my poems that i wrote for lee over the course of 7 years . 9/7/07
3/27/02
Memory or dream.......
See you with my eyes closed
wish i could see you with my eyes open
remembering you day by day,
missing you more and more
loving you all the same .
Dreams of you haunt my nights ,
dreams of you fullfill my every need
losing you , 18 months later , i still feel the pain,
still wish to see you once again,
cant lost hope, to do so is my heart breaking all over again,
i cant tell the difference between memory or dream,
you took my love for granted,
in return i got pain and lonelyness,
gave my heart on a silver platter,
you crused it in the dust,
you showed me kindness,
you showed me happiness , you showed me true love , yet you took it with you when you left.
memory or dream,
you smile , your scent , your taste , bitter and salty , yet sweet and yummy ,
how much tourture can one singel woman endure without going insane?
iv surffered so much pain the agany , when will it end ?
memory or dream
of you telling me it was meant to be
memory or dream
of holding you again
memory or dream that you really love me too
memory or dream of our son being born
memory or dream of our wedding day
memory or dream ,which is which.
..... HOPE......
hope descinergrates day by day,
of seeing you again.
hope sores high once again when you say" cant wait to see you again"
hope comes and goes with each passing month.
hope is all i have of seeing you again ,
you broke my heart ,yet i still want you
my love for you comes and goes which is why i keep going.
my love for you is like a flower .
hope is all that i v become since you left me standing there with tears in my eyes .
This is it
Our love so strong
our love is new, yet so weak
we tried so hard , yet not hard enouth
we met so soon , yet not soon enouth
we made love so many times, yet not nearly enouth
it was pure bliss
we fell inlove, yet it was not ever lasting ,
were did we go wrong
we swore it would be ever lasting love
yet it died too soon,
five years was not enouth .
12/12/2002 Days weeks months years,
days after i still feel the tears wet on my face,
days after i still feel your touch on my skin
days after i still smell your scent that defines you
days turns in to weeks the glow is still there
weeks after i wish i went with you
weeks turn into months
i start to look forward to seeing you again
months after i hear your not coming back for xmas
winter comes and goes
no you , spring comes and goes, no you
summer comes and hopes sore high summer gone no you
year one no you . year two no you,
year three no you year 4 no you , year 5 no you.
year 6 summer comes and you come back to me for 6 weeks .
Everything
when ever i see someone who looks like you , i feel like weeping.
everytime i see you in my dreams i wake only to wish with everything that iam that it will come true.
wishes, hopes dreams to see you againe, for i love you so,
you are my everthing.
You gave
you asked for a date , i asked forever ,
you gave all you were willing to give , i gave all that i am
you wanted a summer fling , i wanted forever,
you gave me everthing that was within y ou to give , i gave everything in my soul
you made me happy ,
while i made you wish you were back home
i asked for the impossible , love
you asked for nothing in return
i gave you love that was not wanted ,
you made me love you
how could you be so cruel
NO other
your a hearbreaker
you stole my heart ,tore it to pieces, it still bleeds
at first i thought you were my knight in shinning armor
at first you were
you lied to me cheated on me , yet i still love you ,like no other
needed you like no other
wanted you like no other
trusted you like no other
12/02/2001
only you
only you can make me smile
only you can make me happy
only you can make me sad
only you can make me want to sing
only you can make me so angry
only you can make me beg
only you can make me cry
only you can make me hate
only you can make me love
only you can make me feel this deeply for another
only you can make me feel like i can fly
only you can make my day
only you can make my nights
only you can rock my world
only you can fill my thoughts day in and day out
only you and only you is the only man i will ever want and need
Why
why am i here
why are you still there
why do i love thee still
why do i miss thee so
why are we still apart
why was i born
what is my destiny
do our destinies intertwine
missing you
missing you is all i ever do
loving you is all i can do
i see you in my dreams
i wake up crying
relising you not there
yet i still hold you dear
Sleepless nights
sleepless nights thinking of you
two many sleepless nights since knowing you
two many sleepless nights since i lost you
all because of you
all cause iv been missing you
yet we do nothing to heal the pain
loving, wanting ,needing you
wishing dreaming, remembering you
still more sleepless nights
in fear of dreaming of you
still gone ,gone gone
with tears in my eyes relizing iv already lost you you you
a new year wish
i wish upon this eve of the new year to see you again
wish upon this eve of the new year to hold you in my arms once again
wish upon the new year to love you thoughout the new year
wish upon the new year that you love me thought out the new year
i wish upon this new year for you t ocome back to me
i wish upon this new year to have your son placed in my arms
for our destainys intertwine
never enough
two weeks here , two weeks there
is not enough for me
two weeks here , two weeks there
is it enough for you ?
a lovers fight never lasts forever
fears get in the way of our hopes and dreams
we know our love has lasted and has been tested though time and distance
yet can we survie it again , as our love has been proven
and should be strong as in the begining.
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