Weird morning...

Something is changing reality around me sometimes! You might think it's not interesting but to me it's pretty creepy and amazing. I don't know what it is but it's been doing this kind of stuff for several years.

Last year I was in Vancouver and I kept walking to the same stairs outside a mall where I would sit and have a coffee. I'd always look beside me at the bushes and noticed nothing strange. Then one day I went and sat in the same place on the same step and when I looked beside me a bunch of leaves were arranged in a way that made a face looking at me. I tried to tell people but they said I had a mental illness called schizophrenia... Because of such insults I bought a camera which I try to remember to take with me places because weird crap happens sometimes.

I never brought my camera but about 3 weeks ago I sat down at a picnic table next to some bushes and picked a random stem with buds on it. It branched off to 3 smaller stems with buds and i counted a couple times and there were 5,3 and 7 buds. Then in the blink of an eye while I was staring at it it changed to 5,3 and 7. One of the buds completely vanished with no trace of it ever being there... It was kind of trippy. It was if reality just changed in a second...

Then this morning I went on the balcony to have a smoke. I usually take a couple steps out into the same place then light a smoke and stare down at the sidewalk, traffic and tree. As I stood there I started vocalizing my thoughts like I have been doing this past month for some reason. I don't know why but this past month I just keep getting the urge to vocalize my thoughts. So as I'm talking I suddenly noticed the tree was looking back at me... As if God was saying I'm watching and listening to you!



For all those branches and leaves to all align into a face shape when viewed from the angle I was looking from seems to me to be unlikely to occure naturally...

Then I started to laugh about it went back inside and as I sat down I looked at the floor beside me and it was looking back at me smiling...



It really seems as if some artistic being is changing stuff as a way of interacting or playing... and it even pops ideas into my mind that relate to stuff I see.

Just wanted to share the experience with someone. I try to show the few people I talk to but they just get rude and say they're not interested or to go take some meds.

Are there any known psychic beings that can change parts of reality to amuse people?

I would not tell people about these synchronicities/weird observations since some people cannot handle glitches in the matrix/number patterns.

Why not share them here instead where some souls have noticed weirdness and will not call you crazy automatically.

If you do get a weirdly configured third eye and cannot handle the information/sensations I would like you to seek someone out who can help you reconfigure it so it do not cause you suffering.

Namaste

Big gulps huh?

originally posted by: ChrisB76728I never brought my camera but about 3 weeks ago I sat down at a picnic table next to some bushes and picked a random stem with buds on it. It branched off to 3 smaller stems with buds and i counted a couple times and there were 5,3 and 7 buds. Then in the blink of an eye while I was staring at it it changed to 5,3 and 7. One of the buds completely vanished with no trace of it ever being there... It was kind of trippy. It was if reality just changed in a second...

It sounds as though you are experiencing the invisible spirit world a bit. This is not necessarily a good thing because there are a lot of evil spirit out there. Demons, although you may not see them, can make you see and hear things that are not really there. If you are venturing into that world I would suggest closing the door to it. Devils are known for driving a person mad.

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OP didn't say he felt evil prezence. Evil finds evil.

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This is true. Although he does mention seeing things vanish before his eyes. This is consistent with the powers of the spirit world. It doesn't appear to be anything of much significance to me. Peace.

how's your health in general, no sudden out of breath symptoms lightheaded dizzy? might be a physical cause not halucination or lucid dreaming?

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The powers of the spirit world, by their very nature, are inconsistant,

~beannacht

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Random acts of power may be inconsistent. But angelic powers have gone unchanging for thousands of years. For instance, the power of teleportation, making things appear and vanish before a person eyes would not have changed and would have remained consistent.

It's called the subconscious, and an artistic mentality is constantly seeing shapes the represent what you see, like cloud castles in the air. It can also be associated with schizophrenia but is mostly normal, unless it causes you to become delusional.
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If I were to discuss these events with you, I would ask you rather quickly two questions, 1. Are you on prescribed drugs, and 2. are you taking them as prescribed? If no, to both, then we could talk. In truth, you experiences you mention here are no more extreme than what someone may experience smoking a joint or eating a MJ brownie.

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Those are manifestations of physical abilities and not spirit worldly.

Well this has been an interesting 4th of July... 4 of 7 which is the letters D-G for D0G or G0D backwards...

This just happened about 15 minutes ago. A thought uploaded to my mind to carry my cheap camera with me so I did. I went outside for a smoke and was listening to my mp3 player. I've tried to explain to people that god is synchronizing and manipulating reality to interact with me but people don't believe it...

Anyways I looked up to the sky which was clear everywhere when suddenly a cloud started rapidly forming so I took a pic just in case it formed into something...


Then it got bigger and looked like a dog head wearing sunglasses or something so I took another pic of it.


I thought wtf it looks like a dog blowing snot out of its nose or something. Then I remembered stories of when I was a kid when I was told they used to remove the brains through the nose of people being embalmed. So I zoomed in and took another pic...



Right As I took that picture I was thinking it looked like brains and a dog head and the same second the song sang "In my mind, and in my head this is where we all came from".

Even as I just typed that the song Gasoline was playing and said "in my head".... I'm not joking, something is really controlling me or all of us like robots and synchronizing everything like some kind of display of it's abilities or just a way of playing or relaying information like sign language... And even now the next song just said "In my thoughts"

Like some being saying in a weird way I'm in it's mind/head/thoughts or maybe it's in mine...

originally posted by: ChrisB76728
Even as I just typed that the song Gasoline was playing and said "in my head".... I'm not joking, something is really controlling me or all of us like robots and synchronizing everything like some kind of display of it's abilities or just a way of playing or relaying information like sign language... And even now the next song just said "In my thoughts"

Like some being saying in a weird way I'm in it's mind/head/thoughts or maybe it's in mine...

This part of your post reminded me of a movie called The Black Hole. In it, a girl ends of up in a car wreck and ends up in the hospital in a coma. While in the coma, she is manipulating time and space in her mind. Your thread reminded me of that movie.

Anyways, I believe you. Maybe, we really are a dream in God's mind and God is manipulating reality with a purpose. If that's the case then I wonder what the purpose is. I've read other posts on here about how other people have/had experienced glitches in this world. Maybe, life really is just a dream, but not our dream.

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Discounting any psychiatric or neurological conditions, of which I am of no qualification to discuss,...

From a purely materialistic view, you may be experiencing Pareidolia.

Pareidolia is the perception of an ambiguous and random stimulus as significant. It's the psychological phenomenon that makes us see faces in random places.

From a spiritual view, of which I personally endorse, you may be experiencing an awareness of Animism, Pantheism, and/or Panentheism.

All of our physical reality is composed of the same fundamental particles and energy. The fundamental energy of our bodies is the same as that of the dirt, water, plants, animals, and stars. Existence is a singular and unified web of vibrating, pulsating, and emanating energy. The totality of existence is One Energy.

Regardless of what you want to call "IT", everything contains the same Energy, Life-Force, Consciousness, Spark of Divinity, and Spirit of God.

The things you are experiencing are the same things that have lead mankind to Nature Worship. The synchronicities that you are experiencing have lead to the worship of sacred and holy trees, groves, rocks, mountains, pools of water, fire, and even the deification and anthropomorphication of planets, stars, natural forces and phenomena, as well as psychological and elemental archetypes.

As I accept the indwelling of energy, consciousness, spirit, and divinity within all,... I often greet animals, trees, earthen edifices, and natural forces with a loving "namaste" or "peace", especially those that appeal to me by pareidolia or a gut-feeling.

i tried to show people that in the cement of my dads patio had a "paw" indent. i went inside to get the camera, when i got out, it was just a un-defined imprint. yes something artistic and intelligent is out there. Not just messing with, i truly believe.

originally posted by: Sahabi
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Discounting any psychiatric or neurological conditions, of which I am of no qualification to discuss,...

From a purely materialistic view, you may be experiencing Pareidolia.

Pareidolia is the perception of an ambiguous and random stimulus as significant. It's the psychological phenomenon that makes us see faces in random places.

 

From a spiritual view, of which I personally endorse, you may be experiencing an awareness of Animism, Pantheism, and/or Panentheism.

All of our physical reality is composed of the same fundamental particles and energy. The fundamental energy of our bodies is the same as that of the dirt, water, plants, animals, and stars. Existence is a singular and unified web of vibrating, pulsating, and emanating energy. The totality of existence is One Energy.

Regardless of what you want to call "IT", everything contains the same Energy, Life-Force, Consciousness, Spark of Divinity, and Spirit of God.

The things you are experiencing are the same things that have lead mankind to Nature Worship. The synchronicities that you are experiencing have lead to the worship of sacred and holy trees, groves, rocks, mountains, pools of water, fire, and even the deification and anthropomorphication of planets, stars, natural forces and phenomena, as well as psychological and elemental archetypes.

As I accept the indwelling of energy, consciousness, spirit, and divinity within all,... I often greet animals, trees, earthen edifices, and natural forces with a loving "namaste" or "peace", especially those that appeal to me by pareidolia or a gut-feeling.

This is exactly what I came in here to post. Thank you sir, good thinking.

As for the OP- this will come off as disrespectful but if MD's have diagnosed you with schizophrenia, don't just ignore it. MD's are highly trained professionals and it may be in your best interest to look into that and be on the proper medication. I have 0 qualifications btw.

The disrespect for Western medicine is mind boggling and the thing that bothers me it is isn't statistically or scientifically driven. It's all based on 'personal experiences' and 'pseudoscience'.

(This has nothing to do with what you posted, I just hate the anti-big pharma movement by those who don't understand science lol I went on a little rant there)

a reply to: ChrisB76728From reading your posts about not just the pictures but your comment about July 4 translating to G0D, it seems your mind naturally fixates on seeing patterns among more or less randomly dispersed elements. This can indeed be a sign of schizophrenia. I'm somewhat familiar with the paranoid schizophrenia version suffered by a family member. If not treated early that disease progresses to finding sinister patterns in random behaviors of people and can be socially isolating and devastating to one's ability to live a normal life. What's worse, left untreated, it can lead to structural damage of the brain. My relative was successfully treated and now lives a healthy social life.

But you could also just be very artistic and spiritual minded, seeking meaning and communion with nature. So how do you know which one you are? I think the reasonable and logical first step is to determine if your perceptions and beliefs are having a negative impact on your life and your goals and relationships.

For example, I have a lot of very unconventional beliefs and observations about the oddities of reality myself. But these don't interfere with my relationships. I can even discuss them with some friends without looking or seeming mentally ill because I am open to discussion and argument and don't hold so tightly to my beliefs as to appear dogmatic or unreasonable. After all, I can intuit many things but I can't prove any of them, so the opinions of others are as valid as my own, even if I can't quite be persuaded to agree with them. The open respect I show for opposing points of view keeps me and my life on an even keel.

I also don't let my less conventional beliefs interfere with my social roles or responsibilities. While I believe there's more to the universe than science has adequately explained and that all manner of strange things exist like time slips and even teleportation, I acknowledge I have to live in a physical world with comparatively mundane but important demands on my time and attention. And I give those responsibilities my utmost care and attention. Mentally ill people, especially those suffering from schizophrenia, eventually experience a complete breakdown in this ability to lead a balanced life. Their observations become obsession and they can't see outside of their perceptions to continue functioning.

In other words, it's all a side interest kept in healthy perspective but I don't let it consume me or interfere with my ability to keep a roof over my head, food on the table and family raised up healthy and strong and happy.

When in doubt, be checked out! Ensure that you are physically healthy. You say your are smoking...smoking what exactly? Keep mind altering substances out of the equation and if you're still seeing patterns even if deemed healthy, keep a journal of them. Discuss them with likeminded people here. But don't lose your grip on the life in front of you. I'm a bit concerned that your friends seem worried or dismissive of you.

I'm also concerned that you act or decide to act based on "downloaded" or "uploaded" impulses. What do you mean by that? One's will and self determination is a precious thing, not to be given up to outside influences. Decide to do something because you think it through and decide something makes sense. It does make sense to carry a camera if you think you might run across something interesting worth photographing. It is a bit dodgy to carry a camera because you were at the whim of an impulse you perceive as coming outside of yourself. We all have intuitions, but we are not to accept that we are externally programmed automatons. Even if we are simulations or anything else unusual that you may choose to believe we are.

For what it's worth, I believe in God and I do believe he can and does communicate with us through nature at times. But at no time are we asked to cede our free will or our good sense and judgement in communicating with him. I admit, it's my opinion but it's served me well over the years.

Sorry I already wrote so much but even so, I forgot something very important. It's 2015, not 1915, and schizophrenia is a disease, not an insult. What's more, it's a treatable disease. If there is a possibility that a friend or loved one or you yourself have this disease, there's no shame in acknowledging it and getting it treated. It's not a weakness, not a character flaw. People from all walks of life and all levels of intelligence and education and economic status can suffer from schizophrenia. It's a disease like diabetes or cancer. It does affect the mind, and was once untreatable, and therein lies the old stigmas. But that was then. This is now and we need to change our attitudes toward the identification and treatment of mental illness. Again this is directed out to everyone in general, not the OP.

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That haunted creepy tree just keeps acting weird!

I went out this afternoon for a smoke and as I looked over the balcony, like I always do, the shadows formed another backwards DOG head. The only thing that makes sense to me is that some being wants to say GOD in some way so it shows me a DOG backwards.