posted on Aug, 17 2015 @ 06:23 AM
a reply to:
nonjudgementalist
Bekeive me if you heard my story it would make you put the roar back into wrath.
That's what this thread is about. Yes there is a story behind if, of course there is, one I could write a script around and have Quinton Tarrantino
himself direct if I sent him a copy. But I'm not going to tell you what it is. It's too deep, too twisted, and frankly too personal for a thread on
here... There was a thread, but boy, I'm so glad I hit backspace and deleted everything. Its too negative. So instead I just went with: "hard, wrath
is hard.."
Hoping for some sympathy I guess... Because there is one seriously ugly m.f. out there sleeping in my mums bed every night, when he should be
somewhere else.
On the one hand I feel ashamed for not seeking justice, and on another level feel totally impotent becaus his evil hypnotic m.o. is so deeply embedded
in the family now that the only solution seems to just be to go over there all guns blazing and smack the living daylight out of him... Which is
against my natural responses, unless I myself am being physically attacked. But after so many years and so much psychological manipulation and covert
hypnosis which has only just become apparent upon reflection after leaving home and being homeless for a while, words dont seem capable of bringing
about any kind of diplomatic solution... That was tried many times and was always blocked. So now, scarily, words not only seem incapable, they also
seem irrelevant.
And btw the way, I was OK with you pulling my leg, until you ended the post with
"Not holding you back"... I was upset that you underestimated the sincerity of my request.
edit on 17-8-2015 by nonjudgementalist because: (no
reason given)
edit on 17-8-2015 by nonjudgementalist because: (no reason given)