Xochiquetzal Soul Group

a reply to: Agleaya

You revealed yourself.

lol. That was what the kidz call 'a joke'. what it revealed is the same thing as I am trying to convey to you in this thread:

you have to put the work in first.
Improve yourself and your intentions.
Like the secret you carry around, get over it, because what can be used against you will be used against you sooner or later.
The issue is not that you were suicidal or going through difficult times, that happens to everybody, but that you think getting involved into these things is for you to feel 'mighty' or that you'd get any personal gain out of it.
The opposite is true.
I mean if you don't want to end up as energy sucking zombie vampire- ish, if you don't want to get sucked in the darker Moloch- type things.

Start with reading Faustus for example.
Set a trajectory for yourself that is liberating and constructive and not only aimed at imposing your will on others and the world and the universe.


That is purely meant as advice because it is what I learned on my way.
I don't really care what you do, you know? You are responsible for you.
That is what I meant with the 'needs a babysitter' thing.
You try to latch on to others humans and metaphysical forces. You will lose if you do that. Always.

a reply to: FurPerson

I have been putting all of my work to it through most of my life.
The demonic thing came from basically believing in some kind of "satan" thing and kind of wanting to know the dark power within myself.
Yeah, it was also my choice to summon dark forces.
I wanted to learn about my worst side and turned out it wasn't mine.

Unfortunately I have to agree on, I do have a big ego.
The worst thing about it basically is that it can went practically unnoticed, I don't have to explain how that works.
Yes, I do have a lust for power.
I've had it all of my life, simply due to difficulties experienced in my previous incarnations.
You know for how a long time I have been a polite little christian?
Like, almost all of my past lives!

You're telling me to read Faustus.
Google says it's a story about a man, who has signed a pact with the devil.
I'm sorry, but my own beliefs are slightly different.

But yeah, I definitely have desire to achieve mastery.
And yes, I'm a bit elated.
Especially now, when I finally achieved what they call summa.

But there are few things you don't know 'bout me.

Believe it or not, I have always put my intentions in others, but never in me.

Like I wanted good for this, and this and this person, but not as much for me.
Have been giving a lot of good energy, that's why they left quickly.
And I do hate this world and it's ways. I hate to obey.
Maybe that makes me evil!

I'm curently angry from another conversation, don't feel discouraged with my current energy.
I won't say wise things now.

a reply to: Agleaya

Yes, I kind of want to impose my will on this, but only for greater good.

See a homeless on the street? I want a home for him!
See a battle in politics? I want it to end!
See an old house? I want it to be restored!

The list goes so on.
I want to have power to change it.
And I'm not interested in any grotesque "goats"!

a reply to: FurPerson

You know why witches have been murdered by church leaders?
For money.

Who's eating "the body of Christ"?
Catholics.

Calling knowledge "satanic" to keep their power and you to have none.

a reply to: Agleaya

I agree too, an old house needs new paint and a homeless person should name a home. Politics I just don’t do it!

a reply to: FurPerson

I also have a book proposition for you, it's "Le Tartuffe" by Molier!

a reply to: FurPerson

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