a reply to:
YouAreDreaming
In another lifetime I was some guy, I lived in a cabin with a woman and some kids, I died when old of a fever after my woman left the world.
In another lifetime I was a warrior, been in some pretty famous battles and wars, I latter died with a axe in my head.
I even repeated that and also died by different weapons, my favorite was the spear.
In another lifetime I was even a known famous general, it was an alright life. I ate many grapes, for some reason they were more delicious then then
they are now.
In another lifetime I was an architect in some pre historical city, I rarely remember it now as I am so different in mental makeup from then, but it
was an alright life, I think I died when I fell off a cliff trying to prove something or get at something.
I was even a cavemen at the dawn of some primitive history, it was a swell life, I would hunt half the day, build the rest, then get it on in the
evening and night. Those were the days let me tell you.
I was even a female in some of my past lifetimes and incarnations both in this world and others, and those were weird times let me tell you, or at
least looking at it from this perspective.
In another lifetime in this world I was a baby, was born for about some months. Then my parents took me home, then there was a fire, let me tell you
bro, dying by fire is no fun, no-mater what anybody says.
In another lifetime in another place and time I was this weird squid thing, the was no sky as this world was compromised of water and something like
frozen liquid nitrogen, there were even cities though they were not made of stone or metal but biological material, in fact they were alive and grew,
in itself I think we were some sort of symbiont to it as it traveled the vast oceans of that world like vast underwater battleship and we were its
fighter jets.
In another lifetime I was a rock, I was formed in the lakebed of a volcano, the seasons came and went, then the eons came and went, eventually that
lakebed became a lake, then a small sea, then I disappeared.
In another lifetime on another planet or universe I was one of these bizarre creatures, we lived in a world of pure fright and instinct, there was
something like what you would call a sun in the sky, but it was not really a sun it gave off a greenish light. At night we would forage and hunt,
during the day we would skulk in the shadows or in the earth avoiding the light as much as possible, and whenever we stood in the light to long we
would be consumed.
In another lifetime I was a green mass of energy, I was the center of a solar system, I was sentient but only in the way of primitive feelings and
thoughts, I mostly feed and keep going, floating from system to system ever on. Literally a force of nature my light would consume and vaporize entire
planets and its inhabitants. Eventually after a few hundred billion years I ran out of matter to consume, then I became no more then another faded
glint in the void, till I eventually became no more.
In another lifetime I was a squirrel, I would do squirrel things, my squirrel brain would not know anything else, and yes I would hide nuts, I was
pretty darn good at it. But then like all squirrel my time ended when I grew old and slow and my time came to a squirrels end.
In another lifetime were up was down, and down was up, and turning sideways would make you slip through time, and to travel forward you had to go
back, but to go back you had to stay still, but to stay still meant the end. Well lets just say I was completely lost, so completely lost that I
eventually ended up back here.
In another lifetime...Well enough of that.
But ya I get what you talking about, I even know the felling and the place were we come into this place, though it can be interpreted and filtered
through so many eyes and perceptions, but its all the same thing. And yes ultimately we do choose to come here. I am pretty sure I chose to be
here, to the better of my judgement because I am pretty sure I really did not want to be here. I even get the whole interpretation and how the
worlds of dreams and this world are linked, its like reading the back cover of a book before you open the book. But came anyways. I think in some
ways were here to learn how to be less stupid or learn period, one of the lessons seem to be on how to not to come back here. But hey were all one and
its all ever evolving, the thing people call that soul that is, and ever evolving matrix of souls....The only question is? If we can choose all of
these things, why would we choose to be a few months old baby that is born only to die? Things look different from the other side dont they.
But anyways, people forgot the story of the egg it seems, generally somebody usually posts it by now on such threads. And its a good story at that,
if nobody has not read it yet, they should.
The Egg