BROKEN ME
I wish to fall asleep and drift into painless oblivion
Iam shattered,broken, fractured into dust
Too much bleeding,aching,tears flowing like rain
love hides in seclusion from me, fearful
I kill all that I touch
Why did I sacrifice all to be with you?
Words mean nothing
Actions have no value
Promises are worthless
Iam lifeless and lost and Iam falling deeper and farther away
I want love, but you show apathy
I need passion,desire
I get suffering, pain
Though I know it hides inside you buried deep behind a brick wall
Rip out my heart, let nothing remain
Blood flows red and bright,and the life drains away,
leaving only the gray behind
Iam numb,desensitized to the world around,
So disconnected from all but one
I must eliminate all emotion,lest I feel something...I may have to feel it all
Stone cold, defeated
I long to dissolve.There is no compassion left for one such as I
And in reality,I should not expect there to be.