Just Leave Me Alone

I’m on my 4th decade of life and I can’t believe how rude and inconsiderate people are.

I noticed at a young age that other people’s ideas of fun were to try and cause problems. For this and other reasons I would keep to myself, play video game, watch tv, listen to music etc. every time I tried to socialize i would encounter those who would think drugs and alchohol are how to have fun and causing problems for others.

Everyday when i’m Outside getting fresh air, having a cigarette or coffee I get approached by people trying to get favors, spare change, cigarettes or whatever.

When i’m Totally alone I build up a good mood, have fun and enjoy my life experience until the next time others intrude upon my peace and try to get freeebies or cause problems.

And it just gets worse with each year. As if people are not being taught morality or manners.

I even tried an experiment where I would say “what is good? I’ve never really thought about it before. What does good mean? What is good” and discovered other think good is simply not bad... seriously. When you ask people these questions they don’t know how to answer.

I’m tyred of it all. I just want to be left alone, but guess what? When you refuse to socialize with trash that’s a symptom of mental disorders!!!

In today’s age when you are too smart it means you are mentally handicapped because you don’t like trash!

I’ve realized we are not compatible and never will be. Why is that so hard for others to comprehend? I want to be alone because I don’t like most of people. The only time I feel like there is intelligent life in the universe is when i’m Online and find others like little specks of light in an abyss of stupidity.

For the few people I met online over the years, I know you’ll probably never see this but I wish you well. Everyone else, Just leave me alone

a reply to: Tyred

There's still good people out there. I don't mind needy people asking me for help, but I do mind trolls, however, I mostly just run into those on the net.

a reply to: Tyred

you not alone bud.

American culture is backwards. The media is brainwashing the guys to be dumb drunks and the girls to be drunk self centered whores.

People don't give two #s about anyone but themselves, even friends and family.

I think the powers that be have severed our connection to spirituality on purpose to usher in their Satanic New World Order.

This is all by design. This is why hallucinogens are illegal and alcohol is legal. Alcohol is a depressant which causes separation and depression in the human consciousness while '___', Psylocyben, '___', and Cannabis are mind expanding and can show consciousness that we are all connected.

It all depends what drugs a culture allows you to partake in.

USA and it's alcohol intake is the problem. We are like a big abusive drunk husband beating its children and wife into submission.

Emotions are kind of like driving a car. Take your hands of the wheel and you'll arrive in places that are not good for you.

My suggestion is stop focusing on who annoys you and marvel at all of the people you encounter that you do like, even if it's for a brief moment.

No offense intended, but if you can't do that, it might be worth considering if the problem is really you.

Just saying, and my best to you.

see what i mean? You can't even mention these natural mind altering substances on a public forum because TPTB are so afraid of the true positive change they can cause.

Backwards world.

a reply to: booyakasha

Plenty of sites discussing all that.

originally posted by: loam

No offense intended, but if you can't do that, it might be worth considering if the problem is really you.

That is interesting. That would almost be like the theory that the most important thing isn't the person speaking the words (or performing the actions) but the person hearing them and how they decide to react.

I am very thankful for rude and inconsiderate people, it gives me awesome opportunities to work on myself and my reactions.

I had a really great instructor who taught me that as soon as someone gets you to react, they have won.

a reply to: Tyred

Look up the dialogues of Plato. Socrates asks what is good? Spoiler: he gets killed in the end for being a pain in the ass.

You are contradicting yourself a bit, ranting to strangers that you don't want to be around people. Further, online "communities" can be erased in a second. I've seen it happen more than once. People will vest a tremendous amount of time and effort into a place like ATS, then have it shut down with no warning, or be jumped on by the site because of some alleged transgression. These places are a poor substitute for real life.

But I hear you. I get it. The thing you need to do is arrange your life so that you are comfortable. If you must make a living, as most of us must, find a job that does not involve customer service or heavy interactions with others, such as sales. Instead find a back room job where you can do your work without the need to constantly involve others. My job was much too "busy" with interaction. I was even a bit famous in my small niche,giving speeches and presentations. I ought to have sought a cataloguing job in a huge academic library where I could have been much more anonymous. The point is that you have some choice in how you live your life along a scale from hermit to gadfly. Making those kinds of choices can help you find a place that is more suited to your demeanor.

a reply to: Tyred

very time I tried to socialize i would encounter those who would think drugs and alchohol are how to have fun and causing problems for others.

Everyday when i’m Outside getting fresh air, having a cigarette or coffee I get approached by people trying to get favors, spare change, cigarettes or whatever.

I know addict behavior, they can drive you nuts if you let them. Got a cigarette, a light, a dollar? Can I borrow your lighter, a flashlight, gimme a ride?

When they ask for a cigarette say, got a quarter? When they ask for money, ask what they got to trade. When they need to go somewhere, tell them ass, gas or grass, no-one rides for free.

I know it hurts, but a tidal wave of addict behavior will result if you help them when you are 'outside'.

a reply to: Tyred

as the days pass the more i feel i just dont fit in.
people annoy me so fast.

i took this saying but i say i only feel alone when i am with other people.

a reply to: TinySickTears

oh i forgot

a reply to: Tyred

I honestly believe I could have written this myself as it is pretty much how I feel, I had a good look at the people that associated with me the last couple of years and cut that person out totally if they had toxic tendancies, I was not left with much at the end of the cull....

This position is much easier if you like your own company, that brings in other problems as viewed by others in that you are self depedant and many many people want to be needed..

I have certainly seen a massive increase in what I would class as bat # crazy tendancies since social media opened the door for narsosistic mental health issues to be the norm and that is what we are seeing..

Nothing wrong with being a loner bud, it makes travel cheap and you are in charge of your destiny so embrace it, it is more likely that you have a decent IQ and logic and feel you are dumming yourself down for the general populas that get their kicks from # box tv and wanky social media posts...



RA

Bah you are all just getting old and miserable.
Go and buy some toys and have a play.
Makes you feel young and refreshed.
Lego is good, also adult colouring books chill me out.

a reply to: Tyred

I used to be like you. I still am in many ways. I cherish solitude but find value in people everyday. I dont mind dumb people. I am a simpleton at times.

I dont like people who lie and take advantage. Good people are out there, they are just really busy all the time and cant get around as much.

You have to find them in order to help them.

Its a personal war /quest or it is a burden. I try to see things as the former.. It takes using what intelligence I do have to just figure out whats wrong with people on the fly so as to find their sweet spot mentally an get them to not ferry those problems my way.

Work the solution. Find the level and rise or sink to it.

In short, find balance with the jerks. Seek out the good and help them. Both types of people need the help.

i tend to prefer solitude or only a few carefully chosen companions myself, but if you're spending this much mental/emotional energy focusing on how much you hate everyone and look down on then i don't think you're really at peace with being a loner.

there's all types of people in the world. you're not gonna like everyone and everyone's not gonna like you. that's just life. do what makes you happy instead of making yourself miserable and blaming it on everyone else.

a reply to: Tyred

Bahahah, i feel You, Tyred!
I totally feel like that, too!

Other peoples are just so blind and stupid. All they can do is make matters worse (like always)...

Don't be sad, Mate! I'm a Solo-Guy myself. I enjoy going into the woods (right next where my familiy's house is).
The forest is tiny, but i'm ALWAYS alone. I love it! I never get bothered and can do some wacky stuff. But on the other hand, life is VERY boring. Never a new input. Nothing new is happening... I feel like it's like a hate-love. Or a curse (with benefits!)

I am alone alright. Lonely even. Never had a Girlfriend or real (male) friends. Only got 2 good Buddies. And all i can do with 'em is chat. That's it. Yes, i've met them in IRL, but that's it.
I also meet other people and i have no problem to socialize with others. But the problem is, that i need someone who is like me: Different.

And that's something You just can't really influence. It's the matrix. It decides whenever You get a special somebody or not. Till then You and i walk alone.

a reply to: testingtesting

Hey, i LOVE Lego!
But i've grown outta it. Was a nice time, though...

originally posted by: Tyred
The only time I feel like there is intelligent life in the universe is when i’m Online and find others like little specks of light in an abyss of stupidity.

You know why that is bud? Because when people are online like this they take their filter off. More times than not, you read them for what they really are (because most are still under the illusion of privacy). Not the pretenders they feel they need to be in order to conform to a society that calls for it loudly and frequently. You don't like fake people it sounds like.

I'm like you, but not because I think I'm smarter or better than everyone else. My inferiority complex won't allow that nonsense. I'm just too old fashioned for a society that feels that moral and ethical changes for the looser side equates to human advancement. Oh, and the tech andvancements are confused will human advancements as well. F**k education and science, they never advanced anything........right?

This all makes for a society I'm just not comforable conforming to, and a population I don't care to associate with outside of what I need to do to make a living. I don't hate people, I just function better when I'm not around them much. And I function just fine too. I make a good living, I'm peaceful, I'm nice.........I just don't want to put up with peoples' s**t and confusion.

Now GET OFF MY LAWN, you whippersnappers!! LOL

Hi there, nice to meet you. I can start bugging you if you want to feel like your at home here.

We live in a social world, some people do not like that, some people just want a cigarettes and your money.

I get people once in a while asking me for a cigarette when I am smoking outside. I actually meet some decent people that way on occasion.