Visited by malevolent aliens after some success with a warp drive experiment

a reply to: ahnggk

Oh boy my brother! When you said "I don't mind what happens to me, if I die, I don't care."...that threw me!

Yeah, well? I care about you. We care about you! If you got anything else from my comments...Im sorry. Look. I see your defense of yourself. I see and feel for your predicament...thats not what I wanted to do....insult your work. Lets get around this a little.

Whether you have or you havent created something or not...where would the world be if not for people like you? We NEED people like yourself who BELIEVE in what they do! Its not a bad thing. Extraordinary claims DO require extraordinary proofs. Thats the system. And you, me and they are all part of the "show me world". I didnt set these standards. I didnt demand everything be proven in this world...because frankly? Not all of it CAN be! And its there we sit here in conversation.

You have defended yourself and your enviroment and predicament very well. But, dont be so down on yourself just because someone like me...(who admittedly) does NOT have all the knowledge that YOU do...comes along to question. So that in itself...shows support for you, your ideas and discoveries. But I know one thing. You do NOT have to even think...that its necessary here or anywhere...just because someone challenges you on something.


Lets start over, Ok? Im glad youve achieved something you believe in. But as you said (to paraphrase you ) "The job world really doesnt like jacks-of-all-trades" And thats pretty true. Its seems they shy away from hiring those who know a little bit of stuff about a TON of different things...and go for those who major or concentrate on excelling in only a few subjects. In a lot of fields, thats really true.

Dont say you dont care what happens to you! You have to remember this: You yourself..and all of us...has VALUE. Never give up. Never stop. And those who are right or believe in themselves should never have to DEFEND yourself and your beliefs. The world is a big place with room for all.

I wish you well. I hope we can see some of what youve discussed here in this thread. We may not understand all youre going through...but we support you and your ideas. Believe that.

Where would this world be without people like you? We'd be lost. The GREAT MINDS of science have always gone through sometimes what seemed insurmountable adversity.

Never stop. Never give up. And if you need a place to vent, talk or explain your ideas...there is no betterplace than right here.

If I made you feel defensive? Im sorry. Looking to hearing more from you....Best ...Mysterioustranger

originally posted by: mysterioustrangerExtraordinary claims DO require extraordinary proofs. Thats the system.

I already tried last 2003 in a few science-oriented yahoo groups I joined (forums wasn't so popular back then). I was nearly drafted to a startup company pioneering R&D with alternative renewable energy sources and faster-than-light communications through applied quantum mechanics in Berlin, Germany.

Another guy also wanted me in their startup company in Croatia. But it never materialized. The opportunity in Berlin, Germany met serious misfortunes and the project fizzled out, including the faster-than-light communications project.

The same scientist in Croatia contacted me again early 2012 and almost got me work visa but also met serious misfortunes that nearly drove them to bankruptcy.

I discussed a far more advanced and far more powerful iteration of the design in theory to an engineering student in USA. I didn't mind since my invention has been an open-source/public domain since the beginning. But after the discussion, I never heard from him again.

The latest theoretical iteration had incredible calculated amount of thrust it can produce and could easily fly a fully loaded WW2 battleship into space using very little energy. I don't believe my warp drive violated conservation of energy. It is likely tapping from zero point energy (quantum vacuum fluctuations) due to the quite unnatural assymetry of the fields formed.

The latest iteration would make use of silicon-doping techniques on a silicon wafer - same process used to make the microprocessor chips found in your smart phones/tablets and computers.

The extreme miniaturization of the individual cells is used take advantage of the unique nature of electrostatic forces at microscopic scales - the immense forces that hold matter in one piece.



The final iteration would thus, look like computer microchips stacked together.... Thus, it would be incredibly easy to manufacture the final iteration of my warp drive in secrecy under the guise of "computer chips" or "silicon chips.


You guys should watch out for US top secret projects involving "special computer chips"

Lets start over, Ok? Im glad youve achieved something you believe in. But as you said (to paraphrase you ) "The job world really doesnt like jacks-of-all-trades" And thats pretty true. Its seems they shy away from hiring those who know a little bit of stuff about a TON of different things...and go for those who major or concentrate on excelling in only a few subjects. In a lot of fields, thats really true.

It really sucks for me. My current job is actually for a jack of all trades sorta. I'm an IT helpdesk, secretary, analyst, clerk but my salary and living conditions is third world standards. If I were a specialist, my salary would be a lot higher.

Dont say you dont care what happens to you! You have to remember this: You yourself..and all of us...has VALUE. Never give up. Never stop. And those who are right or believe in themselves should never have to DEFEND yourself and your beliefs. The world is a big place with room for all.

I'm not entirely giving up yet, but I'm definitely postponing my research until I could finally get a job that can support my research and have a flat of my own - hopefully, in two years. I don't need much, I don't really need a top job. It's simply because the country I'm working at really sucks. It's Saudi Arabia, what do you expect! They grievously mistreat expats here and it's even far more dangerous for me because of my feminine looks and I've been sexually harassed a few times already so I don't go out very much anymore, It's like a prison for me. But I can't be too critical of them since they're only ones who took me in.


I wish you well. I hope we can see some of what youve discussed here in this thread. We may not understand all youre going through...but we support you and your ideas. Believe that.

Where would this world be without people like you? We'd be lost. The GREAT MINDS of science have always gone through sometimes what seemed insurmountable adversity.

But some of them also died in great misery like Nikola Tesla. No one took him seriously as well until many years later and modern civilization probably would not have been possible if not for him!

I get fired up in rage whenever I read Tesla's life story. Tesla didn't deserved that misery and the world didn't deserve his brilliance because it's a greedy and selfish world out there.

Never stop. Never give up.

...And never surrender... - from the film Galaxy Quest!

I appreciate the gesture and everything. But things have been going against me. I was so incredibly misfortunate in this venture, all opportunities for further research vanished as if something, nature, doesn't want me to succeed in this thing.

It took nearly my whole life from 6 years old until four years ago, all went to naught. I'm done ranting!

a reply to: ahnggk

Wow one of the funniest reads in a long time , this is very reminiscent of the infamous Fish Man thread some years ago. Op thanks again for the laughs. I am not saying you are lying I will just say you have a great imagination. Who needs SyFy channel when I have you OP XD. Smells like summer in here. The "im a alien from planet X" folks usually carry that mantle, anhoo cool story thanks for sharing Op. Maybe you can give us a demo in the future with this warp drive of yours.

The Fish Man thread enjoy

www.abovetopsecret.com...

originally posted by: DarthFazer
a reply to: ahnggk

Wow one of the funniest reads in a long time , this is very reminiscent of the infamous Fish Man thread some years ago. Op thanks again for the laughs. I am not saying you are lying I will just say you have a great imagination. Who needs SyFy channel when I have you OP XD. Smells like summer in here. The "im a alien from planet X" folks usually carry that mantle, anhoo cool story thanks for sharing Op. Maybe you can give us a demo in the future with this warp drive of yours.

The Fish Man thread enjoy

www.abovetopsecret.com...

Lol chuck Norris vs flipper
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This creature used some thingto try lull the wife back to sleep. Unlucky for it, i was A) awake fully and B) armed and ready to tangle.
No. The head was rounded and scaled with a definite shape and a firm skull that resisted knife impacts.

It also had arms and legs.

How ever it didnt have ears or a nose, just those slit openings on the front of the head.

Lol my bs detector has just lit a smoke and opened a beer had its last meal !
I've read it it's last rites !
Boom!

Lol. Thanks for the laugh, it gets better every time
a reply to: ahnggk

originally posted by: DarthFazer
a reply to: ahnggk

Wow one of the funniest reads in a long time , this is very reminiscent of the infamous Fish Man thread some years ago. Op thanks again for the laughs. I am not saying you are lying I will just say you have a great imagination. Who needs SyFy channel when I have you OP XD. Smells like summer in here. The "im a alien from planet X" folks usually carry that mantle, anhoo cool story thanks for sharing Op. Maybe you can give us a demo in the future with this warp drive of yours.

The Fish Man thread enjoy

www.abovetopsecret.com...

I am really really hurt.

You guys are so mean.



I think I'm gonna quit this project once and for all. I don't know why I bothered with this in the first place.

I'm sorry to those who had their hopes up in this.



You guys say a lot of nasty stuff to cyber bullies but you are one yourselves!!

please

close

this

thread

%$#@! you all!!

originally posted by: ahnggk
%$#@! you all!!

Dude...you come in here with this thread out of nowhere after being here for how long now? Suddenly you have this new story and have never mentioned it before?

As for this thread, I don't believe a single word of it as far as you having spoken to an alien that flew into your room. I see this as another attempt at you duping fellow ATSers into one of your threads.

You have all these claims about degrees and being tapped to work on super projects, yet you expect us to believe all you can find is a secretary/helpdesk role because you are 32 and your degree doesn't match up with a job or some other nonsense?

I could name plenty of places you could get a job in the west if you have the credentials you say.

I know for me, I get tired of the exaggerated claims and fantastical stories in your threads, and there are a LOT of them. From you being immune to ever getting sick to when you get upset electrical hardware goes haywire.....

Why not stick with what you are good at and work in an area that you can excel in that?

originally posted by: Vasa Croe
I know for me, I get tired of the exaggerated claims and fantastical stories in your threads, and there are a LOT of them. From you being immune to ever getting sick to when you get upset electrical hardware goes haywire.....

Why not stick with what you are good at and work in an area that you can excel in that?

Because it is not an exaggeration!

I would offer my house or my overseas place so you can interview my parents or me and see all my achievements, all my winnings in local and international engineering competitions, all the paranormal stuff that occurred in the house and my warp drive experiments.

If you still found me questionable after seeing me or my parents in person, then feel free to destroy my reputation in anyway you wish, you can even kill me, I don't care.

Fair enough??

originally posted by: ahnggk

originally posted by: Vasa Croe
I know for me, I get tired of the exaggerated claims and fantastical stories in your threads, and there are a LOT of them. From you being immune to ever getting sick to when you get upset electrical hardware goes haywire.....

Why not stick with what you are good at and work in an area that you can excel in that?

Because it is not an exaggeration!

I would offer my house or my overseas place so you can interview my parents or me and see all my achievements, all my winnings in local and international engineering competitions, all the paranormal stuff that occurred in the house and my warp drive experiments.

If you still found me questionable after seeing me or my parents in person, then feel free to destroy my reputation in anyway you wish, you can even kill me, I don't care.

Fair enough??

Not trying to destroy your reputation at all. Simply picking apart your claims with nothing to back them up.

If you really do have all of this accreditation and experience, it is really impossible for me to believe you can't find a job that pays enough for you to get out of a 1 bedroom apartment with 2 other people in it....just doesn't add up.

You make these fantastical claims every so often on here. Not sure why the need to do so though. For such a brilliant mind that does not get sick, you really need to think a little more highly of yourself than asking people to kill you or saying you don't care if you die. Just apply your knowledge in a different area. Most companies I know of do NOT want a single minded worker. They want someone that can come up with ideas from other experiences. Not sure what types of businesses you have been trying to get jobs with, but sounds like you should look in a different area. Plenty of countries will offer Visa's for work and you can work on actual citizenship through a company sponsor while there. I have known a few people that have done it that way and it is not that hard.

Hell, the US is just letting anyone in and granting citizenship on a whim....if your credentials are what you say they are then why not move to the US? I would bet money that, with what you say you have in your background, you would have a job within a couple weeks possibly multiple offers.

originally posted by: Vasa Croe
If you really do have all of this accreditation and experience, it is really impossible for me to believe you can't find a job that pays enough for you to get out of a 1 bedroom apartment with 2 other people in it....just doesn't add up.

And why I have a lame job:

- Qualification not aligned with work experience (Manufacturing Engineering qualification but my work experience is mostly in IT - software engineering)

- Unrecognized/substandard qualification (Manufacturing Engineering is unknown in many countries and not sought after. The similar Industrial Engineering have a much higher job demand)

- Work experience in a propriety system that went obsolete. One of the worst mistakes ever!



My winnings in engineering competitions was one in University while I was still a student and the the rest in my hobby as RC aircraft designer and flight simulation enthusiast. We were trying make aerodynamically efficient design as possible and my unorthodox approach made my designs far more efficient than the next best design.

It was never a formal qualification to begin with.


As for my research with warp drive technology. It was more like a hobby as an amateur researcher.


I could show you my CV and you'd probably want to throw it in the garbage.

TextMost companies I know of do NOT want a single minded worker. They want someone that can come up with ideas from other experiences. Not sure what types of businesses you have been trying to get jobs with, but sounds like you should look in a different area. Plenty of countries will offer Visa's for work and you can work on actual citizenship through a company sponsor while there. I have known a few people that have done it that way and it is not that hard.

Of course that's true but it's still very important that you have a specialization that is aligned with your qualification which I have none.

I'm familiar with getting a citizenship through a company sponsor. I've already tried it in New Zealand but failed. And we failed in immigration because my qualification wasn't found in their list and worse, it did not match my work experience.



I have relatives in New Zealand and believe it or not, my uncle asked me the same questions you did. I honestly never knew what was coming. Even my parents did not know these things. If I had a chance to live my life again, I would certainly do things differently by a huge margin.



if I do eventually give up, I'm dying to hope my invention doesn't go to oblivion and someone continues my work with the same goal of open source and a cheap space travel that would be made available to the masses.


Joke all you want for all I care, it only takes one to continue my work..

Op you are only trying to gain sympathy at ats with all the cheap yarns you are spinning together with a stomach turning av.
a reply to: ahnggk

originally posted by: Nochzwei
Op you are only trying to gain sympathy at ats with all the cheap yarns you are spinning together with a stomach turning av.
a reply to: ahnggk

I simply wanted to share my invention to anyone who might be interested. And the reason why I'm doing it is because I've reached a point in my life that I could no longer continue and I am in one of the worst situations in my life. I couldn't even get a full sleep because of all the noise that people make around here.

And you find that so bad??

Perhaps, you should write to ATS staff and not allow membership or ban people who are experiencing some great difficulties in their life or have hit rock bottom.

I'm not kidding about wanting to die because I feel like everything has gone against me. Even people who have tried to help me by giving me some great job opportunities were attacked by great misfortunes. I think I'm cursed!

I wasn't asking for any financial assistance nor a job offer and will absolutely refuse any such offer! Because I don't want anyone to suffer the same fate of the people who have tried to help me before!

So if you really hate me this bad, you can come by my place and kill me. Just ask and I'll PM you my address. I'm not joking you hear!

Hey, I am not any murderer and will not kill anyone
a reply to: ahnggk

a reply to: ahnggk

Death solves nothing, unless you're looking for peace.... Death is great if you want some peace, cause I assure you, you won't find peace amongst the living. Life is for those who strive to make a difference (even if it's minuscule). So strive or die, it's your choice. That being said, from what I've read, it seems like we would be losing a great mind. I would urge you to keep moving forward, no matter how difficult it is. Flip your demons the proverbial finger and push on.

a reply to: Aedaeum

Flip your demons the proverbial finger and push on.

That is all one can do.

Well put.

This has been an interesting thread. I hate to see it degrade,
and the OP get so upset.

I understand why the OP is upset, and I understand the questions people asked that got him that way. All I have to say is this is in the grey area now, so people need to lighten up on the OP, and let him tell his story.