posted on Jul, 10 2011 @ 07:21 PM
reply to post by agnostimed13
Dear agnostimed13,
What you are asking for is like walking into a flower shop and asking for a flower. There are many many techniques from meditation to rituals to drug
use and everything in between. Some are so dangerous that I, with my 30+ years of experience, will never do alone. You say yourself a skeptic that
wants to believe. This is a contradiction to itself. If you are a skeptic remain so, If you want to believe then believe, but there is no middle, it
is okay to believe with no first hand experience. In order to experience what you are looking for you must be of a certain state of mind and have
focused intent, not to mention some training in defense, especially if you are calling at random for the appearance of an entity or apparition. By
reading your other posts I can see there is a desire to know and understand and you also have a strong desire to experience. I also see you have had
experience yet you have no way to define or understand what happened to you, so I say believe but question, if that makes sense.
In order to understand the spirit world around you you must understand yourself from within. This is your first line of defense. What you bring forth
knows your heart and may use it against you. It is the fear you have that they will gain strength from, so you must know your fears. You may not
realize or even know what fears you have and you may think you have none, but I will tell you with surety you do have hidden fears. These fears are
what are holding you back in the first place.
First lesson: Getting to Know Your Inner Self and Overcoming Fear.
Go into a very quiet, windowless room or closet(pitch black and silent is your goal).
Get comfortable, close your eyes and find the silence within your mind. Do not think, do not see, do not hear, do not smell, do not taste, do not
feel. Realize aloneness and find comfort in it. Practice being in this silence. When you can go to the silence easily, go to it and in your minds Eye,
off in the distance, see a blue light, small and in the void of blackness. It does not illuminate the void, but is visible at a distance away. Your
next step is easy(or is it?). Simply see, smell, taste, feel, and hear yourself walking toward the blue light and touch it. Simple yes? It will become
easier as you overcome the fears you have within the void. When you have honestly achieved this, U2U me and I will give you lesson 2.
Agarta