I use to meditate into sleep back in 2010 and listen to Frequencies to relax my mind. I would go into a kind of quiet zone, where I would project my
inner voice out and see where I might go with it.
I don't know were I got the idea from I was reading a lot of crazy crap that was about at the time.
I practiced it for a few nights before this goblin started terrorizing my flat.
I only ever saw it through the corner of m eye, but with it I would have these crazy dreams about having access to a dark dimension under the bed.
One night after meditating into sleep, I had a lucid dream, this would happen often.
I was lying down in the dream in the same room, same spot like I had not fallen asleep, but I knew I had.
Then I heard a deep voice. So deep and so subtle and terrifying I lay there eyes wide wondering for a bit if I did hear it.
I did, it spoke again in my head.
It was telling me to climb into the hole in the bed.
This voice was extremely disturbing. Almost seems like it was just a deep rumbling than a voice, but it could be interpreted.
I listened to it, and i put my arm through the hole with the possibility of it being chomped off crossing my mind, I put my head through into total
darkness.
There were voices in there. I pulled out my head with my arm still reaching in asking them to pull me in and I felt something touch me and the voices
got louder and I decided to leave when a baby started screaming.
I pulled out my arm, and rolled over feeling worried at first, then terrified realizing that something was in the bed with me.
I could almost see it in my head. Was too afraid to put out m arm and feel its skinny hairy very long legs that were spooning me from behind.
It sometimes has a bald head with wiry hairs.
I felt terrified and woke myself up.
I got up and turned all the lights on in the house and left the bedroom door open, eventually went back to sleep into where I left off
This thing reached around me, around my chest and was squeezing it in pump like actions really tight and then put its fist through my stomach and was
moving it around. It was really painful but I was enduring it yelling in my head "who are you, tell me who you are"
it wouldn't answer, the pain grew worse and worse and I kept yelling; but was interrupted by another voice, a male.
He was somewhere else in the room, talking through wedding vows.
A baby started crying again
I yelled just before I couldn't tolerate anymore pain "I DON'T, I DON'T... TELL ME WHO YOU ARE"
everything went really quiet and it snapped at me "you will have to force me to tell"
And I threatened that I would find out who it was, and I would kill it.
I have memories of losing time as a kid, I have also had multiple UFO experiences; two major ones back in 2007. And heard the proposed "strange
sounds" after the earthquakes in my home town in 2013.
After the dream/meditation experience in 2010, with the hairy thing in my bed; a whole kettle of fish was opened.
Lots of crazy #, confounded my waking and sleeping lives, and that of my now Ex Boyfriend.
I ended up getting bad Anemia and went to a psychologist out of my mind after I woke to my ex-boyfriend sitting
up some time in the morning, facing something near the wall and takling to who he said was a strange being with purple glasses, answering questions to
it.
He could only remember it speaking these kinds of words in some strange language: "ALOHA", "ALOHIM", "ALOAH" and showing him pictures of a flower and
stars and other odd things.
.. so i went to a psych, his whole office was covered with owls.
Owls freaking everywhere.
I asked him why he had 100's of owls, he said someone gave him one and then people just wouldn't stop giving them to him.
We had about 7 sessions, but I could not get to this issue with him. He simply said "We just don't know do we"
At this time people had been nagging me to watch something called the 4th kind, and i finally relented to it.
I lived alone, and was not expecting much of this movie. As soon as I saw the owl in the film something started to feel off. I could see something
moving around the room and this strong energy, like a nasty force watching me.
I called a friend to stay that night.
I went after that, to a friends home for Christmas, she said she was a "Light-worker", and after 10 years or more of knowing her, I finally believed
her after that night.
I told her about the menace in my bedroom, and how it menaced myself and my sister for years when we were younger, in dreams. My friend started
talking about Daemons and ranting off the names of 2 or three Blathazar, Lucifer, but couldn't remember the 3rd name and on that we retired, and the
light worker said: "I will send you an angel"
So I took a notepad and pen and put them next to the couch to write anything down that happened in the night.
I dreamed of a big Green light that spoke, it said: " Asomdeus, Asmodeus, wake up, wake up write it down".
I woke up and grabbed like a drunk at the notepad and wrote down "Osmodeus", and went back to sleep.
The next morning I asked the light-worker what the name meant to her, she said she didn't know and wondered off into a room full of books and
treasures from her travels. She is in her late 60's and is not from this country (Australia). she spent 25 years of her life in Africa and is from the
UK.
Then our other friend woke up and I asked him what the name meant, and he said it was one of the demons names that he couldn't remember the night
before.
Then the light-worker handed me a book of angels and demons.
I looked to "O" and couldn't find the name.
Then my friend said he thought it was spelled with an "A", sure enough it was there.
Asmodeus, The Prince of Lust, Hebrew.
Killed 7 husbands of a young lady for one of two reasons: He was in love with her, or he was just a foul menace.
Her name was Sarah, so is mine.
I almost dropped the book.
ON the one hand triumphant, I had found out its name; now I could banish it.
On the other, I could not believe what had just gone on.
I wont get into how I got rid of the thing, but I will say in relation to this thread that I think that the Alien demon thing, is related based off my
experiences, or otherwise I have undiagnosed epilepsy or something.
There are many possibles, and my abductee-like experiences are just as intense, but not exactly the same as the demon/dream ones.
I think, if they are related like someone else wrote earlier, you don't know what you are getting yourself into.
I don't know how the bloody thing got attached to me; but I do remember a dream years ago about my sister playing with an Ouija board.
Maybe trying to summon UFO's pisses them off. Or maybe because we don't know how, we get things we don't want.
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