posted on Jul, 9 2011 @ 02:40 AM
Welcome to ATS!
That being said I want to remind you of something (I feel) is important.
No matter what other people say - you know what happened to you and is happening to you and you know the truth of it.
Other people's opinions cannot change that fact.
Nor can it change anything else in your life, only theirs -
unless you allow it!
Remember that in your travels through ATS. It's a hard core belief to stick to here - unless someone offers me opinions that ring so true I cannot
help but change my opinion. Still, changing your opinino does NOT change the incidents you've been through, only clarifies or explains them. *Thus
endeth the lesson* LOL!
I'd encourage you to talk to your family and ask them about other family members. It's not unheard of for families to keep identities of other family
members a 'secret' for a multitude of reasons. At least check that out and see what you come up with.
From there... I suggest you find (if you don't already have it) something to believe in. Something bigger than you. If that's Christianity (not the
religion but from a spiritual sense) that's great, if not, there are many branches of 'spiritualism' to choose from.
Next. Once you have something that centers you, protects you, gives you strength? (A belief system in other words) - invite the child closer to you.
Invite the child to speak to you, be part of your life. I just can't help feeling this might be a little lost soul that's 'clung' to you in
desperation and hope. Since you're already seeing her and she
is there, you've a responsibility (like it or not) to help her out.
Remember - this does NOT have to be a horrifying situation. Turn it into something filled with joy and enlightenment.
Stay strong and again, welcome to ATS. I look forward to seeing more posts from you.
peace
edit on 9-7-2011 by silo13 because: eek!