Wish you where here

Its this time of the year where i need to be strong, i cant see you 2, because work is busy, and you guys go visit okasan and ojichan, i stay home pretending im not sad, working my ass off to forgot your not here.

I so wish you where both here to enjoy the holidays with me and neko, im sorry i had to leave home, im sorry maman and papa dont love each other anymore, im sorry your both caught in this storm that wont go away.

I promise to be strong, i promise to be there when you need me, i promise to give you the thing you need, i promise to not drink my tears away.

Happy holidays all, i hope you and yours get to enjoy the magic of this time of the year.

This makes me sad. I hope things look up for you soon.

a reply to: Kentuckymama

Sorry, posting how i feel helps me get it out, its my yearly i feel like # holiday rant.

Don't apologize for it. I just wish there was something I could say or do to help. This time of year is hard on lots of people for many different reasons. You're welcome to come spend the holiday with my family. The antics of our children and our dog who thinks he's our child would surely cheer you up. Right now, my daughter's overweight cat is climbing the Christmas tree again. Hard to be bummed out when you are looking at this.

a reply to: Kentuckymama

Thank you for taking the time to cheer a stranger, i wish you and yours happy holidays.

I am Canadian we apologize all the time

Anytime.

I've heard about the friendly Canadians who always apologize. Your are the first one I've ever had the pleasure of conversing with. Happy holidays to you.

Bless your heart, duke, I'm thinking of you friend.

Sending love across the ocean to your dwellings, in this season that should be full of love.


PM me if you want mate, I'm available most hours of the day.

a reply to: CharlieSpeirs

Thank you charlie, wishing you happy holidays to you and your loved ones.

Sorry Man,

Nobody should be away from the people they love.

I hope you have a Christmas Miracle.

a reply to: whyamIhere

Thanks for showing compassion, its simple things like what you guys gave me in this thread that helps me with being alone.

Wishing you and yours happy holidays.

((((HUG)))

Though it was always a tradition for the family to get together on Christmas day, things have changed for me this year and it will instead be part of the family on Christmas eve. I'll be here with you on Christmas day and there will be others. You won't be alone. It will be my first Christmas without my Mom since she passed away in October. Hugs for you duke!

a reply to: kosmicjack

Thank you very much, ill take all the hugs i can get.

a reply to: Night Star

I am sorry to hear about your mother, and thank you for your kind words.

Have heart and share with those that you can. Seek out one in low spirits and bring joy to their soul and you will feel the warmth spread.

Je suis Canadien aussi
joyeux noël mon ami

a reply to: cprnicus

Merci beaucoup mon ami.

Joyeux noel et bonne annee

a reply to: dukeofjive696969


You can deal with this !

You are an ATSer. Everyday we go through government surveillance, corrupted authorities, alien abductions, WW3, zombies...., you name it.

Be happy for okasan and ojichan. I bet they saw a lot worse situations,

a reply to: dukeofjive696969

Sorry to hear that. It must be difficult at this time of year. Hope you can use the wonders of the web to have some contact with your kids over the holidays. I know it's never the same, but might help a little

a reply to: Trueman

Thanks for the kind words, wishing you and yours a happy holiday

a reply to: woodwardjnr

Thanks, ill get to skype them a few times, wishing you and your happy holidays.