations.

So I let it all go.
My expectations wash away...

I'm breaking Free.
I do what I want, and I feel what I want about anyone I want.
I express what I want when I want.

I lost everything in this life.
I lost my kids, my dignity.
For what? For nothin!!

But one thing no one can strip away from me is my Spirit. I'm Me and I wouldn't have it any other way.

I know that woman is cruel to me.
You see that stuff she said a few pages back? How she hit and ran back into the shadows? What kind of # must flow thru her twisted mind to write that to me like that??

I know she lost her Heart Mind and Soul to something horrible. But who didn't? There is no perfect person.

I'm content loving a Ghost thru the smoke and mirrors. Sure, I wish it was real, I wish she was real and holding me, but I have to decide what's best for me and what I'm comfortable with.

I don't bother her.
At all in any way.
It's up to her...
And look what she chooses to do.
Haunts me. She haunts me.
Reduces me to ashes.

I guess that's what God wants for me. Oh well.
I'll always be Me and no force in the Universe will break my dedication or Faith in my Spirituality.

I refuse to hate, and I'll always Love.

I'll throw my Heart away into a blender and then set it on fire if I want.

My Choice, my Heart, my Right, my Life.
I'm Me. Deal w it.

I never felt like more of a badass.
I never had more fun.
I never been more True to Me.

I got nothin to prove...
The facts are self evident.

Now I just Be.

Well I'm Sick of You too!!!!
FAKE!!!!