We're all mind controlled puppets!!!

I'm a puppet I know it. I'm very bored right now and want to try to share with you the weird stuff happening to me that is making me wonder... I'm just gonna type this all out as it flows into my mind so sorry for the poor format.

I am surrouned by coincidences in my life constantly now. Today I made a facebook account and was going to send a message to this woman, whose initials are E.Z. (Easy) and was born in 87 ( 8=H and 7=G for HG or HOG aka PIG... ), explaining patterns in reality to her so she knows what's going on because it's about her as a possible female god character being mind controlled. Then I hesitated for a minute and changed my mind. I then came across this movie trailer called CLUES. Which when you rotate the word CLUE it becomes 3n7 and a backwards C. N=14 so it's 3147 which is PI and 7=G for PIG.

Oh and I also posted the other day a thread about god trying to get our attention which included a bunch of PI coincidences and even pictures in a later post of some tree shadows outside that make 3.14...

I then got up and as I leave the room I walk past my collection of bus fair change and decide to count it.
Here's a pic.


It's comprised of the following.
8x2=16 dollars
9x1=9 dollars
2x.50 cents
1x1 dollar
for a total of 26.50. Now get this!!!! the 0 could be O as in the 15th letter of the alphabet. so that's 26 5 15 and today is 26/5/15!!!
And 16=P, 9=I creating another PI!

Another weird coincidence is in that thread I mentioned I was showing number patterns in reality relating to the 9/11 attacks and the number 3142 and after the attacks someone made a video called LOOSE CHANGE. A loose woman is also known as easy / EZ which is E=5 and Z=26. $26.50 backwards is 0 5 26...
And get this! When I was a little kid the neighbor had a DOG named EASY. The 9/11 attacks, according to Wikipedia, happened at approximately lat 40.7 lon 74.0. That is D0G and 740 which on a clock is 7:40 when the hands point to 8 and 7 for DOG(Easy)-87!!!

I'm telling you guys there is no chance this just happens by coincidence. There's got to be a simulation or God controlling humanity and making us live a story that seems like a simulation. I think we might all be puppets and under control of something that is using us to express patterns.

Oh and yesterday I was bored and suddenly thought of Orion and decided to see what day it aligned over the city (Kelowna) at 7:04pm (G:0D). So I opened the program Stellarium and it was on 3/14!!!

I can't explain any of this. I just can't see this all happening without something making it happen like a story.


I started noticing this stuff 4-5 years ago and as soon as I started posting about it online my family started acting weird and rejected me and I ended up homeless. Everywhere in Canada I went while wandering the puppet Canadians would arrest me for nothing, take me to the hospital and lock me up telling me I had schizophrenia. I'm telling you man they are all under the control of something and do whatever it wants. Seriously I would just be walking down the street minding my business and cops would come out of no where grab me and arrest me.

If you can make sense of my "schizophrenic" rambling what do you think is happening to me? I swear it's true.

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What gave you that impression?

i think you might find this page helpful.

pareidolia

a reply to: ChrisB76728

Have you seen the movie 'A Beautiful Mind'?

You might want to talk with someone about all this. Please don't take that wrong because I mean no offence.

I cant imagine living like that, I hope you find some peace.

I hope you find people that resonate with you.

I'm a believer of many things, but numerology...it always seems too coincidental and subjective to me.
"We see what we want to see."

I'm sure you could of applied numerology at every second of your life and find something, if you want to find it that is. I'm sad that your family rejected you I hope you make the most of it and come out stronger than you would of with the help of people that didn't believe in you.

Frankly, I don't believe you either. :p
But I'm sure some would and will, you need to find people that are into that.

originally posted by: ChrisB76728
"There's got to be a simulation or God controlling humanity and making us live a story that seems like a simulation. I think we might all be puppets and under control of something that is using us to express patterns. "

Who knows, maybe you're right!

Here's a general tip although...I wouldn't push numerology with other people during conversations if you see that they don't adhear and believe in it. It's the type of thing that will make people alienate you and think you have mental problems because that's all we see all the time in movies, that's the way people have been conditioned for reacting to your belief. Wait until you see that they are open minded enough!

ChrisB76728, I posted this in your last topic about god speaking to you through numerical coincidences. Again, I don't mean for this to be offensive, but the more you post the more you fit the description of an individual with Paranoid Schizophrenia. Of course, I could be totally incorrect, but perhaps speaking to a professional about these incidences could reveal if you do have a personality disorder or that your findings are indeed what they appear to you do be.

Again, not meaning to come off as offensive, but there are striking similarities between your behavior and the disorder I mentioned.

a reply to: ChrisB76728

Ok.

I see what you see, but do not see the significance other than the pattern....

You need to look above said patterns to hear calm....and see it internally.

Living in the here and now as a practice ,...while maintaining the viewpoint you state can take you wherever you want to go in this reality.

Just because the frequency of the sound of the universe is a set reality does not mean you personally are set to a frequency, you can change the durations of your own cycles thus forming waves in this our combined reality.

Seeing this far into things regularly is a trait within autism spectrum, one can have the trait without disorder.

Just an opinion based on limited information.

Best regards

Cheers

I believe you Don't go to a professional unless you want to get locked up. Don't tell friends or they can commit you. It is not so easy to get away from the thought police when they decide they don't agree with what you think. You'll be locked up for your own safety as well as others.

Bored, crazy, or not so much, we ARE puppets with little (to no) actual "free will."

Whether we are programs in a simulation or something weirder, when tied to physicality (our chemistry in our environment) we are greatly limited in our choices... so very UNfree... add economics and culture to our pursuit of homeostasis, and we are even more directed.

I doubt we have an indeterminate action in a lifetime, actually, between avoiding pain and following our cultural programming.

Now that's neither bad nor good, intrinsically... but I was programmed to think that state of 'puppetness' was somehow BAD.... I was told I should be a real boy... but if it's puppet time, then it's okay by me... it is what it is and I don't know how it would be to exist differently.

what do you think is happening to me?

a reply to: ChrisB76728
I'm sorry, I don't know what is wrong but I've already notified our CREATOR that I am concerned about you. LOVE

a reply to: ChrisB76728

for a total of 26.50. Now get this!!!! the 0 could be O as in the 15th letter of the alphabet. so that's 26 5 15 and today is 26/5/15!!! And 16=P, 9=I creating another PI!

ATS gets madder by the minute!

you can dance, you can sing, but you ain't in control of a single thing...
she can make a man a ruin..."
"she talks crazy talk" - Chilliwac

security is a seductive trap

Chris... There is nothing to be solved, there is no grand scheme, and you are just leading yourself into madness and trying to drag some person into the madness, using your own personal formula for it.

There is no purpose for being here. Governments, religions, and other people will be happy to give people a purpose and they frequently do. If the purpose you choose for yourself is outside the normal, then you are not going to be perceived as normal. When you do not seem as normal... then it's highly likely; you are going to eventually be considered a danger to yourself and or others, get carted off and put in a chemical straight jacket; until you can find a purpose that does not upset balance; that is both logical and rational in nature. Numbers are pure logic in and of themselves... the rational is the equation and the sets involved. So numbers in and of themselves will always be logical, if we add them to our own personal equations enough we can find or make patterns... these patterns can appear or seem to be rational when they are not, you've ignored all the times it didn't fit which is more often than not, making it all fit in some way is irrational... either it works no matter when and what you plug into it, or it doesn't.

Your equations and sets are irrational my friend. You are not solving anything; but your own sanity, with those equations and sets... you've chosen to read into the bad datum from these equations and sets, and have now added some person that fits your equation off of facebook to include in your set of datum... as if there is some grand scheme and purpose. There is a purpose or reason behind these equations and sets. YOURS. It is your purpose and reason alone, and no one is ever going to see it or understand it as you do... no matter how many people you show, no matter how many personal formulas and sets you come up with, it will solve nothing... unless it is a formula or set that fits something that needs solving, and the proper numbers plugged into it.

There are 26 letters in the English alphabet, to which you have assigned numbers... there are 1440 minutes in a day or combinations of time. You've chosen one of these times to represent GOD, what do the other 1439 minutes represent to you in your formula? If I asked what does 2:12 mean to you and everyone else reading this... I am sure you and every one else will have many different meanings or associations, some would say the same thing: It's just 2:12 a unit of time that occurs twice in 24 hours and means nothing outside of scheduling.

What does this mean? It means nothing is in 2:12 to be extrapolated, other than what we want to extrapolate out of it. The same goes for all 1440 minutes and the alphabet? Chris there are 100's of alphabets with varying amounts of letters some more than 26 some less than 26... so how does this work on those other than how you'd make it fit eh? See... you're the architect giving these things meaning, through your own personal reasoning. Without your personal reasoning? They mean absolutely nothing to anyone but you, except maybe a curiosity or something someone has played with too, or a sign you've fell in the deep end.

All of us can do the same thing, we can choose our own formulas and sets, and make them fit whatever numbers or datum we want to get out of it... and it will always mean exactly what we want it to mean and nothing else. Does doing this sort of thing really amount to anything, other than what we personally want it too? Nope not at all, the numbers are only solving the purpose you are giving them and absolutely nothing else.

So, what is it you think you are solving with random equations, numbers and sets? I know they are not random to you because you chose them... but you have to think you are solving something, or there is some reasoning not your own that you are trying to look into or solve doing it. So my question remains... what do you hope to come out of plugging random into random, other than more chaos at the cost of your own sanity?

There's coincidences that happen to all of us on a daily basis, how they are perceived and interpreted is subjective to each individual. The problem that I have with numerology converted to letters, is that it only applies to the language of the person converting. Numbers converted to spell God in English would not yield the same results in German. Numbers are absolute letters are not.

a reply to: ChrisB76728

You should watch this video to see how occurrences of Pi aren't really all that magical:



You should explain further about this "god" - who is it? How do you know it isn't another deity?

You should also explain this shadow puppeteer organization.


~ Wandering Scribe

Eh ChrisB76728, here's some food for thought.Take this with a grain of salt.

I read over your other thread, and was kind of on the fence when it came to replying. Lately it appears that communications have been kind of hit and miss around me.

I can see that you have an ability to recognize patterns in a certain way.I can't remember if you stick to a particular method or take a systematic approach to this.It appears to me to be a little unrefined to say the least, I don't think this is necessarily the challenge, though.

IDK, how much research you have done.You definitely seem passionate about this, I haven't come across many using the face of the clock for example (like in the other thread).Typically, individuals usually look to different forms of gematria, notarikon, or numerology for insights, when it comes to this.I have worked with those myself.

They can be productive when it comes to looking at ideas differently.A kind of creative exercise, if you will.From experience, I strongly recommend not using these tools to examine others at this point.It can interfere with your relationships, inadvertently even. I've found it more fruitful to learn more about my individual self.

I often figure that the realizing how interconnected the universe is, is largely a matter of awareness.I feel like given an unlimited mind, time itself is the only barrier to recognizing and linking everything on every level.Individual awareness tends to be dynamic depending on where they are in their journey.

It can be difficult coming to this kind of awareness, the depth of unity one observes in their lives.I consider it a magnificent glimpse, a chance to see with new eyes.It's an awe inspiring experience.Please be careful, not to get overwhelmed.

Idk, I often read accounts about others experiences looking at life like this.Reading about it, is not the same as seeing for yourself.It's easy to get carried away by enthusiasm and forget others have gone there before.If they are able to verbalize it is another story.I'm sorry to hear about the hardships you have gone through trying to make sense of this.Usually, if an interest appears to begins interfering in one's day to day life, it becomes a bit of a red flag to loved ones.Try to practice not feeling frustrated with them, it's scary.

People worry when they see someone start to become overwhelmed by their experiences, and they can't understand the logic behind their actions.That's natural and an invitation to take a closer look at how you are managing.I'm not big on labels, I don't measure someone's ideas and opinions the same as their actions.

Idk, I still have much learning to do when it comes to schizophrenia.Some of my friends have had this diagnosis, I'm more interested in their way of looking at things.

In conversation about "other worldly" topics, he had mentioned to me some studies.I'll share the gist of it now, I can dig them up later on.(It's past my bedtime )He mentioned having difficulty screening out stimuli constructively.Basically it all got down to one's ability to receive information.The fine line between integrating these perceptions related to one's capacity to intellectually process it.I reminded him that it's important to exercise caution relating to others, as their capacities vary.Oh my, simply, meeting on common ground.

I have a soft spot for him.He could see different kind of patterns.It was challenging trying to have productive conversation with him due to the distractions other's presented.There is a kind of logic at work like this, just try to practice maintaining your individual perspective.There are other tools to practice learning with.

Look at it as a sign to work on developing yourself in all areas of your life.It's beautiful to have a sense of unity.Use that to anchor further growth...

originally posted by: TzarChasm
i think you might find this page helpful.

pareidolia

Yes, you are on the right track...But, Actually I believe that this page is more appropriate to what the OP is experiencing
en.m.wikipedia.org...

I hope the OP is open minded enough to consider the possibility that he or she might need some help.

originally posted by: bhornbuckle7 Yes, you are on the right track...But, Actually I believe that this page is more appropriate to what the OP is experiencing
en.m.wikipedia.org...

I hope the OP is open minded enough to consider the possibility that he or she might need some help.

Very poignant, apophenia is not only a precursor to mental illness... it is also a warning sign for an episode, if a mental break has already been previously established. Apophenia is often accompanied by false epiphanies from disorganized data, thought, and or belief leading the person deeper and deeper into an extreme, causing them to lose focus or touch with reality, outside of their growing delusional construct.

If you are hunting for any truth based on belief? You're only stepping deeper and deeper into territory that can get you in trouble without a logical and rational approach. There is nothing wrong with numerology etc. the problem is? Belief even though very real on someone's personal level? It is not logical or rational to accept any belief as fact... time and time again we can see logic and rationality start packing it's bags when we mistake fiction and fact.

There's no reason numerology or anything else belief wise, cannot be looked at or studied objectively and unattached like a scientist until the facts are in. Making it personal as a truth until then? Bad idea as it can very dangerous to ones mental health... there's another thread where someone believes they talk to dead aliens and they are coming here to demand the anti-christ and it's gonna be genocide and all this other stuff. If they looked at all their data objectively, and quit having false epiphanies about their data from apophenia? Then they might be able to regain some balance right? I don't think you are in as deep as they are... but then again contacting someone random to include in your data? Like they have any significance to you or that data you ascribed them to have? Very dangerous, and delusional territory you are treading on there.

Basically, I am saying you don't have to give up numerology etc. just stop believing in it. Form a hypothesis and test it over and over... and just collect the data without trying to prove or disprove... given enough data, it will be proven or dis-proven and repeatable by others. But that cannot happen, if someone just believes then starts slapping examples in absence of real evidence. You feel you have presented some real evidence... what you have presented as evidence? Is honestly, 100% meaningless to me, and it appears several other posters feel the same. You likely believed in numerology on some level, before you started collecting any data... this is the number one reason, a hypothesis fails to cut the mustard in the real world... because it is heavily skewed by the ones belief in the subject studying it, often leading to apophenia and false epiphanies on the subject material.

The oddity, is one would think those that believe in something with absence of evidence, would be earnest in their search right along with science using the same scientific approach and objectivity... instead, many take the short cut with this weird thing called faith... stemming from some blind belief. Many say, I don't need any evidence to prove it, it just is... that's what faith is.

I've driven to a hardware store that didn't exist once on faith, because someone I trusted swore one was there. When I related there wasn't one there like they thought, they got defensive saying... I know it's over there where I told you, you must not have went where I told you... so I said alrighty lets do lunch over there, and you can show it to me... still no hardware store; but there was a pretty good BBQ place

My advice you you and anyone else that holds belief? Stop believing in those things and get objective with it... the sooner we can get everyone aboard the objective train, searching and studying whatever it is the sooner we will have an answer to current unknowns people just believe in, and as a side benefit will be less people visiting psych wards, and world violence over the improbable... but maybe not entirely impossible.

a reply to: ChrisB76728

You have a disorder and it is making your life difficult

Maybe you like to suffer I don't know.

Synchronicity exists, it happens to me almost every day and I am sure it is a message.

But you ABUSE IT you abuse the synchronicity

You take it too far

You randomize it.

Just stop it man.

Call it "Spiritual Cleaning" of a godess.

I had my own .... that was 1/3 of mankind .....
Cleaning gods is a tough thing. Believe me i speak out of my own experience.

And NOW the devils hauntig her are taken out of the game.

BTW: TORTURING ME BY ABUSING HER IS A WAR DECLARATION AND MEANS UNDOING !!!!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO ONE TORTURES THEIR GOD WITHOUT PAYING FOR IT !!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IT WAS DONE ON PURPOSE (the torturing) !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

!!!!! THERE ARE NO INNOCENT VICTIMS !!!!!!!

THEY did no longer deserve to exist!