a reply to:
crowf00t
In the terms of senses, yeah, there are other senses than just looking, touching, hearing, smelling, tasting.
Okay, maybe that's something I forgot to mention.
This world is a Game.
It's a computer, quantum Game, which our Souls are playing.
Nothing is "real". Just us.
The "Matrix" bugged on me and I experienced a lot of undeserved suffering in this simulation.
It was all because I haven't fully completed the 3D (Love/Fear) Level and went on 4D (Service To Creator/Service To Others).
There was only one final task from 3D missing I haven't done; simply realizing that Love and Fear are the same thing.
What were the outcomes of playing these two densities at the same time?
TOTAL INTERNAL TEARING.
I couldn't understand 4D people, 3D people seemed stupid for me; 4D couldn't understand my suffering, for 3D people it all was just nonsense.
I was alone. Completely alone and torn apart into two pieces by confused computer.
No one ever knew what was the problem, not even me.
That's why I HAD to learn these stuff.
Being a stuck pixel was a total torture. Conflicting emotions bouncing from side to side, I was scared of everything and everyone I loved; no sense of
time, experienced demonic attack and many more.
No words could fully describe that feeling. It was hell. Pure hell.
No control over feelings, like the feelings were broken.
Lack of common sense, without coverage.
Just the machine glitching.
Error, error, I'm lost again. What I feel? My body is aching. Again, I'm alone. What do you say? What do you mean? Help me I don't understand. You're
maybe lying. I don't know what I'm doing. Where you are? Do you like me? Do you even like me? I'm done! I can't talk with you! I want money! I want
love! Where is love? There's no love. The world is scary, I hate the world. I hate the pain. I want to die. I love my mother. I want to go home. I
want to left my body. I don't want to wake up tomorrow. I don't want to feel this pain again. I'm hurting. I don't know why. I read everything and
don't know why. I want to feel happiness with you but can't. I fear you. Leave me alone! Go with me! I'm lonely! But you can't! Don't even touch me!
I'm done. I'm maybe gonna kill myself. What I'm even talking? I want to go shopping to ease the pain. Gimme that! No, I don't deserve it! I hate the
pain. I hate this world. Nothing is safe, just home. World was safer before, now it's #. I want to die. Death seems like the only thing I want. But I
want to live! Not this way. Nothing can fix me. I'm incalculable.
I went on the 4D Positive Patch, when still one feet in 3D. This was pure pain.
Hard work, body aching, trouble with conversations, trouble with clocks, world spinning, feelings bouncing, like a was somehow BLOCKED UP BEHIND TWO
WALLS PUSHING THEMSELVES.
Two personalities, one primitive, one complex.
I had to forge lesson people learn on their lifes at their own pace.
I had to learn how to behave less 3D, because it wasn't something that came organically in my case.
This has been nothing but HARD WORK.
Now I'm here.
edit on 11:11:2023 by Agleaya because: (no reason given)