The Illuminati has been after me since my childhood. What the hell do I do?

reply to post by gabby2011


Thank you for the kind words and do trust what I did was needed for the time. The only thing though, I am unsure wether or not I am still active as bits and peices of things done only come back to me afterwards. Hence how I know alot of what I know.

I know to this day I am still being monitored heavily and intensely. Every move I make especially here is being tracked and recorded somewhere.

The reason why I am posting this now is I am not seeking fame nor glory as if you do it for that reason you are doing it for the wrong reasons.

To this day I still have all of my telepathc uplinks to every high level office globally and to them directly and am still active there knocking them back, issuing threats to them, handling international and domestic matters. My main focus now is The Federal Reserve, the debt ceeling and getting our nation back to work. I've been on a blackout of sorts for the better part of over the last 2 yrs and flat out refuse to do a thing in order to get what we want. I get one thing through and my life turns into a living hell for weeks on end and wind up resorting to closing the lines on my end and refusal to do a thing, these are the types of tough decisions we must make and will continue to make whenever and however nessecary.

reply to post by TheImmaculateD1


Wo wo wo wo wo...The only reason i took issue with what you said is because you seem like you have no remorse for what you did and that is wrong, also you said some of your victims weren't even human too you and i find that wrong as well..

As far as you spilling your guts that is a good thing and i agree with you and you should keep it up, that was never my problem with you, i'd say continue doing what your doing and if need be go on some talk shows ect ect..

As far as me not knowing what you went through or are going through... i have a news flash and i don't like bringing this up often but i will....i'm a TI (targeted individual) and altho it's not the same as being a monarch victim i can relate to what there going through and trust me being a TI isn't fun it's hell on earth, but i do what i can in terms of activism and get the word out as much as possible and hope and pray one day the vile people behind these types of black op's programs pay for what they have done...oh they will pay in the after life but id like to see them pay a little now....

reply to post by TheImmaculateD1


i was unaware that we had so many people on this site that could spin such fantastic tales, and thought the government thought SO MUCH of them that they would either make them a part of the illuminati or have the illuminati go after them.........


Seriously im starting to think narcisism is a disease like diabetes...........

reply to post by ManBehindTheMask


Indeed, but I'm sure he's well worth the 100K an hour he charges.

reply to post by ManBehindTheMask

From the understanding of what I have read..you can never become part of the illuminati..you are born into the illuminati,and it has everything to do with bloodlines.

They do have many organizations (with different tiers) outside the bloodlines ,that work work for their causes.

Many work for the illuminati ,and their causes unknowingly, as they are very deceptive at revealing what their true intentions are, especially with research.

I agree with the other sincere posters. You need help. You can't live your life looking for bad guys around every corner. From what I understand the Illuminatti is about two things; money and power. They control vast geographies and vast wealth. It is unreasonable to think they would want anything to do with one of the little people such as you or I or most of the other inhabitants of this world.

Originally posted by King Seesar
reply to post by TheImmaculateD1

 

Wo wo wo wo wo...The only reason i took issue with what you said is because you seem like you have no remorse for what you did and that is wrong, also you said some of your victims weren't even human too you and i find that wrong as well..

As far as you spilling your guts that is a good thing and i agree with you and you should keep it up, that was never my problem with you, i'd say continue doing what your doing and if need be go on some talk shows ect ect..

As far as me not knowing what you went through or are going through... i have a news flash and i don't like bringing this up often but i will....i'm a TI (targeted individual) and altho it's not the same as being a monarch victim i can relate to what there going through and trust me being a TI isn't fun it's hell on earth, but i do what i can in terms of activism and get the word out as much as possible and hope and pray one day the vile people behind these types of black op's programs pay for what they have done...oh they will pay in the after life but id like to see them pay a little now....

edit on 30-5-2011 by King Seesar because: (no reason given)

King,

What was your specialty or special skill that made you a TI? U2U me the reason if you are uncomfortable posting it in this public forum.

Originally posted by ManBehindTheMask
reply to post by TheImmaculateD1

 

i was unaware that we had so many people on this site that could spin such fantastic tales, and thought the government thought SO MUCH of them that they would either make them a part of the illuminati or have the illuminati go after them.........


Seriously im starting to think narcisism is a disease like diabetes...........

If you went through half of what me, Monarch, Lady and King here went through your head would spin and you'd be questioning even yourself.

Originally posted by TheImmaculateD1

Originally posted by ManBehindTheMask
reply to post by TheImmaculateD1

 

i was unaware that we had so many people on this site that could spin such fantastic tales, and thought the government thought SO MUCH of them that they would either make them a part of the illuminati or have the illuminati go after them.........


Seriously im starting to think narcisism is a disease like diabetes...........

If you went through half of what me, Monarch, Lady and King here went through your head would spin and you'd be questioning even yourself.

Oh? Is that so??? Well, I'm willing to bet that I've been through just as much life-altering and earth shattering hell as anyone on this board....and yet, I don't go running around thinking everyone is out to get me or thinking the boogeyman is hiding in my closet with his death ray pointed at my tinfoil hat.

Instead, I pulled up my big girl britches and owned the things that happened to me outside of my control. I realized they are not a reflection of me but how I choose to let them interfere (or not) with my life IS. I have moved my life forward by leaps and bounds by choosing not to live in the past. It wasn't easy but life shouldn't be easy. Due to overcoming these challenges, I have a very successful and productive life.

you can never move forward if you are still stuck in the past.

Originally posted by LadyGwenhwyfar
Dear OP,

I believe you are telling the truth. There are many of us out here, most of us stay in hiding and have changed our names to protect ourselves. I am one of those people.

After my father finished up his tours with Vietnam, he moved us (Cannot disclose location) to a remote area where he began working for the state. He met someone else who was also military and they became buddies. His friend's wife became close with my mother and they began coming over and having dinner with us on occasion. The trouble began when I was about 7 years old. My mother had to take a job and so the women she had become friends with started babysitting me in the mornings before school.

To this day, I have no idea who these people were exactly but they both tried to program me. I'm a failed program.
Each morning before school they both began playing a game of chess with me. Mostly, it was her husband who would sit down and pour me a cup of coffee and would insist we play chess. They started to gain my trust and then suddenly everything slowly took a turn for the worst. After the morning games of chess, they began playing a certain song on their turn table by a certain pop duo. They would play the song, then stop it, and say my name, then start the song again. His wife tried to tell me that this was just a game.

Soon after that, her husband said he knew how to do magic tricks, and that he knew how to make people disappear. As a child, I actually started to believe this, and when I told my parents they giggled because they thought their friends were just playing with me.

One morning, they took me the couple took me down to the basement and he said he had a huge black box that he put people in and made them disappear. There was one there, and his wife was smiling the entire time as she told me in a nice way that they would put me in there and I'd never be seen again. There was a masonic symbol painted on the black box, in gold. Same symbol I have seen on old buildings.

Then they began a game where they would play the song, say my name, then show me a picture. The picture would be of dead children laying in broken rainbows. The week that this began, I started to hear ringing in my ears really bad, then I heard my name being spoken as if someone were speaking to me in the class room in my ear. I started to get bad earaches, and would vomit. The doctor we had could never figure out what was wrong because there was nothing there to cause this. I was taken to a specialist who told my parents I had labrynthitis and that I'd live with it indefinitely.

This ordeal for me came to and end, when the couple started playing the song, chanting my name to it, and then the pictures they were showing me became more gruesome. They asked me to do certain body movements, along to certain pictures.

One evening, when my dad was working out in the garage I remember going out and telling him about the pictures his friends were showing me. He immediately stopped what he was doing and called for my mother and they both made me retell the whole thing.

The next thing I know, we are moving away. We never saw these people again and my dad has long passed on.

I was never able to settle in my mind what had happened. I continued growing up and led a non eventful teen years. But when I hit 20 I suddenly started having nightmares, ear aches, ringing, and nausea. All of these memories started flooding back about the ordeal. At the same time I remembered this, the guy that had just appeared in my life out of no where and started calling and wanting to date me, was acting very strange. He wanted me to travel with him out east and meet his family. I didn't want to at the time and he became so insistent about me, my life, and then he tried to kill me.

That's all I will go into but OP I want you to know that we are out there. I post this story because I 'm safe now and no one can track me down. I've been happily married and have children of my own.

You will get through this but you MUST disconnect yourself from anything regarding the illuminati. And you MUST be watchful and careful about where and whom you associate yourself.

There are plants on this forum, and they are watching too. Don't think they are not. I'm basically the watcher watching the watchers.

Be cautious about your choices, and you will heal.

Thank you so much for giving her support and hope instead of shoving things like mental disirders down her throat. It gives me hope in this world. I hope she finds help too.

Sorry to hear about that CIAGypsy, i do hope you are well and continue to do well, we might not always agree on subjects but hey what would i do without my resident skeptic that and i think your a cool person.


TheImmaculateD1 dunno what made me a TI happened in late 2004, my guess is it's part of there experimentation on the use of direct energy weapons which are supposed to be for crowd control but i suspect mind control is there main objective, nothing new though stuff gos back all the way to MK-Ultra in terms of the U.S and there intrest in such maters and if you wanna take it further back to Nazi Germany where mind control was one part of Hitlers foray into his esoteric studies, but i carry on and try not to complain much, i get more mad about the others that are TI's then me being one, plus alot of others have had it much worse then me but i do my best to expose it, help others that may be going thorugh the same thing or something similar, but as CIAGypsy said alot of us have had it rough just some rougher then others...

Originally posted by caladonea

Originally posted by kalunom
I wish I could put this delicately, but I can't. You are not that important.

The local Masonic plumber does not have you in his crosshairs, songs are not being written for you by mainstream musical artists, and usually, butterflies are just butterflies.

It sounds like you had a difficult childhood and I'm sorry to hear that, maybe try just paying more attention to your own self and not the craziness surrounding you. Best of luck.

..."you are not that important..." she is important and she does matter....I believe her.....right now I don't have an answer for her....but I will pray for her.

edit on 24-5-2011 by caladonea because: correct misspelled word

I believe her too and hope the best for her. i wish there was some way I could help her.

Originally posted by King Seesar
Sorry to hear about that CIAGypsy, i do hope you are well and continue to do well, we might not always agree on subjects but hey what would i do without my resident skeptic that and i think your a cool person.


TheImmaculateD1 dunno what made me a TI happened in late 2004, my guess is it's part of there experimentation on the use of direct energy weapons which are supposed to be for crowd control but i suspect mind control is there main objective, nothing new though stuff gos back all the way to MK-Ultra in terms of the U.S and there intrest in such maters and if you wanna take it further back to Nazi Germany where mind control was one part of Hitlers foray into his esoteric studies, but i carry on and try not to complain much, i get more mad about the others that are TI's then me being one plus alot of others have had it much worse then me but i do my best to expose it, help others that may be going thorugh the same thing or something similar, but as CIAGypsy said alot of us have had it rough just some rougher then others...

I am really sorry you had to go through that. I hope you the best in life and that you find the freedom all of us deserve.


Peace.

Originally posted by King Seesar
Sorry to hear about that CIAGypsy, i do hope you are well and continue to do well, we might not always agree on subjects but hey what would i do without my resident skeptic that and i think your a cool person.

Seesar,

Nothing to apologize for. $hit happens. When life knocks you down, you get right back up and dust yourself off. Also, let me be crystal clear about one very important message:

I am not sorry or regretful for ANY of the awful, horrible, traumatic experiences I have been through in my life. They have made me who I am today. They have made me a survivor, not a victim. They have given me an unbreakable, undeniable strength that will always hold me up even when there are times when I feel like I CAN'T keep standing.

As cliche as it sounds, it is the strong who survive. Is the the strong who are followed. It is the strong who rule. If you want to make a difference in the world, it isn't by being a victim. It isn't by complaining about the way things ARE. It is by rising above your circumstances and taking on the challenge to fight to be heard. Being prepared for those who would knock you down.

Originally posted by MonarchSlave
reply to post by benedict9

 

Thank you very much, I needed to hear that. I do not have a full understanding of what is happening, and of course I may jump to hefty conclusions, but it is a point in time in which my family, friends, and even my ex has proven to betray me. I am having difficulty trusting anything I have ever believed, and thus some of these will seem extreme to most people. I am willing to take the risk of sounding silly for the sake of getting out my story, even if no one can help. People often make little of the influence these people have on society, and even I have made little of some aspects that have later been revealed to me as not so innocent or coincidental. I am not saying I understand entirely what is happening, but it is obvious I am a target for Luciferian activity.

When I came of age I was nearly forced into a Rainbow Girls initiation and have been threatened for not joining the lodge times before. The Daughters of the Nile had also made threats to me. I don't go into details but it has been a very dark year for me ever since I found God.

nesara.insights2.org...

That site gives detail into how the Monarch Method works.

No one knows I have this account, and if they did I truly fear the consequences. I'm running through a proxy and rarely post because of the risk I take in order to do so.

Again I am NOT saying I know what's going on, but there are a lot of incindents that have ended up becoming more significant in the future that I did not note out of fear or worry.

In all honesty, I will most likely end up dead. I spoke up to my mother about this and she denied to even speak to me about it, which is something she has never done before. I don't speak to her anymore and my family has been trying to put me in a hospital simply because of my radical spiritual beliefs and my faith that anything can happen, and things can have more significant reasons than the common mind observes.

edit on 24-5-2011 by MonarchSlave because:

I know what you mean absolutely. I was almost hospitalized also...We have much in common.

reply to post by PrincessSerena


Thank you so much for the kind words....and you said the magic words yourself "freedom" it's all about ones free will, as long as you fight and don't let them take that from you they can't win and in the end freedom always wins out.

Besides some postive things are begining to happen within the TI community, first off in two separate cases two TI's went to the local police about them being gang stalked and electronically harassed and in both cases the police officers knew about the crime and started a investigation which is a huge first step, also in early March the president of the United States started a committee to find out if human experimentation without the consent of the victim was still going on and a bunch of TI's were allowed to give there testimony, to be honest i think it will end up just like MK-Ultra the truth will come out but unlike MK-Ultra where the doctors who did the mind control experiments were allowed to go free (which is a disgrace) i would like the perps of these crimes to have legit justice done to them such as jail time but only time will tell...again thank you for your kind words.

Originally posted by CIAGypsy

Originally posted by King Seesar
Sorry to hear about that CIAGypsy, i do hope you are well and continue to do well, we might not always agree on subjects but hey what would i do without my resident skeptic that and i think your a cool person.

Seesar,

Nothing to apologize for. $hit happens. When life knocks you down, you get right back up and dust yourself off. Also, let me be crystal clear about one very important message:

I am not sorry or regretful for ANY of the awful, horrible, traumatic experiences I have been through in my life. They have made me who I am today. They have made me a survivor, not a victim. They have given me an unbreakable, undeniable strength that will always hold me up even when there are times when I feel like I CAN'T keep standing.

As cliche as it sounds, it is the strong who survive. Is the the strong who are followed. It is the strong who rule. If you want to make a difference in the world, it isn't by being a victim. It isn't by complaining about the way things ARE. It is by rising above your circumstances and taking on the challenge to fight to be heard. Being prepared for those who would knock you down.

That was very beautiful and inspiring! it made me look at my life and childhood in a different way. Thank you.

Originally posted by King Seesar
reply to post by PrincessSerena

 

Thank you so much for the kind words....and you said the magic words yourself "freedom" it's all about ones free will, as long as you fight and don't let them take that from you they can't win and in the end freedom always wins out.

Besides some postive things are begining to happen within the TI community, first off in two separate cases two TI's went to the local police about them being gang stalked and electronically harassed and in both cases the police officers knew about the crime and started a investigation which is a huge first step, also in early March the president of the United States started a committee to find out if human experimentation without the consent of the victim was still going on and a bunch of TI's were allowed to give there testimony, to be honest i think it will end up just like MK-Ultra the truth will come out but unlike MK-Ultra where the doctors who did the mind control experiments were allowed to go free (which is a disgrace) i would like the perps of these crimes to have legit justice done to them such as jail time but only time will tell...again thank you for your kind words.

You are welcome and thank you very much for responding because I just joined yesterday and I felt completely invisible to anyone and I wondered if anything i was saying mattered and it did to you so thank you. Also when I first saw this thread I was disappointed by all of the negativity and it reminded me of my very own ridicule and it makes my heart sing to see truly caring people like you in the world...I wish people were more open-minded sometimes and I hope everyone can be heard and accepted because it is my wish.

Originally posted by CIAGypsy

Originally posted by King Seesar
Sorry to hear about that CIAGypsy, i do hope you are well and continue to do well, we might not always agree on subjects but hey what would i do without my resident skeptic that and i think your a cool person.

Seesar,

Nothing to apologize for. $hit happens. When life knocks you down, you get right back up and dust yourself off. Also, let me be crystal clear about one very important message:

I am not sorry or regretful for ANY of the awful, horrible, traumatic experiences I have been through in my life. They have made me who I am today. They have made me a survivor, not a victim. They have given me an unbreakable, undeniable strength that will always hold me up even when there are times when I feel like I CAN'T keep standing.

As cliche as it sounds, it is the strong who survive. Is the the strong who are followed. It is the strong who rule. If you want to make a difference in the world, it isn't by being a victim. It isn't by complaining about the way things ARE. It is by rising above your circumstances and taking on the challenge to fight to be heard. Being prepared for those who would knock you down.

Amen too that sister, as i said in my other post never let anyone take away your free will fight tooth and nail and do what you gotta do to be heard as you said, good attitude i'm still pissed that you were hurt but your a fighter as am i, besides i would expect a never say die fighting attitude from you, what else would i expect from a female hockey player who use to take on the men...lol sorry couldn't help my self came across that info today reading a thread you posted in a while ago very impressive, my brother use to play ice hockey in high school he was the golie.