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originally posted by: TNMockingbird
a reply to: Gazrok
My heart breaks for you as a parent. My child has suffered with some mental issues and depression and although we seem to have come to the other side I know that it could all rear it's ugly head again with just one small set back. Vigilance at all times still may not be enough.
I am also dealing with the aftermath of a suicide, it's been almost two months and every time I think I am becoming stronger I feel myself slip back down and have to re focus and try to let the guilt go.
The suicide came out of nowhere and none of us had any idea really what he was going through not that we could have changed his mind I think.
I hope you and your loved ones are able to heal and although it can take some time I have to believe it can be done.
Not your fault Gaz ... I'm sure you were there for him had he only reached out.