I don't feel like I'm a part of this planet/race

a reply to: jonwhite866

Any time Jon, once you start authoring some threads feel free to hit me up with a link.

originally posted by: jonwhite866
It's a tough life on this planet, I feel for those who have it worse than me. I'd love to hear some of your stories and thoughts though. I'd be more than happy to talk about them

a reply to: Antipathy17

I can't explain it as well as I'd like but I can give some examples to try. Even as a young child I've felt enslaved to authority and currency. To me it was always one thing to be an influence and another to force your influence on someone else with different (or just simply restricted) beliefs. Which I feel has happened throughout the entirety of my life. What makes it worse is these authorities want you to participate in this artificial world while preventing healthier human and animal progression. Examples, our planets consumption of fossil fuels, pharmaceuticals, Modified foods, use of weather modification and the biggest example of something being wrong, the amount of money being spent on war. There is so much better we can be doing for ourselves and the animals of this world and I feel we are only being taught to careless.

I can't really interact with society like I want to either. I want friends and people tend to like me a lot. I am a strong influence of happiness to the people around me. I just find myself not wanting to interact with people because of their ideals that they've learned from these influences. Consume, consume, consume. That's all they want to do and no one seems to care unless the media makes a big deal out of it that people are suffering. Even worse than that, as an American we let our government do awful things to other people. We don't care as long as it's not happening to us... and yet it is. That is why I can't get along with these people. They don't see the obvious and refuse to try to see something that isn't put in a history book or on TV.

As far as your interest in space and wanting to know what ever it is you want to know. I feel that is a part of our disconnect from this world. It's been altered and feels less human and all we want is a natural experience.


Still so much more to write. I don't think i've articulated what I've wanted to properly but I tried.



side note.
I always ponder if all humans really believe they are smarter in some way than others. I feel this constantly. Not in a book smart kind of way, i can't explain.

a reply to: jonwhite866

That was quite an intro !!!

Welcome to ATS, Jon !

And Welcome to the Club !!

You're going to enjoy this place ! Have fun !!

You put that better than I was trying to in my intro thread

Going back to something I said on this thread. The Human race could be a lot better, it's money that's made life a struggle. It's the reason fossil fuels and destructive things are still out there. Humans need a mentor that has been around longer and knows how to live healthily and in harmony.

I agree, I too find it difficult to hang around those who don't seem to care and just accept it. Many reasons why I feel disconnected from my parents. They've been sucked into this worlds system and have accepted it and truly believe that there's nothing that will change it which saddens me. a reply to: Antipathy17

originally posted by: jonwhite866
You put that better than I was trying to in my intro thread

Going back to something I said on this thread. The Human race could be a lot better, it's money that's made life a struggle. It's the reason fossil fuels and destructive things are still out there. Humans need a mentor that has been around longer and knows how to live healthily and in harmony.

I agree, I too find it difficult to hang around those who don't seem to care and just accept it. Many reasons why I feel disconnected from my parents. They've been sucked into this worlds system and have accepted it and truly believe that there's nothing that will change it which saddens me. a reply to: Antipathy17

About your parents. I don't know your age but what you said rang true to me. I am 25 years old myself and my parents are just like that. I think it's because the world they grew up in was far more prosperous than our current one so a form of hope is alive in them that we can become better while doing the same dumb things, which is slavery to the dollar. They really did grow up in a time when our slavery was paying out the most and they want that back.

I also lack hope myself though. To me, the most likely scenario is a selectively breeding family or orchestration of families that has either selected the best possible candidates for offspring or modified themselves to be superior to us is in control. To most it would seem crazy but it's the same concept royalty has been using for centuries if not millennium just more secret.

I feel you, man. I've always had a sense that I don't belong on this planet. The first time I saw a u.f.o., I was filled with joy. It felt like my ride had showed up. I felt deep sadness when it left...like a dog being left on the side of the road.

originally posted by: skunkape23
I feel you, man. I've always had a sense that I don't belong on this planet. The first time I saw a u.f.o., I was filled with joy. It felt like my ride had showed up. I felt deep sadness when it left...like a dog being left on the side of the road.

I hate to ask but how do you know it was a UFO? It all comes down to perception I guess, you don't know what it is but does someone else?

a reply to: jonwhite866

First off... Kudos on being brave enough to open up to a bunch of strangers

I think many of your feelings of disassociation and not belonging are, well........

quite human!

Some of us feel things more than others. I know many of us try, me included to share thoughts and ideas with our "friends" and get similar responses as the "bull# hour retort" you get.

Some times I'll find a like minded kindred soul and we can connect.
That's life and learning.

You are a human being.
Unless you were not birthed via your human mother's birth canal aprox 9 months after she was impregnated by your human father.

Point being you may be and ecclectic, far out thinker with feelings of angst and questions galore but you are one of us and among countless, dare I say millions in the world!

Yes! there is a lot of like dis enfrancised angst ridden ecclectics out there!!
me among 'um
so welcome aboard

Hello and welcome Jon! You will have plenty of like-minded people here who will share in your thoughts and feelings.

a reply to: Antipathy17

I know it was a u.f.o. because I don't know what it was and it was flying. I don't really even like using the term because the first thing most people think of is flying saucers and butt probes. This was nothing at all along those lines. It was cluster of lights that seemed to have some interest in me. It zapped me in the eyes with some sort pink/magenta laser-like beam. It responded to flashes from a flashlight. Whatever it was seemed to know I was there. I'm very open to the possibility that it was something other than aliens in spaceship. It didn't display the qualities one would expect from a solid, material craft...not within the bounds of my understanding of physics. I was filled with a sense of joy when I saw it. I would love to see it again.

You'll fit right in here.

There's a lot of people like you here.

Sorry to change the subject, but I was trying to start my first thread. When I click on 'new topic' I just go to a screen that is an ATS screen but just kinda blank. Can anyone help me out?

a reply to: SenterSun

Yep.

www.abovetopsecret.com...

I don't normally reply to intro threads but yours was meant to reach me. You are not like the majority of the people here. You come from somewhere else and this backwater planet offered you a certain challenge or adventure that is yours to embody and see to it's fruition. You're not alone as there are others here who are grounding their frequencies as well. Welcome to Terra Solaris, a planet in transition. You will never fit in and there is no point in trying to match the average baseline as it's too late for that. Don't expect validation from "authority" figures regarding disclosure as you are a living embodiment of that expression so feel free to be your best in regards to anchoring your True Self.

a reply to: jonwhite866

It seems humanity has a veil of ignorance over the truth on this planet. I don't like to judge people's thoughts or beliefs, because we may someday wake-up and find out the truth was stranger than fiction. You and maybe others can someday help expose what keeps humanity from rising above all the greed, killing and control that are placed upon us.

Welcome to ATS

i kinda felt closer to the ocean in a similar sense

originally posted by: skunkape23
a reply to: Antipathy17

I know it was a u.f.o. because I don't know what it was and it was flying. I don't really even like using the term because the first thing most people think of is flying saucers and butt probes. This was nothing at all along those lines. It was cluster of lights that seemed to have some interest in me. It zapped me in the eyes with some sort pink/magenta laser-like beam. It responded to flashes from a flashlight. Whatever it was seemed to know I was there. I'm very open to the possibility that it was something other than aliens in spaceship. It didn't display the qualities one would expect from a solid, material craft...not within the bounds of my understanding of physics. I was filled with a sense of joy when I saw it. I would love to see it again.

What I meant by asking is. Are you sure it was unidentified? Maybe by yourself sure but could it have been a secret military vehicle. Not only that though. As far as perception, are you sure it wasn't a hiccup in your thought or a very intense sense of self during a dream?

A UFO can be exactly what you named it to be, an object unknown to you but that doesn't mean it's out of this world or not delusion.

a reply to: Antipathy17

I have seen these things more than once with witnesses. If it is based in some sort of group delusional hallucination, that in and of itself would be interesting enough to be worthy of study. I know what I saw and I have absolutely no way of explaining it. The only way it could be something military is if it was somehow projected by a satellite. Believe me, I've tossed around every theory I can come up with. It could have been a ghost, a demon, an angel, fairies, something interdimensional, aliens from another world, a bizarre natural phenomenon, or something more exotic than I can imagine...it really is frustrating to live with sometimes. My first impression was that it was higher beings and I wanted to go with them.

originally posted by: skunkape23
a reply to: Antipathy17

I have seen these things more than once with witnesses. If it is based in some sort of group delusional hallucination, that in and of itself would be interesting enough to be worthy of study. I know what I saw and I have absolutely no way of explaining it. The only way it could be something military is if it was somehow projected by a satellite. Believe me, I've tossed around every theory I can come up with. It could have been a ghost, a demon, an angel, fairies, something interdimensional, aliens from another world, a bizarre natural phenomenon, or something more exotic than I can imagine...it really is frustrating to live with sometimes. My first impression was that it was higher beings and I wanted to go with them.

Belief in this world is interesting. We have science and scriptures from the past which could coincide, contrast or be completely false in themselves. Still we don't know if we could understand or even perceive the truth of existence. Let alone your UFO.

a reply to: jonwhite866

Oh man... you literally described me. I mean if didn't know better i'd think I wrote this about myself. Much love to you! Know you're not alone at all it only feels that way because there are so few of us.