posted on Sep, 25 2015 @ 10:40 PM
Okay...I'm going to describe something that I honestly can't....I don't know what it is. But it started I know when I was a teenager. These
experiences usually began when I was having a bad nights sleep. Like, I would sleep for a few hours but then wake up. My mind will be completely awake
- I'm very aware of the fact I am awake...but for one frightening thing...I am completely paralyzed. I now know this is sleep paralysis. But when I
was a teenager (I'm 52 now) I had no idea what was happening to me. But a very unusual thing would happen to me. And I could feel it coming on. I
would wake up but be paralyzed. And then I would start to hear a grinding noise in my ears. Then I would start to feel like I had electricity coursing
though my body. And then I would feel a separation from my body.....In my teenage years it would just be a feeling of floating above my body. And I
would have the distinct feeling that if I could open my eyes (because I'm paralyzed) that I would see my ceiling right in front of me. Which scared
me. But as time went on..it progressed. The same thing would happen, but instead of feeling like I was floating, I would actually "shoot" out of my
body and float above my house. I know this sounds crazy, but as time went on this experience got bolder and bolder. All the way up until I was in my
40's. I never told anyone because I know how it sounds. But then in my forties it got real intense. This one night I was having the experience and I
kept shooting out of body and then pulled back in...over and over..I noticed there was what I thought of as a rubberband coming out from my stomach
and went back into my house that kept pulling me back down..but I'd shoot bak out again, and get pulled back down....it completely wore me out. At
some point I really for real woke up...feeling exausted.....It wasn't until a couple of years later when I was researching the internet about this
that I found the term "silver cord". I knew instantly the moment I read it, what it was. The last experience was the scariest for me. It began as
usual,,wake up..grinding noise in ears..shooting out of body...and looking down watching tree tops and house roofs pass by underneath me...and I very
strongly thought..I don't want to do this anymore! Almost instantly I found myself laying on my bed. And I thought ..Good! I raised my head up and
"clucnked" it into some other head and then a pair of hands clap down on melike trying to hold me down....it took a few minutes...but my sleep
paralisys went away, and I could move again, but was to scared to move. That was the last time it happened to me. All I know is that these were not
dreams. I've had plenty of dreams in my life, but these were no dreams. They were real! If you have not experienced it, then you can't possibly know
what I mean. But it has changed how I feel about myself. It made me realize there is a separation of soul and body. I have not had a NDE but these
experiences made me realize I can separate from my body, and still be me/myself. This hasn't happened to me for over decade now....but it affects me.
Ask me any question...I'll try to answer.