Introduction and question

Hello fellow ATSers,

I am Calnorak. I have a birth name, but I won't be posting that.

The name Calnorak was given to me telepathically when I was really young (I don't remember the age or year), It was pre internet (for me, sometime in the 80's) Anyone else had that experience, been given a name telepathically? I have not had any communication with what ever told me that name since then and am not sure why, but I know deep down this is my identity.

I can't prove this to anyone and I won't even try.

Further on with the introduction. I am a father and a husband and work for a major online retailer. (I won't say as I try to keep as much personally identifiable info as I can for safety(paranoia?) reasons).

I like a good conspiracy, sometimes if it sounds good I don't even try to poke holes in it. (this doesn't mean I necessarily believe it 100%, it just means its a good story and I like it, like the Ancient Alien Theory).

I can say I haven't seen an et/ebe and remember it, although I did see an object when I was younger.

Mid 80's, Yelm, WA. (Nisqually Pines) Saw a light move from right outside the window out for a bit. I can describe the light like one of those spotlights except it went straight down. This giant object (I think it was metal, I saw lines like parts were fitted together) slowly moved away from the trailer towards the back, then stopped (don't remember the distance but it was almost to the end of the half acre lot we had) Once it stopped my mind thought of the helicopters and f-whatever jets that flew by, this was not one of those and it was silent. At this point I had sheer terror feel through me and I pushed my bed away from the wall and pulled the mattress over and held the kittens we had. It was night time when the thing came over, also as an adult I know I could throw a rock at it, it was that close (like just over the trees). I remember it felt like about an hour then all of a sudden it was day time and my dad was getting ready for work.

What was really odd was that I didn't remember remembering this till recently. In fact I had seen many ufo/alien vids and they didn't phase me, then one just triggered the memory and certain pics of grays give me the creeps/ I feel the terror sometimes.

Beyond that, I love the zombie survivalist thread that started back in like 06 and people keeping it undead

I am a person that is working towards becoming as self sufficient as possible. I am currently working on building up the SHTF/Zombie apocalypse scenario and hope it isn't too soon (the SHTF, I seriously doubt the Zday will happen, but man is it a fun subject .

Since finding this gem of a site (recently anyways, Ive stumbled here before) Ive been lurking. It is my newest habit

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Nice intro !!

Welcome to ATS Calnorak !

I was once told that my soul has a name. And I also have memories that resurfaced. You will find that there are many on this site...

I hope you will have fun & enjoy !!

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Thanks! yeah I am trying to find meaning (aren't we all )

Perhaps being told my name is my souls name and because it has an identity, it is something that I should cherish and nurture?

Don't know, but Google will be giving me more service for those thoughts.

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Welcome, calnorak. I love you protected what could not protect itself. I always love that. May you find something to fulfill you along your path here. Our souls, you asked about that. Mine is searching for it's belonging

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Thanks for replying. I hope you find what you are looking for.

One thing that saddens me is that my son is allergic to both cats and dogs no kittens or puppies. We do have chickens though and they seem like cats. You know only letting you hold them when they want, follow you around, beg for food our bug population has dwindled thankfully

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I will admit the kittens weren't being held for me to protect them, they brought me comfort. I loved them and held them and apparently fell asleep.

Though as I look back, i have a sneaking suspicion that something else happened.

Welcome to ATS!

I guess if you have had experiences from previous lifetimes you might also have seen something from heaven and know your real name up there. I can´t say for sure I know my name up there.


I want to recommend you to read the book Zhuan Falun in my signature link below, it deals with the Universe, other dimensions, meditation, supernormal powers, how to become a good person etc etc. And the book is free of charge and 100 million people read it in a few years before the communists banned Falun Dafa - a cultivation practice of mind and body which is free of charge..

In fact I believe to be self sufficient in the future it will all come down to the level of your ethics and morality. Good people will be protected - always - from the beings in other dimensions. Whatever you do and think will be recorded in another dimension, so please let´s think good thoughts and do good things at all times. One lifetime is nothing in the long history of the cosmos.

Just my two cents at my level of understanding.

/Truthfulness-Compassion-Forbearance is good, Falun Dafa is good

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Thanks, I'm going to check out the book.