Regarding 'Souls'; "parasites" and Spirits

reply to post by BlueMule


Naw humans screw with each others minds to produce a desired result since the late neolithic I bet.
If its done in a certain way over a period of time I use psyop 'in fun'.

KellyPrettyBear
reply to post by BlueMule

 

Naw humans screw with each others minds to produce a desired result since the late neolithic I bet.
If its done in a certain way over a period of time I use psyop 'in fun'.

hmm. Well it's not as if I set out to screw with your mind. Just sharing thoughts mystic to mystic.

The archetype of the trickster is in us all, running around blurring and crossing boundaries between people, concepts, times, places, religions...

reply to post by BlueMule


Yup.

Tell me partner if you could wake up 100% would you? Its almost a hypothetical question as here we are...

KellyPrettyBear
reply to post by BlueMule

 

Yup.

Tell me partner if you could wake up 100% would you? Its almost a hypothetical question as here we are...

What does 100% awake mean to you?

KellyPrettyBear
reply to post by BlueMule

 

Yup.

Tell me partner if you could wake up 100% would you? Its almost a hypothetical question as here we are...

By wake up you mean enlightenment no doubt. I think I did wake up for a while back in 2010 on the solstice lunar eclipse. I went past the waking state, past the dreaming state, and past the state of deep dreamless sleep to a 4th state of consciousness. I was far away in a body of light filled with stars, in the Holy Dark. The blue pearls were communing with me.

When I came back to my body it took me a long time to get grounded. For weeks I was in an altered state of mystical consciousness, in an immovable spot. The universe moved around me, I was in the womb of the Mother Goddess. I was made privy to heavenly secrets. I fasted, I meditated, I manipulated cosmic energies, I went on a 3 month pilgrimage and activated Holy sites.

But I'm here now for my wife to try to help her through a difficult life. There are Buddhas that get to 100% and don't come back. Then there are Buddhas that get to 100% and come back a little to help others.

reply to post by Itisnowagain


Good question.

And there is no good answer.

Most people hit some high vista and declare done as they are tired. Almost everyone finesses a BS answer.

I feel like if I wake up anymore ill have too much bliss or existential terror. So here I am.

I think everyone does this; some have a higher tolerance for the unknown is the only diffetence.

I do want to 'jaunt' at least one more time though.

KPB

reply to post by BlueMule


Ah. You do know then.

I did die and come back.

And the difference between 'there' and 'here'
Is negligible or non-existent.

And im helping my disabled wife too.

reply to post by BlueMule


Turiya the 4th state. Also known as nirvikalpa samahdi.

Thats the thing you see. There is no enlightenment.
There is only play. 'Enlightenment' is just another form of play.

BlueMule

But I'm here now for my wife to try to help her through a difficult life. There are Buddhas that get to 100% and don't come back. Then there are Buddhas that get to 100% and come back a little to help others.

When it first happens it is totally amazing especially if one has been suffering greatly prior to the 'event' but it never really goes because it is what you are - what this is. The idea that 'it has gone' may start the seeking again and that is when the seeker - the separate one - reappears, it is this one that makes life heavy - the separate me who wants more than there is.

KellyPrettyBear
reply to post by BlueMule

 

Turiya the 4th state. Also known as nirvikalpa samahdi.

Thats the thing you see. There is no enlightenment.
There is only play. 'Enlightenment' is just another form of play.

Yes indeed Turiya is a word I came across when I was doing research to try to understand what happened. I believe the Christian mystics call it The Holy Dark. I really do wish that the field of comparative mysticism was more developed. It could solve a lot of problems.

It's been tough getting through the aftermath alone. The stage of development called the 'dark night of the soul' follows in the wake of profound mystical experience. Perhaps 'parasites' are a part of that.

Itisnowagain

BlueMule

But I'm here now for my wife to try to help her through a difficult life. There are Buddhas that get to 100% and don't come back. Then there are Buddhas that get to 100% and come back a little to help others.

When it first happens it is totally amazing especially if one has been suffering greatly prior to the 'event' but it never really goes because it is what you are - what this is. The idea that 'it has gone' may start the seeking again and that is when the seeker - the separate one - reappears, it is this one that makes life heavy - the separate me who wants more than there is.

Hmm much to think about. Maybe there is a form of mystical gluttony that must be avoided.

I find your words comforting, thanks friend.

reply to post by BlueMule


Let me explain something to you which may make you feel better. It's the pinnacle of truth that even most Buddha's don't realize until at least the third time through the whole cycle.

You want to be 'enlightened' ? Easy. It's both the easiest thing in the world and the hardest.

Do this:

Torment yourself for most of a lifetime about religious and spiritual matters. Sensory deprive yourself of 'reality' so that when you look at a cat it is no longer a cat. Push push push yourself intil you've broken your entire 'human form'.

Now that you are broken the 'matrix' has two choices:

1 - let you die as even it can't take any more of your neediness and suffering. (Besides you really are broken).

2 - send you back; but this time hopefully you will have more fun playing with your toys and stop being such a buzz-kill.

Look at nearly ALL OF THE FAMOUS MYSTICS AND SAINTS AND THEY FOLLOW THIS PATTERN.

Once in a while the Universe sends in a specialist when an entire planet galaxy or universe is mind-blarping itself to excess - but reality has a high pain threshold.

So see? Don't stress about 'enlightenment' its not what people think.

There's more to say but that's the emergency instruction pamphlet for first and second time Buddhas.

KPB

KellyPrettyBear
reply to post by BlueMule

 

Let me explain something to you which may make you feel better. It's the pinnacle of truth that even most Buddha's don't realize until at least the third time through the whole cycle.

You want to be 'enlightened' ? Easy. It's both the easiest thing in the world and the hardest.

Do this:

Torment yourself for most of a lifetime about religious and spiritual matters.

check

Sensory deprive yourself of 'reality' so that when you look at a cat it is no longer a cat.

check

Push push push yourself intil you've broken your entire 'human form'.

check

Now that you are broken the 'matrix' has two choices:

1 - let you die as even it can't take any more of your neediness and suffering. (Besides you really are broken).

2 - send you back; but this time hopefully you will have more fun playing with your toys and stop being such a buzz-kill.

Since I'm still here I guess the matrix opted for 2. Looks like the sandbox is getting ready for me to play a bit more.

Look at nearly ALL OF THE FAMOUS MYSTICS AND SAINTS AND THEY FOLLOW THIS PATTERN.

Hence the monomyth pattern engraved in the collective unconscious.

So see? Don't stress about 'enlightenment' its not what people think.

check

reply to post by BlueMule


You took that a little more calmly than I expected.

I guess you understand that you can still do spiritual stuff if you want to but more than half of it will turn out to be an unnecessary game.

KellyPrettyBear
reply to post by BlueMule

 

You took that a little more calmly than I expected.

I guess you understand that you can still do spiritual stuff if you want to but more than half of it will turn out to be an unnecessary game.

Yeah I've been feeling nice and calm lately. Last week an army of Light did me a solid and removed a nasty parasite that's been attacking me and my wife since the summer solstice. And the energy of winter solstice, which seems to really like me, is beginning to reach me.

Not the first time I've been attacked by parasites/attachments/demons/whatever. Lucky for me I have family and friends in high places.

reply to post by BlueMule


So you feel like you are part of a Buddha extended family rather like the side kicks on the cartoon "the tick" ?

KellyPrettyBear
reply to post by BlueMule

 

So you feel like you are part of a Buddha extended family rather like the side kicks on the cartoon "the tick" ?

The Tick, lol. I miss that cartoon. Great show.

Yes indeed I do feel like part of a Buddha extended family. Like a cell in the Body of Christ. Like I lead a double-life... one here and one in the Pleroma.

I've been given many gifts of mana, been to many feasts and parties and festivals and vacations in the Pleroma, made love to many Goddesses, had many children, endured many battles, rescued people from slavery and been rescued from slavery in turn. But I've also been raped, stabbed, cut, blinded, hypnotized, molested, eaten, cursed, terrified, baffled. Sometimes I stop and think how lucky I am to be somewhat sane, lol.

reply to post by BlueMule


Yah but can you help anyone?

That's the proof of the pudding.

It's the difference between badly wounded and resurrection.

It's a genuine question not human dreck.

KellyPrettyBear
reply to post by BlueMule

 

Yah but can you help anyone?

That's the proof of the pudding.

It's the difference between badly wounded and resurrection.

It's a genuine question not human dreck.

In other words, can I take off the Clark Kent aspect of myself and put on the Superman aspect of myself? Again?

And then what? Jaunt to the stars?

I have to trust Divine Providence and Divine Wisdom to lead me where I'm needed, and to where MY need is too. I HAVE to trust, because my perceptions in this waking state, in this human body, are too limited. So I have to let go. I have to turn off my navi-computer and let The Force destroy the death-star, through me and others like me. Wu Wei.

reply to post by BlueMule


Yah. I need to jaunt a second time before I know whether I'm able to really help or not myself.

And jaunting into the void in a controlled manner is not for the weak of heart.

I translated your reply as "not sure and would need help". That's an honest answer.