The Floating Cat Head...Is it Associated with Abduction or possesion?

I was in the third grade. It was a very rough time in my life. I had now been in foster care since I was four years old and I am now at a crossroads in my life. I had been in and out of many Psychiatric Behavior Institutes and Mental Institutions. I had a visit with my mother for what I thought would be the last time I saw her. I did not know if I would ever see any of my many siblings again. I had blackouts in school that shunned me from my peers. Life was hard to the point that I spent all of my days for months looking for four leaf clovers hoping to find some much needed luck. I was finally put up for adoption and my adopted mother was pregnant with my brother at the time due any day. I agreed to the adoption in the hope that I would never have to leave and I could make some sort of life long connection with someone my own age. A very advanced mind for such a small child, but I had been through so much at this point.


During the adoption process, I would get tucked in bed at night and almost immediately see a floating cat head above my adopted brothers bed and the sight for some reason would make me fall asleep within seconds of seeing it.

I would wake up sometime in the night screaming.

As a punishment for waking up the whole house I was grounded to my room until I stopped having the night terrors. They lasted two months.

I had to also write down my night terrors. For some reason I lied and said that I was being abducted by aliens and taken to florida every night. Why I do not know.

To catch up I got kicked out at 15 after I had my first concert with my band. 400 people showed up. My guitar teacher, my adopted dad and none of my "FAMILY" showed up. I had to walk 5 hours home with an amp, an acoustic guitar and an electric guitar. I got home and went rock star on my room. Got kicked out and put in jail for three months. Nothing got destroyed I just threw it everywhere. I was put back in foster care and had to live with 70 black guys and one white guy for the next 3 1/2 years. Being the only white kid pretty much. I got into 2-5 fights a day. I got ran over by a state worker while in state care and had to be put on the disability list. Guess what they talked me into calling the law off. So I had no proof of what happened other than a trucked up knee and back.

So know I am disabled and the government wont give me enough money to take care of my self so I sent out to find my birth mother and have here take care of me. I have since became very successful Gold prospecting and counting cards, but the damage is done and I cant find love.


So you got what could be the cause of the night terrors, the night terrors themselves, and some of my life before and after the event.

Just need to vent dont go authoritative and delete because it is poorly structured. My words are just as important as anybody elses.

Did you fall down a rabbit hole?






sorry i couldnt resist
please dont take offence its merely a bit of fun.
If i knew what the floating cat head meant i would gladly help you out


the government dont care about disabled, handicapped etc
they would rather you passed on to the next life so they dont have to pay for anything.
i know that sounds harsh but its the truth!

Some suspected abductees report animals as screen memories. Deer, owls, rabbits and so on. Your cat head could apply.

Be careful sharing too much of your personal feelings here.
Most of ATS is pretty open minded but there are a few who might decide to amuse themselves at the expense of another's experiences or feelings.

This is assuming you are genuine. The troll hunters here are as sharp as they come.

Some day, none of those memories will mean anything to you. Lord knows what the cat head meant, but you were going through a tremendously rough patch.

Now to move forward, there are many ways you can get finacial help that you may not be aware of. If you get your finances in order, you will be able to concentrate more on yourself. You can even get free veterinary services, so a companion pet would be possible!

Just to start, if you go to a methodist church they will give you food on a regular basis. You do not need to even be religious to get it. The lions club provides wonderful bags of groceries (a true feast!) as a treat during the holidays. And there is soo much more! There are also various utility services that are discounted for those in need. There are also rent assistance programs. Much of this is dependant upon where you live. You will be amazed at what all is out there in the form of charity! You are a true case of someone who deserves it to make your life more comfortable!

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Thank you. My finances are now fine. I have gold dust, money, free rooms and food and resort quality service in every major casino city in the country and a few out of country, I have a 5$ and 25$ chip from every casino I have played at. My life started after I stopped my meds.

I breed dogs while I was living with my adopted mother. From the time I was 6 to 15 I had 2 female dogs putting out every year. I had more than $50,000 saved before I got kicked out when I was 15. That money disappeared when I got kicked out. I was going to buy a piece of land, trailer and a Truck when I was 18 if I stayed so I could take care of myself and save for a home. But spit happens. huh.

As for the food, even though I don't need to do it, I grow my own vegies and buy my fruit from farms in my state. I kill my own meat with head snares. Anything from rabbit to squirrel to deer.

Thank you for your kind words the only thing I have left to find is love. I am not as depressed as you might think. I took a little too much hits off the peace pipe and this is what happens. lol

Again thank you for you kind words.

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Oh btw. Love the cat head in your avatar. haha.

Take her easy man. And you can think a MC for my survival skills. Kinda weird huh.

Originally posted by ringlejames
reply to post by elouina

 

Oh btw. Love the cat head in your avatar. haha.

Take her easy man. And you can think a MC for my survival skills. Kinda weird huh.

Oh the cat head, how appropriate. MC cats improve lives. They are sooo awesome! Did you know that they are empathic? It is nice to have a pet as in tune with you as you are with them.

It breaks my heart to hear that you had such a difficult childhood. I love my children so much that I just cannot imagine letting them go, or doing anything to have them taken from me. So sorry you had to go through all that!

I can certainly understand your quest for love now. I hope that you have someone close who can at least be supportive.

The cat's head is pretty interesting I think. Did it make you feel anything, besides tired? Were you comforted or afraid? Did it look solid or translucent? Did it look like a typical real domestic cat, or was it different in some way? I am really curious. Curiouser and curiouser.

Stumbled on your thread and thought an experience I had as a child would be relevant. This happened to me before the age of 5, so probably when I was 4.

One night I was sitting in my parents bed. My mom was in the shower and I was just waiting there before sleep. My dad wasn't in the room. Above the dresser I saw two huge cat-like eyes come out of nowhere staring at me. I freaked out and hid my head under the covers, came back out later and they were gone. I remember this vividly.

My mom and cousin both claim to hear stuff in the house. Swear the house was haunted and you could hear footsteps when no one else was there. I don't remember that but I do remember the experience with the eyes.

As for if it could be linked with abduction I think that could be possible. I have also had many dreams throughout my life that have abduction "signs". Floating, weird entities, talking to alien beings in dreams, being on a ship, being on a bed/table surrounded by beings etc. Contact through dreams or overactive imagination putting together subconscious thoughts? Who knows.

Originally posted by Niecedenise
It breaks my heart to hear that you had such a difficult childhood. I love my children so much that I just cannot imagine letting them go, or doing anything to have them taken from me. So sorry you had to go through all that!

I can certainly understand your quest for love now. I hope that you have someone close who can at least be supportive.

The cat's head is pretty interesting I think. Did it make you feel anything, besides tired? Were you comforted or afraid? Did it look solid or translucent? Did it look like a typical real domestic cat, or was it different in some way? I am really curious. Curiouser and curiouser.

That was just what I felt comfortable posting. It was 10x worse. Thank you for you kind words. Dont know why but I feel like posting that my adopted mother and father were incapable of love. Always had her kids and the foster kids in the house. So pretty much always 10 kids in the house during my 10 year stay. House was always spotless. She always had 20+ dogs to take care of and clean up after. Always had doctors appointments to take the new kids to plus their therapy. So all of that there was no quality time to spend with "her kids and love them like a loving mother should. She was incapable of love yet she thinks she has more than anybody else what with all the kids she takes care of. HAHA.

But anyways when I would see the cats face, which was an Abyssinian cat, I would get scared say oh no, or not again. Then I would immediately fall asleep in less than 3 seconds. It looked translucent and had a yellow glow to it or around it.

The only thing I ever remember from the night terrors was despair, no hope, no happiness, just evil. Like breath taking make me wake up screaming fear. Terror to say the least. I also remember, from one, remember I was going through the adoption process was seeing my soon to be adopted grandmothers head getting rolled over by a huge cylindrical thing with spikes on its surface.

Why I told my "adopted" mother that aliens were taking us to florida, I never know.

And no I really dont have anybody. I have contact with my biological family but that is just it. The occasional awkward conversation.

The only thing I have is money and sadness. Alone.

How big would you say the cat's head was? This is really interesting.

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Are you saying size matters with floating cat heads!! I would freak out no matter the size

In a lot of hidden Illuminati images they seem to show that body-less heads are associated with/symbolize possessions (sort of like in my avatar), but real life floating heads, and a cat's head at that, I've never come across before. In this matrix though, anything is possible.

so weird to read this.

When I was probably in the first or 2nd grade I still have a memory of seeing this giant cat head outside my bedroom window and it scared the daylights out of me and I hid under my covers and for some reason I thought it ( or something) did something to my feet that night and it hurt. After that and for the last 20+ years, I always need to have my feet covered when I sleep at night. Its almost like I'm afraid some alien is going to come in an inject something into my feet.

I have always thought it was just probably something I got scared of because I saw something on tv and the cat head was just an odd dream. Weird that others have seen something like that.

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I will not let my toes hang off the bed. Two people I know , one being my mother, swear when they were lying in bed there was someone grabbing their big toe . I know it is a silly fear, , but I do not want to meet a toe grabber! LOL

To OP.: In a sense we are all each of us alone and interacting with others.
Some of us have family, some do not . Friends can be closer than family. You have to reach out to people and take chances. It can be hard if your not used to socilaizing , but that can be overcome one step at a time. Find something that interests you, and meet other people with the same intersts. Old advice, but good advide, and least the people you meet will have conversation on seomthing you have in common.

As far as the cat do not know. When I was a kid, I saw a hand under my bed that was not attached to a body, at the same time there was the sound of a train. I was awake and never forgot that.

Originally posted by RUFFREADY
reply to post by Niecedenise

 

Are you saying size matters with floating cat heads!! I would freak out no matter the size

Haha! Yeah, I have to agree that size would make little difference.

I am only asking because I wonder how it might compare to something that I saw as a kid.

Originally posted by amatrine
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I will not let my toes hang off the bed. Two people I know , one being my mother, swear when they were lying in bed there was someone grabbing their big toe . I know it is a silly fear, , but I do not want to meet a toe grabber! LOL

To OP.: In a sense we are all each of us alone and interacting with others.
Some of us have family, some do not . Friends can be closer than family. You have to reach out to people and take chances. It can be hard if your not used to socilaizing , but that can be overcome one step at a time. Find something that interests you, and meet other people with the same intersts. Old advice, but good advide, and least the people you meet will have conversation on seomthing you have in common.

As far as the cat do not know. When I was a kid, I saw a hand under my bed that was not attached to a body, at the same time there was the sound of a train. I was awake and never forgot that.

Wow, that's a creepy experience! I wonder if you could find out whether there used to be train tracks in that place, or maybe even an accident?

I think, the fear of having certain body parts exposed at night is very normal. I saw a lot of creepy things at night as a kid. But, I really don't like my feet exposed because my mom told me that when she was a girl, a mouse ran up her pajama-pant let while she was sleeping! Haven't seen any mice about, but always think of it when a foot is out in the dark! lol

OP, you have had it harder than many around here. I wouldn't dwell on abduction or possession
question. They will only have you chasing your tail.IMHO.

I have had alot of pain in my past. When I realized I needed to put duct tape over the memories in my rear view mirror my life changed for the better. Negativity diminished and I let go of the piece of me that needed to go. You are not who you were. You are who you want to be.

You are doing awesome to go through so much and carry on without despairing.

well this is all messed up, i wouldnt know where to start, ive been researching alot of this lately, annunaki and whatnot, i always thought it was a trick in my head or something, except it happened too often and i didnt know what it was i was only about 4, but after wtaching paranormal whatever movie happened in Juno alaska, i believe there was a part where there was animal face in the window. Anyways, i think it was an owl in the movie,m but when i was a kid, at my parents place and my grandmothers place i would see two cat faces circling around each other, looked like a persian cus we had one before, just like a siloutte, it scared me a bit not a whole lot tho, man this # is crazy, and since i knew i was a kid i knew there was something different and felt alone. My girlfriend told me a number of times she heard me speaking a different language in my sleep in a different voice, kinds of scares her i keep asking her to try get some documentation but we dont know when its happens as its not too often. So just recently, i find out im RH Negative, and had never heard of it before. It seemed to have answer a question, but i have so many more now. This is all for real people, i have no reason to lie about this, its awakening time, and i cant wait to meet the rest of you. (oh and my girlfriend and two kids are RH Negative, they say we attract to our own kind anyways) not to mention my mother, my sisters and grandfather are as well. My grandfather has paranormal experiences we all do, i can tell people inside out and almost predict things, i have grade 9 high school but am more intelligent then most people i know..i always knew there was something, and there is. Dont be scared, we may not be home but were not alone