Dear good people of ATS
this topic has already been discussed in many thread but since they r all dead or have turned into a discussion of science vs spirituality ending up
with people accusing each other of suffering from crippling psychological illnesses or stupidity, I have been forced to open a new thread. Fresh
Start!!
EXPERIENCE:
earlier this month I experienced a sleep paralysis (after like 7 years) and felt a "presence". I couldn't get up but was able to wave my arms in the
air. after struggling to get up I realized there was an entity near my feet so I tried to grab it and felt "its" mouth. my fingers felt a wet
sensation and I started tugging at the jaw. then woke up.
the sleep paralysis I had 7 years ago, I couldn't move at all but turned my neck around to see a demonic/beastly claw on my neck and that's when I
woke up.
few days ago I had a weird dream. I saw an old college mate and we were driving together and the jeep broke down in the rain and in the next scene I
was sleeping on my bed and had a dream (within a dream) and saw myself getting sleep paralysis but was able to crawl out of my bed. I felt a negative
presence and was frightened. I couldn't move my right arm and couldn't breathe properly but I crawled out of my bed towards the switch board, turned
on the light and opened the door to get help. then I woke up (still in dream). and later I actually woke up from my sleep because the phone rang.
BACKGROUND:
im a religious person (A liberal Muslim) and I keep saying my prayers and recite Surahs from Quran. Sometime ago I started this third eye opening
meditation but had a negative experience within just a few days for which I sought out help from members here and almost everyone asked me to quit,
which I did.
also I have started to hear this ringing, beep while in sleep state... like when im waking up. it doesn't occur regularly but it has a few times. once
in my sleep/dream state I thought I heard my fan so loud it started to hurt my ears and I put my hands on my ears. now I don't know if I was lucid
dreaming or what... I heard that beep few days ago too while I was awake. it wasn't loud. very faint and hardly lasted a few seconds.
RECENT WEIRD UNEXPLAINABLE OCCURENCE:
my window broke.... it was slightly windy and it shattered completely. now weird thing is that the location of the window panel is such that the wind
blows PARALLEL to it. but the entire panel fell in. I told my mom and she was confused too as to how the entire thing fell in and shattered. it wasn't
even loose or anything otherwise i would have noticed it slipping out. I live in an apartment building. the window was located on top of my main door.
it wasn't an "outside" window for the wind to blow too strong against it. funnily the windows that the wind could have shattered are all perfectly
fine.
QUESTION:
before delving into meditation, my "psychic" powers were as strong as that of a drunken amoeba's. ZILCH. now they are a teensy weensy bit above
ZILCH.
As mentioned before that I was able to crawl out of my bed? was that my astral body moving around? I thought OOBE meant flying into the skies. why is
my astral body handicapped? its like Joe Swanson from family guy. its not even handicapable, I really had to drag myself. only my one arm was working.
PS.. I wake up feeling so tired these days even if I have slept for 8+ hours. its like I haven't slept at all
Totally looking forward to your comments and thoughts.
edit on 25-6-2016 by sapphireblue because: (no reason given)