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concerned with "the research and development of chemical, biological, and radiological materials capable of employment in clandestine operations to control human behavior." The program consisted of some 149 subprojects which the Agency contracted out to various universities, research foundations, and similar institutions. At least 80 institutions and 185 private researchers participated. Because the Agency funded MKULTRA indirectly, many of the participating individuals were unaware that they were dealing with the Agency.
originally posted by: Peeple
a reply to: Bluesma
That's super interesting, may i ask which year either you were born or you were told to start meditating?
originally posted by: Scdfa
So the term "Mumbo Jumbo" must mean "ignore the historical data".
originally posted by: Bluesma
originally posted by: Scdfa
So the term "Mumbo Jumbo" must mean "ignore the historical data".
Mumbo jumbo... I didn't spend time thinking much about using the term, it was a spontaneous thing that came out when I entered the title. It was a open admittance that what I am writing here is silly and not to be taken seriously.
But of course, I should have spent a few minutes to consider that some individuals are attracted to such honest humility in people, and jump on them as if they were a weak straggling gazelle. If it made you feel powerful and intelligent to elaborate on just how ridiculous it is, great for you. I still think the real powerful and intelligent are more attracted to challenging those who are over confident and ready to counter attacks. But maybe that is too much for you to take on.
Yeah, I am aware of a lot of the evidence, and like I said, we've had a lot of experience with abductions, that needed no hypnosis to remember, and seeing UFO's in plain daylight and up close (with other witnesses as well).
I just don't trust anything, ANYTHING, enough to become close minded completely and assume I know, or that anyone really knows.
My son was traumatized by the events and he we had to get help from Mack's institute for him, and I made many friends amongst abductees, with whom I still keep contact. Like I said, my grandfathers were both military personel working at Los Alamos, and involved with experimentation and development, I know a bit from them, which probably was part of the inspiration for this dream. But screw this, I don't need to defend myself against your accusations that a admitted fantastical dream was unrealistic.
Hey, maybe there's some kids in your neighborhood you could jump and get their lunch money!
You reminded me why I usually try to stay away from this forum.
originally posted by: Scdfa
Aw, did I not fully appreciate your meditation daydream?
I'm an abductee, and the rest of my family as well, and it is just plain offensive when people treat abductions like it was a starting point for an x-files parody.
originally posted by: Bluesma
originally posted by: Scdfa
Aw, did I not fully appreciate your meditation daydream?
I did not ask anyone to appreciate it, I suggested it not be taken seriously, but you chose to anyway.
That's your choice, so if doing so you became offended, that is on you.
I'm an abductee, and the rest of my family as well, and it is just plain offensive when people treat abductions like it was a starting point for an x-files parody.
Then maybe you'll get over that one day and get on with your life? Again, that's your problem, not mine.
My son was two at the time. We got help, like I said, from Dr. Mack's institute. I went to a psychiatrist and then a psychoanalyst. Maybe you could try that?
Now he's 20, he's a physics major, going into flight school to be a fighter pilot, and is well adjusted physically and psychologically.
We're okay now, so maybe that can give you some hope for the future. Someday you won't feel attracted to attacking other abductees irrationally and taking the whole thing so seriously.
Like I said, this is not a serious proposal for a conspiracy theory, but it might be interesting for you to ask yourself why it pushed your buttons like that?? The lady doth protest too much methinks.
Is there a reason you feel better accepting the idea that aliens from other planets are picking you up, experimenting on you, filling your head with ideas of pending doom and mysterious "missions", and so quickly and violently repulsed by the idea of humans having done that to you instead?
Is there, perhaps, a reason you feel repulsed by activities such as meditation or exploration of your own subconscious?
Could it be there are things in the deeper levels you are not supposed to uncover and realize?
X-Files parody ....pfft. 'Cause aliens from outer space are not X-File-ish ?? LOL!
See I always, always had a feeling what I was experiencing was paranormal and dimensional, not ET.