As per Majestica's quandary....
The Matrix has become a social phenom akin to the Allan parsons project, Woodstock, 68 convention and such. It has become, in some sense, a focal
point for some in the younger generation. Actually 1999 was an interesting year in movies anyway. Fight club was released as was Gladiator. Three
films with many criss-crossing ideas and perceptions about individuality, modern life and spirituality.
To watch people dismiss, out of hand,ideas by relating them to other ideas is a peculiarly human trait. This is ok. What this means is that people
have internalized ideas but lacking real imagination or their own words to express the feelings aroused by these ideas, put them into a cultural
context. Every generation does this to some extent. People who served in Vietnam have their own vocabulary as do people from the second world war
and the "hippy" sixties.
During times of emotional imprinting, like those, images, titles and words get locked into the indexing part of the brain. I have seen this first
hand with friends and family members pushed into identifying unspeakable aspects of them selves. they often relate these new experiences to ones they
have had. this grants a certain amount of security, but its also partly necessary. The human ego is fragile and ideas or experiences that threaten
the ego (or appear to) must be indexed. The result could be a psychotic fugue unless a proper environment was established a priori.
While this behavior is typical it does help to weed out thinkers who can bridge these concepts and integrate them as their own opposed to others who
are content to prelabel and generalize.
Strangely enough, woman tend to be more open this way than men, as generalizations go. You can see a good example in Majestica's response. She
has attempted to step outside of the conditioned reflex to meet the new idea. Then she has taken it and internalized it and related it to a similar
experience. This shows a linear physiological growth pattern which is impressive for someone turning 30. (I mean that as a compliment since most
brain growth and intra-neural processing peaks around 23).
I myself am not far behind in age myself so I don't really qualify as from the "Matrix Generation" but I can appreciate the feelings it evoked
and imprinted in others. Personally, I thing the movie, "Say Anything" has had more do imprint my reality tunnel. oh well
the point of this post, aside from pretentious egoism, was ask ourselves if we are truly enjoying more than the crumbs of life, spiritual or
whatever. Are we "taking" what we need? I look around and see many people who appear comfortably in consumerism, they can identify the price of
everything and see everything by its attached price tag. I see others who don't.
I am of course questioning my own reality. Not so much as I approach 30, but as the dictates of my life change around this age. things like my
wife and her happiness, owning a home, having a garden, raising some children take on a greater degree of importance. In some ways the questions
about reality have become harder. When your 18 you're supposed to question everything around you, but at 28......
If you do labels can become attached. Labels like lunatic, crazy, troublemaker, peter pan syndrome, matrix fanatic
. These labels serve no purpose
but to comfort the giver.
On the other hand other labels appear like, father and husband, citizen or anarchist. These labels carry a harder burden for me now. Perhaps this
is the way and there can be no other. Perhaps not. I am finding integration to be the most difficult reality tunnel to enlarge right now.
These are the answers provided for now.