posted on Sep, 29 2004 @ 12:00 PM
For the past few years I have felt myself becoming very different then everyone else. I'm 18, I have a girlfriend who I have been best friends with
for 8 years and I plan on marrying her. I have one best friend other then her and thats about it. I tend to keep to myself a lot and my girlfriend
thinks I am anti-social but I just feel so different then all these other people. The funny thing is this isn't how I used to be but I felt myself
growing a lot my senoir year in highschool. And now I go to a junior college. I took a personality/career test at my school the other day for an
assignment. The results came in and it said I was an INFJ. It also said that I was like 1% of the entire population. Haha this just added to my
whole "i'm different" perspective. The test said I am extremely psychic and I have the ESP ability. I took one of mod's advice and checked out
paranormal.about.com... . What I read was that the only way to strengthen your ability was to practice. For example
when the phone rings, try to think who it is before you pick it up. The funny thing is, I do this all the time. The other example was trying to
decipher a person's mood and tell whether they are happy or sad. This example is what I ALWAYS do for some reason. In my personality test thing I
took it said I have a high ability to see through people and see what they are truly feeling. This struck me because I do have that ability at times
with my friends and my girlfriend. I thought it was just my girlfriend because I have known her for so long but it has been happening with countless
people. I found myself doing this to one of my professors yesterday. If I do possibly have the ability...and I want to strengthen it.... what else
could I do? I've always thought of this stuff as kind of a joke but I am willing to take it seriously if this is just who I am and I haven't
realized it yet.