Dream log, Possible tests for ascension.

First I'll tell you about when I got a fever when I was young and I stayed home playing a rented game that game was super metroid on super nintendo. I eventualy was hospitalized my fever was so high rectal insertion of a pill was neccisary luckily for me a girl nurse applied it, and my jewish step father did his best to warn me what was about to happen before it did. He also recommended I drink OJ while I was sick which was bad advice but I like to follow iteven today when times are rough.

Sleep Paralysis experience one. I was on the verge of nineteen Far from home, going to highschool for the fifth year and working at a warehouse at the same time. I was in Phoenix I was resting before highschool I had to be up in an hour and my internal clock is good realy good. Sleep paralysis took me while I laid on the couch, I submitted and soon I was throwing colors at my eyelids. Then my phone rings and wakes me it was my step cousin Jewish checkin in on me I told him what I experienced and he laughed and told me to take it easy.

Sleep paralysis experience 2 I'm a bag man I love the movie way of the gun I'm in my mother's car we're traveling around looking for dirty clothes to clean I fall asleep inside the care, I open my eyes in my dream I can feel the centrifical force of the car move me about my ears like every time this hapens feels a huge gust of wind this is me thinking that my ears are closing readying for sleep. The sun is very red I can look out the car but I can't move. I can hear the song on the radio but I cant reach out to change it. eventualy I wake up the surroundings are perfect in relation to my dream but the sun is a normal color.

Test of Ascension last night sleep paralysis number 3
I shall show my psychiatrist this post in 2 months when I see him next I have just started Saraquil, a sleep aid psychotropic. I'm falling asleep, my body shakes and I can feel something on my back it speaks to me meanly and says This is wahat you want you love it. My ears make that familliar gush of wind in my ears to let me know the outside sound is being blocked out. I can't move this thing has me gripped, I try to groan out but I can't I almost submit untill I feel my body lifting I can look around I see my bed the room I sleep in perfectly I'm rising I'm going higher. I focus on the feeling on my posterior and it frightens me. I fight, I scream only god can enter me. I fall back on the bed. I'm no longer afraid. I manifest a big dog to wrestle and press my palms agaisnt it jaws both sides and try to break it's face while I wrap my legs around it. I cant see the dog but I can feel it's teeth and almost see it's face it looks like a pitbull doberman mix but remember I cant see it it's nearly invisible. Finnaly I give up trying to break it's face and move on I walk out and see two of my family members as I try to pass them to go outside I suddenly wake up exhausted but too pumped to go back to sleep. The next time this happens I will submit and seek out others experiencing sleep paralysis at the same time.

I wouldn't wait two months. Go to your Psychiatrist now... Are you on this new med because of hearing the mean voices?

reply to post by gwynnhwyfar


Who cares, I want it to happen again, this time I'm ready. Tottaly ready, Submit to my dreams and then take control of them. This is the best lucid dream I ever had. No I'm on meds because I had my friends call the cops on me I'm not insane which is the cry of an insane person but my freakouts result in no one else being hurt and no property being destroyed. So I'm not insane because I have no reason to use my sickness in a legal manner.

I might schedule to see him tommorow by stopping in and scheduling an appointment. This is my last try on medication I was just switched from Geodon to saraquil Geodon tottaly sucked dude. But what matters to me is curing my insomnia. So Yeah I'll schedule an appointment but im feeling great almost manic.

I've experienced sleep paralysis many times. One of the most recent times was a few weeks ago when I "woke up" but was still lying in bed unable to really open my eyes or move, it was then i became aware of a weight feeling of 150+ lbs feeling as though it were sitting on my chest. As i subconsciously wrestled to physically awake I was able to get my hands up near my chest and remember sitting straight up and throwing my arms forward while finally opening my eyes as if to hurl this "entity?" across the room. I'm perfectly healthy so i know it wasn't medically related in any way. And as I've stated I've had many sleep paralysis episodes but that is definitely one that I will never forget.

reply to post by Arekoteya


I have had sleep paralysis too.. I don't think there's any problem with that - it's the mean voice that OP heard that worries me, esp because of the new med. I'm concerned the OP may be having a bad time with this med as voices saying mean things to you is kindof a red flag for certain mental illnesses.

i would definitely at least mention it to the Doc.

reply to post by Arekoteya


When I was in phoenix I remained calm and was able to move quickly but chose not to all the weight left me so fast, that the all I wanted was for this feeling to continue heres what I recommend for you to do.

Stay Calm, don't physically fight it let it wash over you untill the weight subsides focus on breathing and then start to expirement tolerate it because you know its not an outside force its you, if it is an outside force like a demon or something who cares let the demon get tired before you do and then boom take charge of your own dream and do whatever you want. Thats what I will do and when I do I will look for you if you gimme permission, im tottaly serious this might be the next best internet idea... No Internet required because we might actualy be psychicaly connected

reply to post by gwynnhwyfar


I called that voice back right after it left, and while I was breaking it's face it had nothing left to say.
Don't get me wrong guys I'm not proud for failing my ascension test.

You know this would be a good thread if we stuck to the topic! Which I clicked on it because I had a weird ass dream last night...


I'll preface by saying...I don't believe in this stuff, but there was this sasqueatch or Yeti...type being...and it was hunting people...we had to hide everywhere we could...it was a tan color...not much hair but big ...kind like Wookie on star wars without hair...just weird...but hey it was a dream. I woke up though with fear and I don't like that feeling.

Hate to burst your ascension bubble but you were attacked by an evil spirit, a demon.

I know what they are as I was born with three and at 25yr God got rid of them for me. But in that time I learnt what keeps them under control; The Name of Jesus and having faith in that Name. Getting angry and using my masculine force, also halted them..

You need to be delivered of this oppressive spirit, not give in to it. Don't give in ever. Fight it with all your strength.
Too many people will give in, as they believe they are good spirits and it is all part of the ascension trip.

It isn't sin to have a demon oppressing you but it is, if you worship one.
Get rid of it, you'll feel much better, less tired.
Peace.

To OP: I'd try using punctuation. I hate translating "stupid".

reply to post by LetterFromAThief


Thanks for the bump I appreciate those. But no need to be rude this is a public dream log with a selfish interest; punctuation is of no concern when a greater message must be shared in it's rawest form.