posted on Oct, 15 2004 @ 07:38 PM
This happened a year ago but reading this board reminded me of the experience...
I was put on a small prescription of Percocet last year for a kidney stone. Now, for those of you who don't know Percocet is an opiate pain
killer...in the same class of drugs as Vicodin (which I've also been on - VERY pleasant drug but not nearly as powerful).
But I had weird & scary experiences on this drug THREE NIGHTS in a row...scary enough that I cut my prescription short. Scary enough that on my 3rd
and last night of taking it, I was afraid to even go to sleep.
Each experience was very similar...I'd lay down to go to sleep. And at some point after laying down in my dark room...I wouldn't fall asleep, but
my mind would drift into a subconscious state (hard to explain). But I DEFINITELY wasn't asleep. During this state, I started seeing weird and
dizzying visuals behind my closed eyes...I have seen visuals with my eyes closed when NOT on any drugs but these were much more powerful. Shortly
later, I became VERY dizzy and felt like I no longer had control of my body or mind...but I was NOT asleep. This was very scary...I had experienced
what I believe to be OOBE's as a young child (7 or 8) and these were VERY similar. Although I had no moment of reckoning under Percocet where I was
able to look down at my body in bed. But I was overtaken by extreme light-headedness, dizziness, a constant feeling like I was leaving my body...and
a feeling of zero gravity such as what one gets on a drop on a rollercoaster. I was TERRIFIED yet I could not stop. I had NO CONTROL whatsoever over
this...I couldn't open my eyes...couldn't snap myself out of this. Shortly after I lost consciousness...or fell asleep, honestly I don't even know
which is a more appropriate description. Keep in mind - this very thing happened THREE NIGHTS in a row. While asleep, i was haunted by terrifying
nightmares...but even in the midst of these I slept VERY soundly. But these were the most vivid and terrifying nightmares I've ever had in my life.
And each night, I'd wake up sometime probably 5 or 6 hours after falling asleep....still in the dead of night.
And upon awakening, each night, I experienced sleep paralysis (something I have experienced before, while NOT drugged up). But it was particularly
terrifying...I was back in the subconscious, but awake state that I had been in while trying to go to sleep earlier. I had what I perceived to be
FULL sensory awareness, but I was completely paralyzed. And each time, this otherworldly green glowing light overtook my room...and I had the strong
sense of an evil presence lurking over my bed, yet I could not move a single muscle in my body. Completely terrifying. After what I perceived to be
about 2 minutes...I snapped out of paralysis...but my vision was still NOT normal...the green glowing light had left but my vision was extremely
fuzzy...kind of like looking at a TV screen with "snow" during bad reception. I'd go back to sleep at this point...and experience more vivid
nightmares...and wake up in the morning in a relatively normal state.
Each of my three experiences were virtually indistinguishable from each other, and equally terrifying (actually progressively more terrifying since I
knew what was going to happen, yet had no control & no realization that it was "just the drugs" while it was happening).
Now, some might dismiss this as simply a drugged experience...but I have to wonder, perhaps whatever area of the brain this drug shuts off interferes
with our ability to perceive other dimensions...so maybe Percocet simply shut off this part of my brain and allowed me to experience other, terrifying
dimensions or planes of the spiritual world. I was actually very depressed before and while going on this drug, a lot of bad sh1t was happening in my
life and I felt kind of "haunted". Perhaps this explains why I would visit such a terrifying spiritual world. Which makes me wonder, if I take
Percocet again while in a better mindset...maybe I'd visit, or be visited by wonderful dreams...
Anyone experience anything like this? I think maybe these drugs are somewhat of a portal to the spiritual world...and don't merely create
differences in the brain's electrochemical reactions.