Baddogma's Other Meta Cafe- Polite Discussions About Scientific Mysticism and General Weirdness

a reply to: Reverbs

Demon rat/cat morphing..
Dunkin donuts lollipops.. (hmm?)

Oh, I didn't wake up Im still dreaming. Ok yep apartment shaped wrong. Find a window...
Too late dream shutting down full on lock down mode. Try to fly through window.. bang huh? Bang bang... demon now a man with wings? eF I know Im dreaming how come I can't fly?? Can't go through windows?? "OH ship, not this again!"

Dive through the floor sort of but reverse quicksand mode is in effect spit back up to the floor level again. I use all my anger now paralyzed in a ball on the floor. Used my anger to shut out any other dream effects that is.. trying to break the dream without the dream under my control...

I woke up, is that my sister singing, didnt know she was at myyy.... gawd im still dreaming. Or maybe im awake im in my room now. Stands up, damn it left my body on the ground so I cant open the door.. plus Im blind without my eyes!

Back laying down i can clearly see my body I just can't move cut to we have a wedding party today iys 75 people and they want the famous chefs sauce jason will tell you how to make it? Who are all these people in the kitchen being unsafe with knives anyway gawd this is goimg to be a nightmare at work..

Ahh I woke up so theres not a wedding today whew what a relief, wait why is there a giant square hole outside the front door as if we are exiting into a hollow tower with cat walk? This is my place right? I think so except where did I get the dunkin donuts lolli pop? They don't make those do they? And I don't ever go there so nope this is made up...

Wake up in my room try to move my arm, i feel i moved it but I see my body laying there motionless? I slap my pillow from underneath to wake up it makes the perfect sound as if I really was doing it 4 times differently.. really confusing how is this really happening and not happening??

Then I woke up.

Hahaha..

I was trying to get out because these are the times ive been literally tortured.. think about it i can't wake up, then Im usually locked in place then every object is alive like poltergeist effect then out comes the knives or whips and very crude language.. time being what is in dreams you could get stuck down there a Looong time in only a few minutes up here. What Im calling demons here have largly the same powers as agent smiths.. i can overpower anything in my dream because i just know i can, except when the dream rules are in their hands.

So yea nice to be awake.

Today is going to be a good day.

a reply to: Reverbs

#in hell this is a weird day.. There's a film crew in here filming and doing interviews. Hell no.. no one told me? I'm going to have to decline. I likemy semi sorta privacy.

and lil hottie just found out Im not 24 lol.. so much for that fun..

and walked into hell and had no cheese no bread all by myself 4 hours, can't prep doing orders cant do orders no prep oh you want bbq sauce with that well lets see if what i make up in 30 seconds tastes any good..

a reply to: Reverbs

Did you spread your poltergeist?


Seriously I didn't want to tell you, bah: clamsy self after all the suger. Shomething threw a chocolate muffin. Me?
I watch harmelssly tv I don't no wat threw something on the floor. Sounded like porcelain(?) cuo for coffee fine, tee cup fine, even glass for water is fine. Everything I can tell wasn't it.

a reply to: Reverbs

Where the hell were your cooks?

originally posted by: Mousygretchen
a reply to: Reverbs

Where the hell were your cooks?

chef stepdad died.. funeral.
my main man at court.

i stepped in to chaos and was left alone only me. for 4.5 hours.. cant go off the line.. cant be on the line with no ingredients..
I am a baddass cook. But holy freaking hell.


peeple you hallucinated? or if you really are connected to me turn the lights on for real..
you don't want what I got.

they no nice.

a reply to: Reverbs

May he rest in peace.. sure enough I was told to put the phone down by 1 am. gooodnight.

a reply to: Mousygretchen

night.

a reply to: Peeple

seriously pretend nothing happened.

best advice I could ever give.

Im not exactly sure what is going on?



hmm

a reply to: Reverbs

Latched onto the last point made... good food and a personal fav as libation goes no biggie of course; that personal fav could be anything as a self indulgence; if it is mindful or mindless depends on use.

Mine is tobacco that's all; and I do not use it anywhere but inside my own dwelling and outside.

AS far as the friends business TEOT speaks of best to mind his own; however there is a fine line between use and abuse; that fine line who knows? Tolerances and balances varies from individual to individual.

An alcohol free society was tried and FAILED why? READ alcohol history in of America CIDER STYLE; a tobacco free society is also a failure. X-RAY machines NO... if I wanted lung cancer yeah sure; I do not... so keep that junk tech to yourself.

The very definition of the middle way is know the extremes of one's own scale; society has expectations of one only. Best to apply both to not get hassled over stupid called using one's own judgement in each and every situation.

Want to go to such and such a place? NO. I only go places when NEED arises. Not want... few wants to be honest as usual; not really any need or wants, and yet life still goes on eventually it wont others will forget "me" even though there is not really any "me" at all. Just a stupid name others expect me to jump too; a stupid form others expect to see, and some made up crap to communicate with called sound.

Sound makes all concept; that can occur in thought... mental speech, mind, such can be harvested with these stupid waves before a body even starts or begins to put it in motion.

Ask the chicken what it feels like being robbed cradle to grave; and you'll know why the joke of why did the chicken cross the road joke is not even funny.

Any ways that street not matter if it is two ways one way it isn't designed for chickens.

a reply to: Mousygretchen

lemons or citrus in general make for a good mosquito repellent; so does cat nip. Projecting thoughts; is typically just thinking as it is something I do very little of if at all as echoes bounce solids they can twist and form all of whatever.

Visual thoughts those are a projection like words etc something I've done very little of; as any excuse to latch it seems with some for whatever volition or end to grab onto like a worm in the sand trying to find its own tail curls up in a spiral.

So thought projection what is your method? Nevermind what I typed; as that is just food for thought or self examination and study for you to consider, as it makes you feel happy; perhaps those will help it even more so.

spring time and it bounces back to stupid ass cold bees come out and yet hey every so often lets just freeze... lame ass weather needs to get itself figured out.

a reply to: Peeple

She probably just doubled spirit as it runs the same in your other rat baby. So I wouldn't worry too much... I can tell you were expressing through her as well by well vomiting after the happiness of seeing her as if it were a mirror, where she could let go and spread through you both.

Animals are empathetic and sympathetic as the earth's nervous system... only thinking oneself different makes it more difficult to realize how all of that flows.

I had the pain experience karmic wise run through me pass by as all the "gnats, bugs, etc." hit while driving... talk about pain . Its as if one was about to shoot into space at light speed and there was a 10 mile thick dome one didn't expect to smack into.

However, "control" worst drug ever exercised on any life. It's a game of those thinking they "know" to see just how stupid they are when they actually do not know. No matter how many witnesses there are. Kamma or the reaping is worldwide and individual as far as life goes. The elements clung too will get pay back no different.

Names, if someone was to name someone the devil as an actual name... easy way to blame that one person or individual that may be immortal into nothing but suffering for not reason other than ones own ignorance... same with all other names. So those roles or names do eventually get changed out so life can flow beyond it's own collected ignorance of being.

a reply to: BEBOG

I don't know how or why that is an answer to the post it says it is, but...

That was weird. I was just Thinking about names, more "what should I call you?" but still.
And pain.
An control.
You're spooky.

a reply to: Reverbs

That's the ghosts for assuming I hallucinated. No I didn't. You tell the farest out # I give you a star. And try to imagine I went through to. I like that I'm up when I'm awake. The first time. I didn't say "a weird dream is even lamer than what you call hallucination." which it wasn't it threw a muffin. Then something out of porcelain I can't find. And something left-right from I can't tall what it was since I wrote also.

Back in the first days I agreed with "it" (came to me in a movie! Ha no kidding!) 1 is yes two is no, lately my wooden wardrobe squieks perfectly fitting to my thoughts.
I like: the internet has gained consciousness. A Mrs. Scientist said it needs independent working ... things, and I know people using high end pc for downoading what I want to say it has ...things. gr... come back with word

a reply to: Peeple

maybe that was the wrong thing to say peeps. I completely believe you.

I just don't take these things too serious. My own defense mechanism I guess. Or I'm jaded.. I didn't mean to take anything away from your experience though.

what do you think it wants your attention about?
Maybe you didnt sit down for tea and muffins and she got impatient with you?

and let me add my new spot feels energy neutral cozy and contained. Weird dreams is about all I'm expecting for now.

Yesterday sucked.
Today must make up for it.



ps. Things!? what things!?

a reply to: Reverbs

Things are maybe synapsis? But more where the spark jumps in between... I got a total blockage.

a reply to: BEBOG

It's hard to explain... The experience is not as strong lately. I almost have to force it where in the past it came to me like a thief in the night.

a reply to: Peeple

woo to me or a large part of it seems like that.. like consciousness emerged from the group.. like we are all a giant network and including other things too besides humans.

my woo acts up the most when i hit a direct connection deep inside "myself." OR and more commonly its the "thing" part that makes it work like layaly or teot.. they are a neuron, im another..

media would be brain waves that act to synchronise individual neurons. reverbs used to fantasize about hijacking this system thereby becoming the brain..

I think you know what I mean?

love is one of those words that implies a strong connection between two nodes.. its the network that gets the woo not the node.. like you have to be outside yourself, or reinvent the definition of self..

a reply to: Peeple


Neurons come together but do not touch. The gap is the synapse. Neurotransmitters jump across and pass along a command to flood the neuron with potassium or sodium which starts a charge racing along the length to the dendrites (off shoots of the neuron's axon). At the end of the dendrites lies more neurons in a huge convoluted web.

Hope one of those words is the one you are mental blocking on! See, I did learn something studying AI after all!!

Fricken' muffin tossing bastids! Leave Peeps alone! She's had a tough week! I believe you!

a reply to: TEOTWAWKIAIFF

maybe peeps didn't eat enough that day and groot was only trying to help ?

my browser or DNS or both are compromised.. took 15 minutes to get in here.. Browser doing something naughty that freezes it.. so I guess its time to see if I can fix my phone, but if not a vpn will fix the other issue.
did I say something wrong? lmao!



I ran into like 15 people (girl hugs ftw) I know trying to get gas for my friend whos stuck at work.. A gas can almost works similar to a puppy haha.. and the kitchen still has breakfast stuff out!!?? its 4pm.

they must have been slammed and our truck didnt show up yet so we are running out of everything.. well i havnt clocked in yet, but strange day today.

a reply to: Peeple


To have the name a cat wants to be called I long slow blink at them; to call a dog a name you want... you very very gently whisper in it's ear... to get a stubborn ass off of a horse so you don't have a mule? Hold a carrot a yokes length.

Spooky is a special ball in a XBOX360 game and it fits being born so close to Halloween. A girl friend I was tattoo apprenticing; on me did two a pumpkin and a "name tag" they can on them I will not... unless married. Now a days I just use contortion for my own as I still have a lot to go, whenever fools have stepped in the design has changed.

Some fool said laser them off, um yeah no... same deal as "my body my right". When I worked as an executive they didnt mind short sleeves as long as nothing was "offensive" as an executive I didn't want to go "golf shirt". Funny thing is when I worked construction while going to college the first time... I made about the same amount of money then. Difference, 12 hour days and some weekends. Seems it would have been the same after too as they wanted to drag me golfing knowing I knew how that deep of investigation was required for the top secret clearance required to work there. Mums the word as I do not want my ass in a pickle jar again.