posted on Sep, 1 2013 @ 11:36 PM
OP: There is a nice quote I cannot recall the source for, that says something like:
"When the divine light shines brighter through a person, it highlights ALL the patterns."
I have probably mangled the quote, I apologize, but you get the point.
I have found it profoundly helpful that as a powerful fundamental, I have good intentions, I have positive expectations, and I "pay" attention to
what I want more of, and banish or ignore what I don't. I seriously think my life (if I even still had one) would be very different if this were not
very strong with me.
So, I can only use my own experience as a guide -- and I am only one person, and not enlightened -- but I think if you have this fear, and obviously
in addition you never even mentioned using a guide/deity, which is very helpful when you have fear (well, it's helpful anyway) -- you should probably
release this practice.
Your inner development will reflect across your entire life. Any intuitive practice can contribute to more opening and awareness internally.
"Blaming" your fears on the tarot however is probably misplaced, in my view.
Peace.