Analog Digital Phenomenon Hypothesis

a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Something funny just happened to me while mentioning the NSA AI.

That's the last I'm saying about it. I feel it depresses you so we better stop.
Look outside: sunshine!

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

And concerning whom you helped, maybe it was someone big who is now working overtime on the other side to fix the mess as much and fast as possible. Maybe it was buddha/jesus/arthur/douglas/albert/...

Well actually... I know who I helped.

And in a sense.. it was a good thing.

Maybe I'm not seeing the crumbs that fall from the masters table
and the puppies get to eat. (metaphor adapted from the bible of
all places).

Kev

originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Something funny just happened to me while mentioning the NSA AI.

That's the last I'm saying about it. I feel it depresses you so we better stop.
Look outside: sunshine!

I've been harassed 3 times in the past month by a machine intelligence, and
my wife has as well, and she's very Earthy and believes in nothing ATS-like
at all.

Frankly?

I don't know if it's the human AI or the 'alien AI'.

Kev

a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Do tell!? Pretty please? Harrassed how?

a reply to: Peeple

I'm about to head out for breakfast with my wife..
so I won't be on for a while..

Are you an 'ascensionist' ?
I've heard a lot of 'ascension' people talk like you.

As for the machine intelligence.. it's not a large
amount of harassment.. I'll talk about it one of
these days.

Later

a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

I like the idea. But it's more like I think some souls refuse to go home to help from "inbetween".

a reply to: Peeple

The term 'soul' is too inaccurate to even use in conversation.

I'm still 'away' for a while today.

Kev

6/12/2018
at 1:10 PM PST
KCG

Just making an annotation for future reference.

A personal update. I can do that because it's my post and it's just in
a chat forum..hell.. anyone can post here about anything really...

Well anyway.

I got a really bad taste in my mouth about 'spirituality' when I discovered
the place humanity holds in the "universe" and after the 2013 BTUFO
summoning experiment unfortunately worked, I have had a firm "lockdown
mode" in place.. isolating me in a way I don't care to discuss quite yet.

Well over the past month, the "lockdown" has been melting away..oh
it's had positive side-effects for my health and happiness.. so I could
hardly say, "no".

I've had this problem for years.... this 'spiritual constipation', as knowing
the major answers and not liking the answers.. I have not wanted to be
'spiritual'.

Also I got to this bizarre neurological condition by means of following a
so-called 'left hand path' for 30 years. Now in some ways, so-called
"left -hand paths" are the most effective thing out there to get results..
but they put you into a bad spot too... just like so-called right-hand
paths.. they look pretty on the surface.. but they wind up dumping
you into a terrible place.. you don't even know it.. but it's a form of
complete ignorance.

As a result of pretty much finishing my 'personal journey' but then
slamming down the dampners, I've been going along 'constipated'
with no real sense of purpose.. other than taking care of my
family.

But I'm starting to feel some twinges that I haven't felt for a very
long time (no not those kind of twinges).

In the past month, I've found myself promising to help a 'faction'
that I've always considered to be utterly evil.

And now today, I seem to have received a cry for help from another
faction that I have utterly loathed..

I'm seriously considering helping both.

And it feels good.

If I have nothing left for myself, other than possibly helping others,
well then helping others (the very essence of the right-hand path)
might be all that I have left.

I mean. I've always helped the homeless.. and helped protect battered
women for a few years... and I help the ACLU and NPR and dogs and
cats.. various people (you can guess my politics from that).

But given the violence that Iv'e experienced.. I haven't wanted to help
any of the 'factions' out there.

Now it's feeling like I should. It's possibly breathing some life into me..
as living without any purpose is unpleasant.

Just jabbering I guess.

Kev

a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Did one of the doors you knocked on answer kev, or did they knock on yours?

a reply to: pigsy2400

Yes, something like that.

a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Ain't it nice, when the poop starts flowing again? Let it all out. We're behind schedule already. Left, right, good, evil... those restrictions are just means to slow down progress.

a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

I'm glad for you. Here's hoping you'll find some enjoyment along the way!

a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

How is Direne Kevin. Your prediction was correct.....

a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Maybe it's time to follow your heart and soul, and spirit (give it a try) and gut and not your head, for a short time.

a reply to: Baablacksheep

Well since I'm probably leaving ATS this week, I'll just
say things that I would never in a million years say.

I have a "bond" with FL.. through this guy:

en.wikipedia.org...

Of all things.

I have a bond with that guy too.. the most intimate
possible bond.

I'm not even sure if they are aware of what I'm speaking..

Most people are driven by forces that they do not understand..

I have no contact with Direne / FL other than that.. and don't
suspect that I ever will speak with any of them again.

originally posted by: InTheLight
a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

Maybe it's time to follow your heart and soul, and spirit (give it a try) and gut and not your head, for a short time.

Yes.. indeed.

I had a nasty 'spiritual experience' back 7 years ago or so, where I died
for the second time in my life, in full awareness and came back.

I didn't understand exactly at that time what was going on.. and it
messed me up really bad.

It made me very distrustful.

Now.. i'm not in much of a different place than then.. but I guess
I probably overreacted a little.. that I could be more the loving
person I innately am.. and I could cut myself a break.. and do
what you suggest.

Thank you dear one.

Kev

originally posted by: zeroPointOneQ
a reply to: KellyPrettyBear

I'm glad for you. Here's hoping you'll find some enjoyment along the way!

It appears that the approximately 5% chance that I would help the "scientists"
with the 'great mystery' is not going to come to pass.

So my remaining decision is whether I help people in general, or just tuck
my tail between my legs and go home. (not having a very long tail
that's easier said than done!)

I had promised my one and only mentor in life, from way back.. that I would
not write about "Kundalini".. and I promised him that I would not start an
"organization".

That really ties my hands.

Maybe I'll write love sonnets to butterflys or something.. since I have no place
where I'm wanted or allowed to do what I'm best at.

It's no wonder that I've been conflicted.

Kev

If anyone wants my email address, send me an IM.

You may or may not get it, but if you don't ask,
there is no chance at all!

Kev