a reply to:
BELIEVERpriest
Fair enough... I can appreciate what that...
First... I didn't start from a religious perspective... I started from nothing... No belief in God or anything else except for what was in front of
my eyes... started at a point in my life where I was discovering the world is made up of lies and deceit... In every thing that we learn, in
everything we're shown... in everything we're fed by the media...
In truth it all started at the turning point in our civilization... when the towers fell... I saw what happened, and I knew it was just another
lie... I realised there is no truth in this world, and so I started my search for what was lacking... TRUTH... I thought IF there was a God, maybe
he had something to say about "the truth"... So I started my search with the bible... read through it cover to cover searching for truth... but
as per usual in almost every case, when one reads the bible they start at Genesis... and by the time you get half way through the book, you're so
confused it just seems like nonsense... I read the gospels as well but pretty much glossed over them... when I hit revelation it was just nonsense at
that point... so I started on other religions hoping for some small shred of truth...
Touched on several other religions as well... Judaism, Taoism, Hinduism... I read the Bhagavad Gita which was interesting... but it seemed like more
mythological rhetoric...I even looked into Satanism which just wasn't for me.... Buddhism was the turning point... I learned meditation, and
practiced it regularly... and more then anything I was really into conspiracies which eventually led me here... all the while searching for this
elusive "truth" that seemed nonexistent at that point.
I can't point out exactly when I came across Jesus, I always knew about him but not in detail... I grew up in a mildly religious house hold, meaning
I got dragged to church on sundays... which I hated, and do this day I do not feel comfortable in a church, but at least now I know why... So I
started reading the gospels, and they struck a cord in my heart... No matter how hard I tried to find issues with what he taught I could not find
it... and I happen to notice he called himself "the truth"... which I balked at in the beginning... but it became undeniable as I read through them
over and over... So I started back on Genesis and it did not add up, especially since i remembered the whole "trinity" idea... Jesus was supposed
to be God... so why would the story of creation and the books of the torah conflict with what he taught? I mean this was supposed to be Gods
word...
Eventually after reading through the bible a few more times more confused then ever i wondered why there was only 4 books with Jesus in them... I
thought there must be more somewhere, which was when i found Gnosticism... Things were starting to add up finally, and to top it off there was a
lovely conspiracy around every corner when comparing what Christianity is today to the early versions of it... So i pretty much dedicated my free
time to early Christian writing...
This has been my reading list since then... and of course, the KJV bible
reluctant-messenger.com...
www.earlychristianwritings.com...
www.gnosis.org...
I've read every book within those links at one point or another in the past several years... and some I've read a few times... and in everything
I've read in these past years, i always come back to the gospels, and i can even tell you why...
Christians believe Jesus saved them... This is true, but its not in the way they believe... All this blood sacrifice, and ritualistic symbolism
that's involved in the religion is simply tradition from an older religion... basically indoctrination stemming from the early church Fathers and
what they turned the religion into, which was not what Jesus wanted
Jesus saved us because HE taught people how NOT to sin... His death and resurrection was never what was important, it was his life... the way he led
it, and what he taught during it...
And the fact is what he taught was simple... WE DO NOT DIE... Death is nothing more then the passing of the physical body, the spirit lives on after
death... and this is not a gift from God that is only for a few people that believe in the religion they prefer... It is for everyone... Every single
one of us living, and every one that has ever lived...
And for this wonderful precious Gift... all he asks is that we love each other... Help each other, respect each other... Forgive, and have mercy
even if we feel someone doesn't deserve it...
No books aside from the gospels will tell you this... the rest is simply not necessary IF one understands these very simple things... And this idea
that work is Nothing but filthy rags to God is just disgusting...
Regardless of your beliefs or lack of belief in God, we all return home... to where we came from...
NO hell... NO eternal damnation.... NO fear... NO despair...
NO WORRIES...
Just love