posted on Oct, 31 2012 @ 03:11 AM
On Monday, the night of hurricane Sandy, I went to bed and simply could not sleep. It took me longer than usual to fall asleep..and once I did, my
visions were anything but pretty.
I can vividly remember about 10 dreams (more like nightmares). Two of those were of my boyfriend dying (yes, two separate dreams) and another was of
me screaming at myself. The self I saw was crying hysterically at the things I was screaming to myself. I remember screaming that I hadn't done my
duty. That I failed. I had a dream where I was outside and my family came rushing to me and I could see a HUGE fire approaching them; I knew we'd all
die. I tried reaching for them but the flames had engulfed them. I jumped to another dream where I was in a bathroom and there were lots of women in a
panic. There was lots of noise, hollering, rustling of purses and whispers. The tiled walls made it unbearable for me but I couldn't escape, no
matter what. I remember trees falling, more death, more crying.
I woke up three times crying hysterically, from the pit of my soul. I've NEVER cried like that before in my life. I couldn't catch my breath. All I
could feel was pain and sorrow and a horrifying feeling of doom.
Did anything like this happen to you at all? I don't know what to make of it since I hardly ever have nightmares and I've never woken up from a
dream crying as uncontrollably as I did that night. I've been thinking about it day and night and it's really got me thinking if there's meaning
behind it or not.