posted on Dec, 6 2012 @ 08:16 PM
Sigh*
(Here we go)
Good day to you all, or night, w/e time it is in your particular time zone... Im posting this thread to perhaps share this experience that has been
bugging me for a while, and im not quite sure what to make of it.
Now understand this isnt an experience i normally share because although i can honestly say i entertain the ideas of a lot of ...idk what you want to
call them...conspiracy theories, alternative news, Aliens, ghosts, demons ect...I've yet to really truly experience anything to solidify my beliefs.
Granted this story im about to share may seem odd, and ill more then likely experience a lot of negative feedback I'd appreciate if you'd all
respectively keep in mind that this isnt something i want to share...only that im curious if perhaps anyone else has experienced anything similar.
Anyway..moving on...perhaps a little background.
This all started about ...umm...roughly a year and a half ago? That was around the beginning of my interest in meditation and researching the
possibility of other dimensions and what not. I began meditating on a regular basis and came to the realization that I enjoyed doing so...and so with
that began to dabble in other forms of playing with ones own mind and consciousness..
As time progressed i came across the term "Astral Projection" and although i had read about it before, this was really the first time i did some
deep research. I was intrigued, how could i not be? With that i began attempting to astrally project almost every day. Took about 4-6 months before i
had my first experience, and what an experience it was! I wont get into that right now because its irrelevant.
Anyway, after the experiences began happening more and more often very strange things started going on.
I'll attempt to go over each one quickly except for the last one because thats the experience that still confuses me to this day.
The first experience i had i was doing my meditation in order to astrally project and opened my eyes to find myself floating perhaps a foot beneath my
ceiling, and the only sound i could hear was this mechanical ...growling?(only way i know how to explain it)
Fine. It scared the **** outta me and i probably didnt try again for at least 3 weeks.
Second experience i found myself stuck in sleep paralysis which is a normal occurance when ur messin with this stuff, but i was soon out of my body
again near the foot of my bed. I heard laughing, like...the laughter of a small child coming from across the room in front of me.
It was dark but i saw this small girl come skipping toward me asking me "if i wanted to play" and i freaked out and returned to my body because i
knew as soon as i did that she'd disappear. I returned, she was gone, it worked like i thought. Didnt astrally project for another 3 months after
that.
Please keep noted that the instances that im sharing with you are not the only experiences i've had, but the only ones where something that didnt
feel quite right happened.
Anyway moving on to the last experience...this whole "marked" idea.
I do believe in aliens, and i do believe there is a possibility for there to exists certain, spirits if you will or perhaps being not on our realm of
existence...yet this experience i cannot even really say what i "think" it may have been.
Moving on, one night i went through my meditations but was not successful in achieving a projection. This was about roughly 6 months ago perhaps a bit
longer. Around 3 am i was awoken by the most peculiar feeling. It wasnt a good feeling either, but felt as though i had some random surge of energy
coursing through my body, or maybe like i was being electrocuted in a way...im sorry i dont really know how to explain it, all i can say is it wasnt
enjoyable. I woke up but still had my eyes closed and just kind of assumed it was me dreaming.
Problem is i then opened my eyes to see standing to my left side, kind of hunched over me, some odd creature not of this earth...or...plane of
existence or idk.
Anyway, believe it or not it looked kind of like what ppl would refer to as a sterotypical grey alien only much taller.
At first i told myself, ok, your dreaming, this is just some hallucination and your stuck in another sleep paralysis episode, because yes indeed i
could not move.
So i closed my eyes and waited for it to disappear...problem was it didnt. About a min or two later i opened my eyes again and its face was literally
perhaps 5 inches away from mine...it was just staring at me. I could see my reflection in its eyes, i could see it had a leathery kinda feel to its
skin, and how it just sat there blinking those big eyes at me.
At this point im freaking out, unsure of what to do, confused and still thinking i must be dreaming.
I attempted to try to say something to it but i felt like i was completely messed up from whatever that feeling was that i had experienced a few
moments earlier, the energy or electrical shock or w/e it was.
I attempted to speak but i felt drugged almost, my words were slurring and i couldnt get my mouth to make the shapes i wanted in order to say what i
needed to say. I managed to get something out something along the lines of...and yes this will mostly sound ridiculous just understand i was not in
the right frame of mind and as i said i felt as if i was not in the least bit sober for some reason, as if my brain wasnt functioning properly.
Anyway i said something along the lines of, "Are you of love or hate?"
Only thing i could get out..not sure why..but thats what happened..
It turned its head to me and just looked at me for a moment and then started responding...problem was i couldnt understand what it was saying. Its
lips moved (although it didnt really have lips) and sounds came out of its mouth..but it just sounded like a bunch of clicking and random frequencies.
It was at that point that i actually heard a voice in my head, like..telepathically...and it was in english...
And it responded with something along the lines of "Do not assume of what you've no understanding"
Ok? da hell that suppose to mean? idk, dont ask me. All i know is after it said that i saw it move its arm to my left side again and i was instantly
feeling zapped again...or electrocuted..mehh
So now im thinking...ok...this thing is here to hurt me, its obviously not friendly yatta yatta yatta.
So im scared and im just keepin my mouth closed because i do not wanna feel that crap again, watever it was. this beings still going about its
business and after a while i attempted to say something to it again, this was simply "Can i just ask you a question?"
To which it responded, telepathically, a resounding "NO"
which was followed by another zap...
after that last one i felt like i must have passed out bcause i opened my eyes and it was gone. I could move..
However i was under the impression at this point in time that my house was being invaded by odd beings so i grabbed the nearest weapon i could find ,
a bat. (not sure how effective that would have been) I then searched the house. Nothing.
Two days later i go to the gym, as im gettin changed my buddy points to my side and goes,
"hey bro, why does it look like something burned you, or bit you? what is that?"
I didnt think much of it at the time but later that night after my shower i saw it in the mirror for the first time, about a 3-4 inch circle on my
side and i'd say its pretty close to perfectly round.
Its been here for 7 months now..