posted on Nov, 25 2016 @ 09:48 PM
a reply to:
swanne
Hey, we're back. Yah i'm still full. Very full!!
Had to mention this. Yes You are right that Spinal Stenosis can be nasty.
Let Me say that it's not so much can be, IT IS Nasty!! I'm like Night in that I have it too. Mine is Bi-Lateral Stenosis. Means both sides of My Spine
are screwed up. Nerve channels are closing up. Ask Night if this about right: Means more frequent pinching of the nerves, more Lightning shooting down
both legs, more lower back burn, more upper butt cheeks burn, more burn behind the knees, more pain, more tears. So stiff and ungodly sore in the
lower back as well, it's almost unreal...
When that stuff happens, meds in Me or not, I cry like a baby. I'll admit it. Did today two different places, two different times. Yesterday was a
baby cry time to. Just trying to be human and do stuff to feel like one, is always a mistake. Later on, and the whole next day two/three are terrible.
Absolutely the worst...
I miss My job that was My favorite. Shop worker, machinist, Welder. about 10 years there. Those days are long gone. So is feeling Human...
If CC were not with Me, I don't know what I would do. I really don't... We have put each other through hell and back several times over, but stick
with each other like glue. Is like We are each others sources of pain, and comfort. Painfort? I dunno...
Sorry to ramble on...
edit on 25-11-2016 by SyxPak because: (no reason given)