Where are you coming from?

What you experience and learn determines who you are.
I will tell you where I am coming from and if you like please feel free to do the same.

I met a bunch of gods. We were like the Olymp together.
I met demons. In the eyes of my mother.
I saw miracles and always had a thing for magic. Not the fake Hollywood ones, real magic and miracles.
I love science. I don't claim I understand it all, but it's interesting.
I like games. All games & programming. I Want to write my own gaming app some day.
I love everything paranormal. Meta and woo!
I like music and play(ed) a little guitar.
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I think beauty is food for the soul.
I believe in god and the good.
I don't believe in evil, I'm humanist.
Means I always have an excuse for everybody.
It's not your fault who you are, but you could work on it.

I am a spoiled brat also. My life was very easy. Just sometimes a little bit hard.
You know love...
In reality I don't like people. I do but very superficial. I'm a bit of a sociopath. Not by choice, the problem is I analyse. But people don't like it if you tell them the truth, so I don't talk much.
I think we deserve better. Globally. People first.

Now you know me. A little. I am much more complex than it would seem. So I am grateful we meet on a screen not in person.
ATS is wonderful. A place to speak free.
With rules, yes because we are living in a society, a society needs rules.
Much love to all of you, who write around here. My life would be so much smaller without your opinions.

a reply to: Ksihkehe

Oh no, I'm happy, creative and thinking about the big questions. Why don't you arrest me? Am I causing any harm to anyone?
Besides I'm here for you, what did I say that makes you doubt my mental health?
Let's talk about it I bet I can explain it to you.

For you:
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Merry Christmas.

I did stay at a Holiday Inn Express the other night.

a reply to: Lysergic

Haha what does that mean? That you've "been to places"?

a reply to: Ksihkehe

Haha, no. Tell me what makes you think I am crazy. Let me help you understand what's going on.
Don't even try to patronise me.
Challenge me.

From all the threads I have written it would take a person with normal intellect a second to find a quote and post it. Come on choose one. Let's talk about why you are so "worried".
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a reply to: Ksihkehe

I don't need your help. You can't come up with a single quote that convinced you I am crazy?
Back it up or shut up.
Loser.

Seriously I invite you to discuss with me. I can explain everything. What that I wrote makes you think I am crazy?
You can't just make such an accusation. Prove it. Back it up with a "crazy quote". Let me explain to you how it came to be.
This is the least insane thread I wrote. What on Earth compelled you to claim I am sick?
Let's start here.
Which part is your choice? There's a lot of ground covered. Come on.
Back it up.

What? You make the claim but it's not important enough for you to put some effort into it.
Come on let's play.
What in this thread makes you claim I'm crazy?
That's a legitimate, reasonable thing to ask.
I'm ready to discuss it whenever you are.

Maybe someone else wants to help you? With all the stars you got, ... speak up people.

a reply to: Timely

its confusing. i didn't see anything 'abnormal' in his post. i'm german, maybe it's because language. but telling someone on ATS he acts 'abnormal' is kind of funny.

a reply to: Peeple

I think that you don't need to be this defensive. Nobody here is against you. I need to agree with the very first reply by "Ksihkehe " That maybe a bit of help from somewhere is needed for you. I am not saying you are crazy or that you are wrong, i just see some distress in you right now.

a reply to: Peeple

I come from a neutral space.

I've had equal measure of beauty and horror.

A life of freedom and compromise.

Unbelievable pain and unimaginable joy.

a reply to: Peeple

How do you even know what's "abnormal" for me? I have a long history of writing messed up things on ATS

Agreed.

Kinda weird that he is coming at you like that.

I think this was a cool thread. I like the way you described your life.

originally posted by: scraedtosleep
a reply to: Peeple

I come from a neutral space.

I've had equal measure of beauty and horror.

A life of freedom and compromise.

Unbelievable pain and unimaginable joy.

Thanks for sharing. Life is both horrible and beautiful.

I am sorry peeple for barging in another of your threads, i was just reading. My aunt is bi polar and i am schizophrenic if she is acting a little manic or him this is the internet, thats okay. Some days my aunt cleans her whole house and others wont get out of bed. Its nothing to fear if he is posting erraticcly, saw 3 threads authored by you last day. If she sounded depressed or , people with mental illness are people too dont need to be cradled. She sounds like she took offense because he is not mentally ill. There is a stigma when you say a person is disabled. Again sorry i just joined and need 5 posts dont mean to sound like stalker or anything.