What is happening to me

if this is in the wrong are please move it to the correct place thank you .

Ok, here it is i have never really been a highly religious person. i went to bible school growing up under protest. i have my belief that there is a god not a end all be all worshipper.

What i am going to say will be weird.
Alright i have always been close minded consumer never really focused on my surrounding never concerned about fellow man. a self centered asshole!
Anyway things have been changing around me and i have a feeling there people that are being kept around for something big. OK OK OK hold on let me explain........

i have lived through a 11 car pile up in which the speeds i was at and angle of impact i should have been dead..
i was hit with 240 volts A/c at over 100 Amp passing accross my heart - i should be dead even the doctor said i shouldn't have survived....
why i ask i am not a lucky person but by those means i really seem to be.....

so here comes the oddest part i was shocked in 2009 june never really took much thought into it but by june 2010 i started noticing things and by the end of the summer i was suddenly hit by a strong feeling that something bad was coming..... something was telling me to prepare the feeling grew stronger and stronger... my concern for those of innocent nature i feel a desire to try and protect them from harm and care for them. i feel ready to defend some one at a moments notice with only focusing on a logical escape route.

i mean i am a little jumpy when it comes to dangerous situations normal self preservations.... something with me has changed for the better but i did not induce this.....

i had fun being self center... big ego... and blind to the real events unfolding.....
i am happy with who i am becoming but why am i becoming this way what is going to happen......

i am not paranoid freak or some psychotic nut case.... i am just a normal guy that wants to pay the bills and enjoy life with my woman and son..... this is what brought me here to this site

Yeah, I miss being asleep sometimes - the happy go lucky 90s were fun.

Welcome to the world of the aware - we have a lot of work to do.

Something evil this way comes

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It sounds to me that someone has began praying for you, that your heart would become softened, therefore you may also begin to feel as if you are being drawn to God (conviction),although at first you will not recognize it for what it is.


God is the only one that can take a hard hearted person and cause them to feel sympathy or cause them to care about things that previously they did not, especially in a person who's nature is not bent that way.

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So what is it you are looking for? You say you were closed-minded; maybe it's time to open up your mind to the possibility that there is more to life than meets the eye. No one has all the answers and we all have much to learn. I would say go with the flow and see where it leads you. If you believe in God as you say, then seek Him.

Many years ago I also experienced a dramatic change that I did not cause, so I know where you're coming from. It is indeed an interesting journey that we are on.

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I would guess you are being saved for a much worse fate.
You must have really made some bad karma.
Hope i never ride in the same vehicle as you, or are on the same continent for that, your'e toast bro.

Religious and spiritual are not the same thing.

Being part of the flock is a safety in numbers thing.

Waking to the realization that you are part of something bigger is tough.

Number one side effect is depression but that is expected when you look upon the conditions we are forced to live in.

e.g. - in Wisconsin, USA there is a 3 acre farm that produces 1 million pounds of vegetables and 10,000 fish per year yet the bulk of the world is starving because "there is not enough to go around".

We, as a people, allow this to continue and it is sad when you wake to how despicable a part of you can be.

The worst part is you cannot go back to sleep.

Change the world one conversation at a time. that is the best you can do.

Peace

Originally posted by GodofWar411

i was hit with 240 volts A/c at over 100 Amp passing accross my heart - i should be dead even the doctor said i shouldn't have survived....

I'm sorry but nobody can survive that. It is suggested that 30mA across the heart can kill a human. You are trying to tell me that your heart had over 3300 times the amount of current going through it and you lived?

Nobody can dissipate over 24,000 watts without getting permanently fried.

Also, in order for your body to draw over 100 amps from 240V, your resistance would have to be equivalent to about 2.4 ohms. Unless you were covered in water and have liquid copper for blood, I am having trouble believing you, sorry.

ETA: In saying that, if you are genuinely changing for the better, nobody's gonna stop ya, but ohms law says you're full of it.


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Originally posted by g146541
reply to post by GodofWar411

 

I would guess you are being saved for a much worse fate.
You must have really made some bad karma.
Hope i never ride in the same vehicle as you, or are on the same continent for that, your'e toast bro.

It could be the opposite. The universe might have some important things for the OP to do. For all we know he might save a life, or change someone for the better.

Any development and expansion of consciousness should be applauded.

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You seem to be on a good path.

What will happen I don´t know, but lots of people are aware that something is up.

I say follow your instinct.

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Thoose things happened to you to help steer you in a diferent direction and to help you learn in life. Help you change for the better, it happens to a lot of people. I had a brain tumor in the center of my brain and was given a 2% chance of living but 10 years later I am fine and 100% cancer free and I appriciate every bit of the suffering because I learned so much about life from it and how I changed for the better. Month before I went into the hospital for all this I got jumped by 15 coked out skin heads, wrong place wrong time, and kicked in the head for five or so minutes and ended up have a broken cheek bone, broken eye socket and broken orbital plate and the whole time I had this tumor in my brain. Doctors told me I should have been dead a hundred times over, not to metion the heart attack and other things that I went through from the treatments for cancer. Everything happens for a reason, the reason is for us to learn and make better desicions to make us a better person. If you don't learn from your mistakes life you'll end up learning the hard way. Trials and tribulation. Peace

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Nope, the op said "i was suddenly hit by a strong feeling that something bad was coming".
1 word, doomed.
Poor soul will prolly be tormented for the rest of his life, slowly.... ooooh i wouldn't wanna be anywhere near him.

OP, you are part of the great awakening that is happening now. Good times is ahead of us. Do not get swayed on the fear porn that is being spewed by MSM.

Originally posted by GobbledokTChipeater

Originally posted by GodofWar411

i was hit with 240 volts A/c at over 100 Amp passing accross my heart - i should be dead even the doctor said i shouldn't have survived....

I'm sorry but nobody can survive that. It is suggested that 30mA across the heart can kill a human. You are trying to tell me that your heart had over 3300 times the amount of current going through it and you lived?

Nobody can dissipate over 24,000 watts without getting permanently fried.

Also, in order for your body to draw over 100 amps from 240V, your resistance would have to be equivalent to about 2.4 ohms. Unless you were covered in water and have liquid copper for blood, I am having trouble believing you, sorry.

ETA: In saying that, if you are genuinely changing for the better, nobody's gonna stop ya, but ohms law says you're full of it.


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There is well documented proof that several electric chair recipricants survived the electric shock they endured. One that actually survived it 3 times. I believe in miracles, he has exprienced one and now it is showing him he has life, it is everlasting and he better continue to change his ways. The fear of ill aboding, that's because now u are aware of the true evil on this earth and where it is headed. don't go down that path. God has u in his hands now and will protect from eternal damnation.

Originally posted by mesle123

There is well documented proof that several electric chair recipricants survived the electric shock they endured. One that actually survived it 3 times. I believe in miracles, he has exprienced one and now it is showing him he has life, it is everlasting and he better continue to change his ways

I have no doubt people can survive electric shock. Certainly not 100 amps, across the heart, as stated by the OP.

As I said though, I don't think that your body could even draw 100 amps from 240V. Impossible, I would suggest. Ohms law agrees with me.

God has u in his hands now and will protect from eternal damnation.

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Protect as in the Maffia ´´protecting´´ grocery store owner?

Regarding the electric shock, yes, the numbers sound too high.

Perhaps the info the OP has regarding the event were wrongly estimated. It is also quite possible that the jolt actually bypassed the heart for the most part. An old electricians trick if dealing with a possible live situation was to put one hand behind your back, like in your belt at the small of your back, elbow bent, and if in a standing position, any jolt "should" bypass the heart. Perhaps the particular position of the body at the exact moment accounts for the "miracle"?

As far as "something coming", or what might be called perhaps "paranoid" feelings, they're actually very common, depending on your age. Psychologists now tell us that males (and females to a lesser extent), in their 30's, as a group, go through a "natural" period of relatively exaggerated paranoia. That is, if you had any tendency to be a bit paranoid, when you get into your 30's, that tendency may well magnify. I'm not saying anyone is "paranoid" as in a clinical condition, but rather that we all go through this period where such behaviors are temporarily more common.

The good news is that this "natural" increase in paranoid tendencies normally diminishes after age 40. There are probably good "survival" reasons for this observed behavior pattern, but by simply being aware of them, we can generally master them, or at least benefit from the proper perspective.

JR

Originally posted by GobbledokTChipeater

Originally posted by GodofWar411

i was hit with 240 volts A/c at over 100 Amp passing accross my heart - i should be dead even the doctor said i shouldn't have survived....

I'm sorry but nobody can survive that. It is suggested that 30mA across the heart can kill a human. You are trying to tell me that your heart had over 3300 times the amount of current going through it and you lived?

Nobody can dissipate over 24,000 watts without getting permanently fried.

Also, in order for your body to draw over 100 amps from 240V, your resistance would have to be equivalent to about 2.4 ohms. Unless you were covered in water and have liquid copper for blood, I am having trouble believing you, sorry.

ETA: In saying that, if you are genuinely changing for the better, nobody's gonna stop ya, but ohms law says you're full of it.


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edit on 25/3/11 by GobbledokTChipeater because: (no reason given)

yeah .3 amps at less than a volt that can disrupt transmission between the brain and heart and send you into cardiac arrest.... i wish i was full of it... i really do wish i never felt what i felt.....

you try to scream but you can't you try to get away but you can't all you do is hope the people near can hit the breaker before you are gone....... so Seriously I SHOULD BE DEAD... pain that no one person deserves..

you can think i am full of it i don't blame you i would probably do the same..... i have no reason to lie though what am i trying to prove....

Originally posted by g146541
reply to post by stephinrazin

 

Nope, the op said "i was suddenly hit by a strong feeling that something bad was coming".
1 word, doomed.
Poor soul will prolly be tormented for the rest of his life, slowly.... ooooh i wouldn't wanna be anywhere near him.

both your post made me laugh... if i am doomed i won't fight it .... i believe something good will come before doom is on my door step.... if i have to suffer to save another i will.... and when i am judged either way it may go i will take it....
i live my life as honest and hold true to who i am..... time will tell..... till then we will never know

Originally posted by JR MacBeth
Regarding the electric shock, yes, the numbers sound too high.

Perhaps the info the OP has regarding the event were wrongly estimated. It is also quite possible that the jolt actually bypassed the heart for the most part. An old electricians trick if dealing with a possible live situation was to put one hand behind your back, like in your belt at the small of your back, elbow bent, and if in a standing position, any jolt "should" bypass the heart. Perhaps the particular position of the body at the exact moment accounts for the "miracle"?

As far as "something coming", or what might be called perhaps "paranoid" feelings, they're actually very common, depending on your age. Psychologists now tell us that males (and females to a lesser extent), in their 30's, as a group, go through a "natural" period of relatively exaggerated paranoia. That is, if you had any tendency to be a bit paranoid, when you get into your 30's, that tendency may well magnify. I'm not saying anyone is "paranoid" as in a clinical condition, but rather that we all go through this period where such behaviors are temporarily more common.

The good news is that this "natural" increase in paranoid tendencies normally diminishes after age 40. There are probably good "survival" reasons for this observed behavior pattern, but by simply being aware of them, we can generally master them, or at least benefit from the proper perspective.

JR

very logical i am 29.... does make sense for some of the doom and gloom it doesn't really answer it all though