Everything I feel, Everything I say, Won't change a thing for me today,

I can't stop crying, I dream of flying, I keep trying, I think I am dying,
All I want is for the pain to end, No way for me to mend,

Give me comfort in my hour of need, Is that to much to ask for,
Don't make me feel worse with that guilty look,

Nothing I do will make it go away, Nothing to do but pray,
Everything I feel, Everything I say, Won't change a thing for me today,

I want to swim with the dolphins, I want to fly with the birds,
I want to be planted with the trees, I want to be pollinated by the Bees,

There is an end to my rainbow, this I know, Where I can be free,
Soaring above the clouds so high, Like stars and comets in the night sky,

Is that too much to ask, Is that possible I ask, Such an arduous task,
Impossible to imagine what life will be like without you, the morning dew on the flowers face,

Gone forever without a trace, Is that my fate or destiny, Is that all there is for me,
Dreams and fantasies are hard to fathom, Sadness overcomes me every waking hour,

Minutes go by and tears from eyes, Dried and Wiped, Over and over,
My heart is full and empty at once, My soul needs you,

Energy dissolves like salt in water,
Sugar is sweet no more, I hurt to my very core, no more, please, no more.

a reply to: INEVERQUIT

So despairing!

I can feel the pain.

a reply to: TNMockingbird

Me too Chirp.