posted on Sep, 3 2017 @ 02:52 AM
Phew. I mean wow. As someone who has been having odd and unusual dreams their entird life that was intense.
First off I was flying a lot in this dream and I had a lucid dream the night before where I became aware I was dreaming for about 2-3 minutes I guess
before sliding back into unconsciousnss within the dream.
So in this dream I was awoken by something that ripped part of my blanket off, I came to slightly and covered myself but in a half haze and slipped
right back into the dream, this was very weird because whatever it was kind of pulled me out if it.
Well in this dream I was flying around and battling a darkness. It wasn't a thing or person or anything. As I was flying around I started having
weird realizations, one of them was that I am Jesus/god. So fricken weird. As I had this realization I began flying this hyperdimensional space and I
was moving rapidly and spinning and the intensity was unbelivable. Well I started being overcome by this sense of awesomeness and it was overwelming.
Then I suddenly started experiencing a sense of loneliness that you couldn't understand. This deeeeeeep sense of being alone and lonliness that was
so exteme it's hard to put into words. At this point I began realizing that I didn't want to be god, I want to go back to being human and I didn't
want to be alone. I wanted to be back with other humans.
Well after I went through this very weird experience of realizing that I am Jesus and spinning through hyperspace I came back to the darkness. I was
never able to see it but I could feel it. I now had this insight into being god and I had gained the confidence to fight it. Very odd.
I don't think I'll be sleeping for a while at least until the adrenaline wears off, but wow. I can't explain how crazy that was in words. I mean
when I woke up to being Jesus(Let me say I am not claiming to be Jesus just what happened in my dream) then got launched into hyperspace, that
feeling of being alone was deep. In a way that I can't explain.