the beginning of the end? or the end of the beginning?

either way it's led me here. Hello fellow ATSers For the past year I've been obsessed with finding as much information, and wisdom, on what I've been lied to about. I'm 19, dropped out of a university in March and spent from March to August doing a complete introspective hard look at myself. I wouldn't say I'm enlightened but I do think I know a lot for my young "Age" lol *toots my own horn* Anyway I'm also an empath, still trying to figure out how to control and use my abilities...I hope to eventually become a healer Well I'm honored to become part of this community and hope I can partake in some great threads!


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Hi, 11ADRi11. It seems a lot of younger people have taken that path as of late. I decided to stay in university, but I took my whole summer break to do some serious soul searching and research. I'm glad I'm not alone there.
I'm sure you will find this website resourceful, in both finding more about what you have been lied to, and about being a healer of sorts.

Good luck.

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First of all, go back to school ! It's useless, but fun. You might meet smart people there.

Welcome to ATS by the way.

I'm the opposite of an empath, I have to use logic and that's hard when your friends are upset and I can't be on their side because they were wrong.

That's the worst ability ever

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Thanks! and I'm here if you ever want to or need to talk i love listening! and try to add some insight when i can lol

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LOL! well i tend to be unbiased too, so we have that in common...as for me or you having it easier than the other, probably not, earths a scary place...i kid i kid...kind of.

and I have gone back to school, at the community college, which I'm not knocking, BUT can be quite boring...as for the people there I'm too introverted to even let them know me, but I will try Thanks for the reply!

Welcome!
Good luck on your path to knowing who you are! It's a journey I was in the same boat, that I wanted to help heal people. Which is why I became a Massage Therapist. I ended working in the sports and injury industry instead of spa (too boring)... but it's great to have an athlete or client come in with pain, and leave feeling better.

Just had to post this because your title (and post) reminded me of a Smashing Pumpkins song... kind of seems to fit the general ATS mood m'thinks


The Beginning is the End is the Beginning

Send a heartbeat to
The void that cries through you
Relive the pictures that have come to pass
For now we stand alone
The world is lost and blown
And we are flesh and blood disintegrate
With no more to hate

Is it bright where you are
And have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
My old secrets laid
We can watch the world devoured in its pain

Delivered from the blast
The last of a line of lasts
The pale princess of a palace cracked
And now the kingdom comes
Crashing down undone
And I am a master of a nothing place
Of recoil and grace

Is it bright where you are
And have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
I hold secrets flame
We can watch the world devoured in its pain

Time has stopped before us
The sky cannot ignore us
No one can separate us
For we are all that is left
The echo bounces off me
The shadow lost beside me
There's no more need to pretend
Cause now I can begin again

Is it bright where you are
And have the people changed
Does it make you happy you're so strange
And in your darkest hour
my old secrets laid
We can watch the world devoured in its hate
Strange
Strange
Strange
(strange)
(strange)

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Thank you for such a warm welcome! And that's awesome, I never thought of massage therapy..I might have to look into it Also I have never heard of that song but I really like it! Appreciate the reply