posted on Apr, 10 2003 @ 08:29 PM
my greatest inspiration was my 'brother' ricky. he wasn't really my brother but he was like that, he my mentor and taught me a lot about the world,
ever since i was small. he killed himslef two years ago, but he always told me to never forget what you're goal is. "know the world only as you see
it and think about others than yourself, cos in the end it's them who matter, not you. " i went through so much in the last five years, and there's
been a lot of pain, but i've accepted it. loss is something we all must face. unfortunately, he wasn't strong enough to take it anymore. 23 is way
too young to die. friends and family are all ya got, and while you may not like them at times, or a lot as in my case, you have to think of what
they'll feel if you do something rash.