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"Paint It Black"
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors any more, I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by, dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
I see a line of cars and they're all painted black
With flowers and my love both never to come back
I see people turn their heads and quickly look away
Like a newborn baby, it just happens every day
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door I must have it painted black
Maybe then I'll fade away and not have to face the facts
It's not easy facing up when your whole world is black
No more will my green sea go turn a deeper blue
I could not foresee this thing happening to you
If I look hard enough into the setting sun
My love will laugh with me before the morning comes
I see a red door and I want it painted black
No colors any more, I want them to turn black
I see the girls walk by, dressed in their summer clothes
I have to turn my head until my darkness goes
Hmm, hmm, hmm,..
I wanna see it painted, painted black
Black as night, black as coal
I wanna see the sun blotted out from the sky
I wanna see it painted black Yeah! Hmm..
Do you remember me,
I'm just a shadow now.
This is where I used to be,
Right here beside you.
Sometimes I call your name,
High on a summer breeze.
What I would give,
To feel the sunlight on my face.
What I would give,
To be lost in your embrace.
I've fallen from a distant star,
Came back,
compelled because I love.
I'm caught between two different worlds,
I long for one more night of love.
Do you believe in dreams,
That's how I found you.
But I can't be with you,
Till you take a leap of faith.
What I would give,
To feel the sunlight on my face.
What I would give
To be lost in your embrace
I long for one more night of love.
Give me release
Witness me I am outside
Give me peace
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides
Passion Chokes the flower
Until she cries no more
Possessing all the beauty
Hungry still for more
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides
I can't help this longing
Comfort me, I can't hold it all in
If you won't let me
Heaven holds a sense of wonder
And I wanted to believe that I'd get caught up
When the rage in me subsides
In this white wave
I am sinking
In this silence
In this white wave
In this silence
I have seen you
In this white wave
You are silent
You are breathing
In this white wave
I believe
(I am free)
enough times been wasted and now im faced with our realities and whats to come of this scene.
so many come and go, some have disgraced it.
i think its time we take a stand show them what we mean.
you cant stop this, this thinkg of ours.
hold it down.
this things is ours, hardcore is ours.
time after time, line after line.
i must express the truth cuz that is what we stand for.
some live to lie they will defy and deny our roots i pay no mind.
you no who we care for.
and im not only speaking for myself i cant.
i hope i speak for everyone else out there.
cuz a lot of people think that we dont care.
but they cant stop what im bringing cant stop what im bringing.
tryin to make a change do what i can.
they cant stop what im bringing cant stop what im bringing.
you cant stop what we're bringing.
tryin to make a change and hold it down cuz we can
A beam of light cuts through the dark
My anger enraged to hate
I see what life's all about
But I just can't relate
Reality will bring you to your knees
As life goes on
War within my reach
My war
An empty gaze at early dawn
Before the morning light
Instinct has become mistrust
No values, wrong or right
Reality will bring you to your knees
As life goes on
War within my reach
My war
Now I pray and so I say
That you're my enemy
I had no gain to let it be
This is your destiny
A path of life that left it's mark
Like footprints in the snow
You can run, but you can't hide
You've got nowhere to go
Reality will bring you to your knees
As life goes on
War within my reach
My war, my war
Oh my love we gotta save ourselves
If we wanna safe the world
Don't give in to your hate
When you know you can change
It's hitting home when you feel so strange
I wanna say those words
But it's not that easy
I smile but it doesn't make things right
And it's hard when it's hurting all the time
But I can leave this thing behind
You gotta trust me and hold on
We gotta slow down baby
'cuz were still young
But we are getting older
Are hearts are still warm
But they are getting colder
And this life is getting the best of me
And I'm down on my knees oh please
But baby hold on
Keep your head up high
Reach for me I can pretend when it's a lie
Talk to me when you're low
Come bother me I promise I won't tell a soul
And we can turn this corner no it's not that easy
But were fools not to give it a try
And it's hard when it's hurting all the time
But I can leave this thing behind
You gotta trust me and hold on
We gotta slow down baby
'cuz were still young
But we are getting older
Are hearts are still warm
But they are getting colder
And this life is getting the best of me
And I'm down on my knees oh please
But baby hold on
When I see the stars above me
Shining their light down on my face
I feel you
Now I know what I'm missing
Hold on we gotta slow down baby
'cuz were still young
But we are getting older
Are hearts are still warm
But they are getting colder
And this life is getting the best of me
And gets me down on my knees
Hey please ... baby hold on
I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over,
If I'm wrong I am right,
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust, I know this is love but,
If I tell the world, I'll never say enough,
Cause it was not said to you,
And that's exactly what I need to do,
If I'm in love with you,
I give up, Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere, Or would it be a waste?
Even If I knew my place should I leave it there?
I'd build myself up, And fly around in circles,
Waiting as my heart drops, And my back begins to tingle
Forgive me I forgive you Finally could this be it or
Should I give up,Or should I just keep chasing pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
I'm sittin' at a coffee table, unable to see straight
Watchin' parallel lines unwind and undulate
Behind the rain-streaked windowpane, the scene's bleak
Another train leavin' home,
conceding defeat with a low moan
Hangin' in a sky, made of stone
Everybody's leavin' home, I called my man Jerome
To come meet me in the twilight zone
Leave your mobile phone at home and come alone
I bought him coffee and a snack, settled back, started speakin'
He was tweakin' with the peak of his cap
While I'm seekin' to discover what it takes to stay sober
Not cover my mistakes,
try to maybe make sense of the evidence
It's over, she's gone for good
Why should I lie?
Singin' a killer's lullaby
Identified by the dying ring of her goodbye
The last thing you hear before your life disappears
Now it just gets worse, like my stomach'll burst,
feel like I've been cursed.
With seven centuries of bitter memories
Inadequacies, the previous he's and she's
I'm movin' round this old house for the last time
The scene of my past crimes, been here for lifetimes
Hearin' the chimes of the old clock that used to mock:
"You got eternity for takin' stock"
This place is like a padlock
You look shocked.
Trust me, nothing ever moves but the dust,
There's just us and I'm here to torment and tease
And that's how it was for centuries
Me and my memories, till you bought the keys
Took a couple of Saturdays
and moved in, runnin' from tragedies and boozing
Several hundred years since I came here
You were there, same hair, same quizzical stare
I couldn't get near,
And the sheer frustration was more than I could bear
I was really cursed, thought I'd been through the worst part
That was just the first part, just the start
Every night I'd be sitting with dread, pricking my heart
In case the man she'd been chasin' gets to first base
And I just can't escape, I'm in bad shape
You making love to someone else is more than I can take
And so I make all the movement I can to no avail
Scream and yell, sinkin' deeper into my personal hell
I'm getting heated, I'm sorry, have another coffee
I needed to release my sparrow chest from just a piece of this pressure;
Unless an escape route is found,
I'm going down underground
Into lifetimes of pain, it's absurd
The heaviest chain is contained is the sound of one word
So I'm referred back to hell, huh
Just as well, I hate needles, and get twinges at the thought of syringes
Jay, I'm going insane with shame
I dream I watch her makin' love over and over again
With what I call a farmer's swain
Unintelligent, pea-brained retard who's dick is always hard
Oh God, of course I'm jealous fellas,
All the sex, flexing his pecs
Jesus, what's he going make her do next?
I'm mad vex, the way she gently scratches his chest
...used to do that to me back in 1253...
Pity me, while you lie with your lover
I stare and suffer in despair while you ruffle his hair
Unaware of who else is there
I move quick, I want to try my trick one last time
You know it's possible to vaguely define my outline
When dust move in the sunshine
So I'm tryina change, vibrate myself to near-human pitch
Which reminds me how I used to come unstitched
And switch 'round the house in a blind rage
It took years and an ocean of tears to find the key to this cage
Advance another stage into a new age, huh
it's difficult to gauge
But I know that I'll see you again, on that you may depend
I just don't know how or when
Sleep on, my lost love, I'm gone.
Jerome took me home under steel skies
Knowing I'm prone to dramatize but unknown for telling lies
And what I verbalize he can see behind my eyes
The why oh why's that identify killer lullabies,
and he surmised...
No surprise, couldn't hear that
Closed my eyes as he steered that old black BM home again
Not knowing how and not knowing when.