Matrix Agents are infiltrating our vibrational consciousness to stop Ascencion.

I will start by giving you a run down of my day, rarely do I leave the safety of what I like to refer to as the Crab Cave. This is my 5th dimensional way station, as I await Portal Ascension, between now and December 21st when it closes. I, with regards to my own personal opinion believe that we are being targeted with Negative Energy Agents operating with designed programming to corrupt our Endochrine and Symbiotic systems. Using the base force of the 6th Behavioural forces. It just seems that after today, one to many individuals? have stopped, stared and bonded to me with an interest that belies sustainibility. I feel that they are trying to manipulate and corrupt my Morphic field, by implanting corrupt files within conscious thought. The thought police? How much do we really know what these 4th dimensional entities are capable of? I lost my son to suicide? Coming up to 3 years on November 5th. Rarely to I feel unsettled, they always come at me when Iam alone. Anyone else feeling this?

Yes, and do not even play up to them if you even try to engage with it, it will only worsen. Ignore them..you know which thoughts are yours and you know that you are good. The more you remember this the less hold they will have.

reply to post by omega man


I honestly don't understand a word what you're writing about, but I'm very sorry for the loss of your son. Have you tried getting any counseling for your grief? Joan Didion's book The Year of Magical Thinking was a great help to me after my grandfather passed away.

I should have written more, so that what iam trying to convey is more understandable. I have a Masonic family, with lodges named after individual family members. I have been subjected to 4th dimensional attacks from an early age. My family hate me, Iam not one of them. I have done nothing to warrant this exclusion. I suppose I was the wrong blood type or would not assimilate. My twin brother looks nothing like me, and my older brother is now a woman.. This link might help explain where Iam coming from.www.bibliotecapleyades.net...

reply to post by omega man


I read through some of that article and I think I have come to understand what you are trying to say.
Yes I have noticed it. I have made hints about this in other posts. I have pretty much given in for any chance of an easy life. This started back oh 6-7 years ago.

Now I just drink and stay within the edges of "accepted" thought patterns. I guess I'm weak for now. I was on a path to enlightenment, by coincidence. Once I realized what I was doing I pursued it. Then came the sleepless nights, "demons," chance encounters, negative influences.

Once I stopped this path, which I don't even remember doing any more, I was safe again.

I fully agree that these forces exist. I often refer to it as demonic, but it is just one framework to work within. Just a word that is. I have not found a way to go after enlightenment even with protection that does not draw in the saboteurs and "downers."

We ARE in the Matrix.

So, whatever it is you are trying to do,
do it with care.
For now I live in between worlds.
I cannot accept this one, but I cannot break free either for fear I will lose my ability to survive in this one at all.

Talking about these things on a forum they (lol they, who's that?) will know... I prefer not to talk about this...

Originally posted by Dustytoad
reply to post by omega man

 

I read through some of that article and I think I have come to understand what you are trying to say.
Yes I have noticed it. I have made hints about this in other posts. I have pretty much given in for any chance of an easy life. This started back oh 6-7 years ago.

Now I just drink and stay within the edges of "accepted" thought patterns. I guess I'm weak for now. I was on a path to enlightenment, by coincidence. Once I realized what I was doing I pursued it. Then came the sleepless nights, "demons," chance encounters, negative influences.

Once I stopped this path, which I don't even remember doing any more, I was safe again.

I fully agree that these forces exist. I often refer to it as demonic, but it is just one framework to work within. Just a word that is. I have not found a way to go after enlightenment even with protection that does not draw in the saboteurs and "downers."

We ARE in the Matrix.

So, whatever it is you are trying to do,
do it with care.
For now I live in between worlds.
I cannot accept this one, but I cannot break free either for fear I will lose my ability to survive in this one at all.

Talking about these things on a forum they (lol they, who's that?) will know... I prefer not to talk about this...

edit on 7/12/2012 by Dustytoad because: (no reason given)

The Thought Police!!!!!!!!!

Thankyou, it is so hard.

Originally posted by scottbob
Yes, and do not even play up to them if you even try to engage with it, it will only worsen. Ignore them..you know which thoughts are yours and you know that you are good. The more you remember this the less hold they will have.

Thankyou scotbob, I really needed this brother. Iam trying to centre.

Wait.

Is this thread for real?

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Welcome to the real world. Deceivers and the greedy who want things without having to work for them are the ones who steal our energy. These people run the world today. Matrix agents aren't necessary for this to occur. Awareness of what is actually happening is what we need to keep our sanity through this. Keep your morals strong and don't get into bed with the deceivers. They want something to use against you so you can't challenge their ways. They feel better if they create others like themselves to justify their deceit and greed. They want deceit and greed to be the norm.

A couple of things from that paper you linked to.

When you are doing something the Matrix finds threatening, ZEAs are assigned to you, often appearing synchronistically in your life...

In dealing with Matrix agents, you must stand up for yourself and be so emotionally centered (and aware of the facts) that you cannot be kicked down or manipulated. Any actions you take should be toward the eventual spiritual evolution of all involved, and should not be based on the ego-attached and Primal criteria of pleasure versus pain. If you think of such agents as mere characters in an educational video game, then you can keep from getting too wrapped up in their shocks.

It was an interesting read, helped me realise a few things I have lost. As for my thoughts, not as bad as they have been. The respect of free will still appears somewhat in order, yet the chipping away at the fabric that constitutes it is up for grabs in the natural selection.

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Yep

Originally posted by rickymouse
reply to post by omega man

 

Welcome to the real world. Deceivers and the greedy who want things without having to work for them are the ones who steal our energy. These people run the world today. Matrix agents aren't necessary for this to occur. Awareness of what is actually happening is what we need to keep our sanity through this. Keep your morals strong and don't get into bed with the deceivers. They want something to use against you so you can't challenge their ways. They feel better if they create others like themselves to justify their deceit and greed. They want deceit and greed to be the norm.

"Real World"? or illusionary paradigm? The reality that one manifests through thought, will be the bricks and mortar that holds the solidity of the allusion. There is no spoon.

Originally posted by xEphon
Wait.

Is this thread for real?

Define real???

I find this thread relevant to my interests. I only have this to add.

"Oh what a tangled web we weave, when first we practice to deceive." Is not only an admonition, but also instruction. It all depends on who you are listening to.

Originally posted by Toromos
reply to post by omega man

 

I honestly don't understand a word what you're writing about, but I'm very sorry for the loss of your son. Have you tried getting any counseling for your grief? Joan Didion's book The Year of Magical Thinking was a great help to me after my grandfather passed away.

GREAT AVATAR! Camus is the man!

Bump. Very good thread. And yes, there are agents that try to keep people in their pens or from waking up, being too empowered, even a tad too positive, or approaching their soul abilities.

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Really now, can't you come up with a more realistic question?

No such thing as Ascension.

reply to post by MrUncreated


Define your definition of ascension and why you think there is no such thing. I use it as a synonym for what does take place, PROGRESSION, soul increase with growth, like my friends grandson said when he woke up briefly and remembered who he was at 16, saying earth was a nonstop testing ground, cycle after cycle, and that he had family that checked on him from time to time and he was grateful. He said he was here for what amounted to his consciousness increasing hundreds of thousands of times what it currently is.

That is what Love is all about. That is what Christ said "those who have more, more will be given, those who have less, even the little they have will be taken from them" and ET_MAN spoke of alot.

I alos had a vision in meditaiton of the ascension, the upgrade, in the twinkling of an eye for my family.

So, opinions don't matter as much as waiting for the real mckoy, the end of this hellzone. In or out of body.