Your car isn't lost, just somewhere else, but still it's not lost.
No one is shooting you.
You're the universe experiencing itself.
When you leave the situation.
The dark haired chick is no one you should worry about. Her baby is her work.
Why do your dreams scare you?
You care about him. A lot. Sometimes people like your husband need someone who cares to do the right thing so that things will get better for them.
Please understand that you are doing the right thing and do not feel shameful or angry at your self. He loves you and will thank you so much in the
future when all of this will come to pass.