You may feel that your posts are strange but its important that you keep writing, keep us posted as to how things are going with you, and remember
keep writing becouse what you are going through is a process and is an important part of the big process called life.
Keep safe
I see you're in Norway so you're a bit out of the way for the Burzynski Clinic here in Texas but perhaps they can point you to someone on your side
of the pond. Burzynski made his mark curing brain cancers, I forget which types, and TPTB, of course, tried to shut him down.
I dont' know you, but I, as well as everyone else is here to support you man. Just focus on healing yourself and staying positive. Life loves to
throw curve balls and stupid # at us all the time, but just try to stay positive because in the end it will definitely be worth it. My prayers go out
to you that you may have a fulfilling life.