Seeing My Father Again After He died

So, my Dad died a few months.
A brief back story,we never had a Father daughter relationship
he walk out on my mother before i was born,but he remain in
that same town,so we would see each other at the stores etc,
but he would never say anything to me,i would go home and cry
thinking i did something wrong,but my grandma would comfort
me,and let me know it's not my fault and i didn't do anything
wrong i was six or seven at that time.

As i grow older if his friends around he would wave his hands at me because
they would ask him why he treated me that way,but i overcome that
and wasn't bother by that anymore i was okay. After high school i move
away and never return until my mother call with the news that he pass
and i don't have to come if i didn't wanted to,but i went to pay my last
respect i didn't shed a tears,i spend a few week with my family and
came back.

Now about a month later i started thinking about my dad nonstop i
had one of those WTH moments ,why now ? you're Dead and i stop
thinking about you years ago. So one night when everyone was asleep
i sat on the stairs break down and just cry ,and ask if my dad was okay
and i wanted him to know there was nothing to forgive ,maybe he loved
and cared about me in his own way ,it was difficult for me at first but
i'm okay and have been for a while now.

A week later i'am sitting on the stairs again i had a clear
vision i was able to see my dad,but he was not alone he
was accompany by someone,this being look like it was half human
half animal,it had horns, his eyes was sea green with flames flowing
from them and so was his sword,his feet look burnt gold.

My dad was standing on a platform next to a gray wall he was feeling
all over this wall, look like he was trap and trying to find a way out
i say this because this wall like it had no beginning no entrance nothing
just huge and gray,also he seems very confuse ,my dad look the same just
no wrinkles just flawless and his face was glowing.

I was trying to see more details about my dad surroundings, but them flames
from the being eyes and sword was blinding,the horns wasn't from his head
it was part of his body armor, look like he was a warrior or a protector idk
anyone know who this being were? he was not a centaur,my nephew show up
and i lost the connection, i didn't get to speak with my dad
but i get to see him for a brief moment.

Thanks for reading everyone.

Was your dad aware that you were watching?

Seems like he was in a punishment box, and the hu-beast wanted you to have a peek...thinking that you'd be happy to see Dad suffer a bit for treating you poorly when he was here.

Thank-you for sharing this. My Dad died 3 months ago. Still awaiting a "sign" from him. Hopefully he's living the good life someplace.

a reply to: carewemust

I don't think he was aware of that, you're welcome
i hope you get a sign from your dad soon.

a reply to: Ladystar

Hello,

Ladystar,

Very touching story. I hope you have peace in yourself.

Glad you posted. I had a sign from my dad many years ago. We were very close.

kind regards,

bally

a reply to: bally001

Hi bally001,
It took a while but i finally did
i'am glad you take the time to read it
Thank you,that's great you had a sign from your dad.

a reply to: [post=22459993]bally001

a reply to: Ladystar

Your father is in heaven
And your visions means nothing except your own feelings toward yourself and him

a reply to: Ladystar

Heaven does not have beings like this.

You father is in hell.

originally posted by: Spacespider
a reply to: Ladystar

Your father is in heaven
And your visions means nothing except your own feelings toward yourself and him

A father that walks out on his daughter ends up in heaven? Yeah i would prefer hell if that's the case. I will never understand why parents would leave their children to fend for themselves. Blaming a child for a failed marriage/relationship is something that only cowards do. OP is far better off without him.

a reply to: DeathSlayer

Really dude? Wow....

originally posted by: Perfectenemy

originally posted by: Spacespider
a reply to: Ladystar

Your father is in heaven
And your visions means nothing except your own feelings toward yourself and him

A father that walks out on his daughter ends up in heaven? Yeah i would prefer hell if that's the case. I will never understand why parents would leave their children to fend for themselves. Blaming a child for a failed marriage/relationship is something that only cowards do. OP is far better off without him.

That's a pretty selfish narrow view....

Some parents just aren't good parents(aside from molesters and abusers)

Sometimes the best thing a father or mother of a child can do is separate themselves and let the child live as full a life as possible, knowing that they can't give them what they need

Perhaps you shouldn't be so hasty to be jusgemental , lest you're prepared to be judged on all your deficiencies

a reply to: ManBehindTheMask

If you're a #ty parent then don't have kids. It's that simple. Why do we have to excuse every #ty behavior nowadays? Btw the OP herself mentioned that she didn't understand why he left. Yeah # this guy.

originally posted by: Perfectenemy
a reply to: ManBehindTheMask

If you're a #ty parent then don't have kids. It's that simple. Why do we have to excuse every #ty behavior nowadays? Btw the OP herself mentioned that she didn't understand why he left. Yeah # this guy.

Because all children are planned right? What planet are you from? You're either young or naive or both...

2nd at that age it's hard for kids to understand certain concepts and it's not until they get older that they start to...

You're a pretty judgemental and angry person it seems, perhaps you should practice being a better person yourself before judging others and their situations

a reply to: ManBehindTheMask

I'm 35 not if that has any relevance and the father of the OP left his daughter for selfish reasons. Sorry i'm not applauding a father who abandoned his daughter because life is so hard and unfair. WTF. Parents who don't love their children can # off.

originally posted by: Perfectenemy

originally posted by: Spacespider
a reply to: Ladystar

Your father is in heaven
And your visions means nothing except your own feelings toward yourself and him

A father that walks out on his daughter ends up in heaven? Yeah i would prefer hell if that's the case. I will never understand why parents would leave their children to fend for themselves. Blaming a child for a failed marriage/relationship is something that only cowards do. OP is far better off without him.

Hell is made up for scare tactics to join some religion.
There is only one place we all end up when our body dies, we will have a life review, that can be hard for some.. but its not a punishment.. just a review how you made other people feel, you will feel what they felt.
After that we go to heaven/paradise/a very lovely place. Everyone, even Hitler and Stalin.. everyone.

a reply to: Spacespider

A life review well that's a new one for me. So i can watch my battle well more like a fight(but it sounds more dramatic )with an evil entity again? Sounds kinda awesome.

I'm sorry you lost your father- but, it sounds like he's still with you.

I've never seen a relative who has passed, but when I was a youngster I had several experiences where I would HEAR my beloved Airdale, "Suky", walking around upstairs- I could hear her toenails clicking on the hardwood floors for months after she had died during what should have been a routine and minor operation.

a reply to: Spacespider

Okay,Thank you for telling me this.