Hearts of dark*

*As my heart melts into a floating rain
Everything around just isn't the same
Droplets fall gently against my cheeks
Feeling inside is a feeling of pure weak
Stand up
Sit down
Wear a smile
Don't frown
Blue veins pulse with a worry
Confusion follows .. super blurry
Dream a dream and catch a cloud
Contemplation ..twice allowed
Don't cry
Have fun
Enjoy life
Be one
Reflection of a logical sense
Mentality takes hold.. intense


*I just became a black hollow shell
Back to the bottom of my minds well
Take what you get and get what you please
Falling back down on my bruised lil knees
Already felt something just didn't know what
What is missing ?? I feel it with a jolt ..


*My heart beats slower and slower
Not knowing which way to pump
Is there any feeling there?
If so.. I can't seem to feel it
It saddens me to be honest .. a bit
I thought there was something deeper
I can't tap into it though
I don't want any drama to follow
Sure seems like it finds me every where
Love a love and catch a spell
I'm sick of dwelling in my well
I know I can handle all the truth
Don't hide from me .. I love the you
Lips caress lips .. They seem so sweet
I don't want my well .. To retreat
Everything happens for certain reasons
Like the changing of each fall season
Smile
Love
Live
It's all the same
I'm not playing any games
Warm my heart and capture my soul
this feeling I have will leave no hole...

*Insecurities ..obscure the brain
Messin up ..the very frame
Driving you mad.. Quite insane
Reflections of past ..must refrain

Handle what you get as what you see
Really take a look at the whole me
Falling in my well.. trying to flee
Can't keep hiding .. Not meant to be

Realizations of ..follow your heart
Be grateful inside .. That's one part
beauty shines through .. Sweetly smart
One day at a time.. Is a new start

Heart inside slowly bleeds
Finding myself is what I need
Not going to ask or even plea
My soul yearns ..I have to feed


*The beauty held within ..is devine
I'm not hiding .. I'm not lyin
I see this face when I close my eyes
Soul shining through... No disguise
I truly see things for what they are
I don't want any sadness .. No more scars
I know I have that power within
To make my own happiness and not pretend
Grateful am I for what I have realized
I'm not in my well .. I've never been shy
Stepping out .. gotta say what I feel
This is life .. No magic.. All real
Have this power and I'll do as I need
Planting has started a really good seed
Thank you for all my such sweet friends
All will reveal in the very end


*Are you real?
Do you feel?
Mysterious ways
Obscurity stays
Breath taken
Am I mistaken?
Truth be told
Scared soul
Questions reality
Strong mentality
All will reveal
Mind will heal


*Everything seems to get twisted around
I'm trying to understand each little sound
Resonation of memories speak whole truths
This isn't a magic show you see ..No spoofs
Every word spoken goes in a complete circle
Coming to a realization like a messed up circus
Open your eyes wide to really see what you see
Listen with your ears and hear it all closely
Certain beings were made with manipulative souls
Taking a step back to not fall through that hole


*Worrying about things that are out of your control
Will slowly eat you alive and bury your soul
Look to the now and make it last
Forget about yesterday .. Already the past


-nat the blue eyed cat-

a reply to: natalia

Worrying about things that are out of your control Will slowly eat you alive and bury your soul

Dern, I wrote a poem yesterday with just about these same words. Spooky



S & F sweet young lady.

a reply to: natalia

Splendid!

Another deftly crafted poetic gem. Thank you Nat!

a reply to: natalia

Worrying about things that are out of your control can be so difficult not to do!

Gripping as always, Nat!

originally posted by: DaphneApollo
a reply to: natalia

Worrying about things that are out of your control Will slowly eat you alive and bury your soul

Dern, I wrote a poem yesterday with just about these same words. Spooky

S & F sweet young lady.

We are all connected. And I when we think a thought sometimes a friend catches that thought at least I think so
Thanks for reading and commenting

a reply to: CagliostroTheGreat

Hey thanks friend
I appreciate ya reading


a reply to: Jennyfrenzy
I am def a worrying willy!!! It's hard not to be but as soon as I realize I'm worrying about something that's out of my control...I have to stop myself. It's a wasted energy.
Thanks for reading